life's a bitch, I'm a whore. 

January 30 [Sat], 2010, 9:18
oh what the hell am I doing...

-what do you see in him anyway?
-just a resting from inner burning of Akuma.

Yes, I still love only him.

One I don't want at all is my boyfriend.
One I kinda like is my lover.
One I love with all of my heart is just so hard to get.

Languages, arts and science.

I wish I could understand...
I wish I wasn't just a little girl lost in fields of love.
Soon will end.
Will it?

Today has changed my way of thinking. Today might change my whole life. Today I've changed.

I want to spill it all into his face, I want to tell him all the pain, dreams, longing, tears, smiles, hugs, I want him to know how much I'd give for him, how much I'd give away just if it'd make him smile and hug me one more time.
How much I've changed myself because of him. How I matured, grew up, tried my best to become someone who can deserve him.

But I just lost my way. I'm so sorry, Akuma.
I'm sorry for loving you this much.

5th january 

January 05 [Tue], 2010, 1:37
happy new year. that sentence lost it's meaning. it's just a slang now.

currently i'm into 50th and 60th. Breakfast at Tiffany's (1961) really amazed me. Audrey Hepburn is the prettiest and most talented girl ever. I am currently downloading some more of her movies, and I truly believe I will enjoy them as I enjoyed B.a.Tiffany's.


December 24 [Thu], 2009, 5:15


October 31 [Sat], 2009, 11:41
I'm half-blonde!

Trace and canvas 

October 25 [Sun], 2009, 21:43
lately people are overdosed with stupidity
expecially so called "jrock fans", actually just newbie japanophile fangirls.
Come on, do some research before you say another shit.

now that's said
VIP on TW! Finally!
broke up! Finally! (XD)
in love! Again!
going to Belgrade soon! yay!
bought Xwave S-50g (But it had to go to service office to fix some memory problems T_T)


I can't wait Halloween *q*


October 06 [Tue], 2009, 7:06
Eh là! C'est toi que je vise
Eh là! Je suis sous l'emprise
My love! Laisse-moi te dire tout ce qu'il y a au fond de moi (la, la, la)
My love! Comme ca je t'appelle
My love! Je sens l'étincelle
Eh là! Mon corps qui s'embrase, reste là (la, la, la, la, la) my love!

there is always that unpredictable need for something more.. that keeps me improving my knowledge..

I try hard. I really do.
But my patience is still low.
I'm still an immature brat.
Elitist Immature Brat.

I'm sorry. I know I'm hurting you every second.

Come on baby we ain’t gonna live 4ever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you...
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last 4ever

yes, afterall, I'm just a cold heart with a dolly face...

But I'm still thankfull. So many things people've done for me lately...

ou yea. it's a studio.


(And once again I confirm myself I really am like Serena from Gossip Girl.)
(But I'm not perfect... just all messed up)

It's so hard lately...

~Hey don't u get it
I'm not going anywhere with you tonight
Cause this is my life

I wish I could just... ignore.. the demons that are breaking me inside...
I wish I could believe that I'm where I'm supposed to be...
But I feel I'm tied up in chains...



September 11 [Fri], 2009, 6:36
is it just me who will never understand?

yea so I'm in a new class and new school
it's a shitfuckloads great school and I totally love it.
I have a lot of friends and all..
teachers are mostly awesome.

but the thing is..
well I'm in love.
With a guy I should totally NOT be in love with..
with a guy who is incredibly different than me.
incredibly complicated.

And the worst is that I try to lie to myself, I just can't accept the fact.. I tell myself I like some other guys, but deeply I know I don't.

He's the type of popular guys, the guys who always have fun, the guys who play football, the guys who are always surrounded by gals. A cool guy.

And that's just what I don't need.

I'm the type of 'popular outsiders', who hang out with everyone, but not exactly, because all the time we hide some sadness inside, a hard truth we're just different.

He always talks to me.
He always plays with me.
He always kisses me.
He always hugs me.
He always tells me I'm pretty.
He remembers my name and surname.
He's always such a nice friend.
He's always just a friend.
And that's what I hate.

He has everything I love, but it all mixed together just isn't ballanced..
It's too perfect...
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