Today will be a day I can't forget.
I went to London with my friends, it was fun. It doesn't matter.
The problem was after I came back.
One of my flatmates felt sick, so she ask me to call reception. She looked very bad. I called home office. At the first time, I could understand. But next, I couldn't understand. It made the reception angry. I asked another flatmate to call again, and he helped me. I was embarrassed. No, I was very depressed. I apologied them. They said it's ok. I felt I had to study more and more and more. I said this to my flatmate, she said I am always with Japanese friend. That's why I can't improve my English. She is right.
When I came here for the first time, I thought I didn't want to Japanese friends. But actually, I am with a Japanese friend. But the reason I made friends with her is not only because she is Japanese. Of course it is one of the reasons. But it isn't everything.
I tried to think speaking Japanese is not bad thing. But it was false. She also said I should join others. She is very nice. Of course, my japanese friends are very nice and important, but I came here in order to improve my English. I have to speak English with my japanese friends and ask them to teach me.
I am lucky to have such a flatmate. Is it too late to join them? Anyway I should try.
The one of my aim tomorrow is that speaking with fratmates more and ask them to teach me english. adn join them.