i havent not blogged in a long time
meaning, it was pretty recent that i last blogged
but it feels like forever for whatever reason
i actually have a lot to complain
rant
screams
whines
however you put it
but too damn tired of recalling everything
then blog it out once again
so i shall just leave it as it is
i'm damn tired.
junechan's going on semi-hiatus until bangkok smtown and post-smtown until comeback itself i think
cow's prolly gonna go on hiatus till her finals are over
i think i'm going on a full hiatus until exams are over, really.
i'm so gonna miss rolling my eyes at lame jokes man.
>.<
WHY ISNT ISC APPLICATION OUT YETTTTTTTTTTT
fass damn slow lah
goodness
but mini thing to be happy over: i changed my cui phone already! =D
i cant believe i spent one whole hour
5 different shops
2 different shopping malls
just searching for kayeewhy
goodness.
i nearly screamed when the salesgirl at the last shop said "i think i might not have it.."
thank goodness i told her to double check -_-"
and
i cant believe there's someone around me who had ki's kind of fringe
and i didnt notice it until tutorial today
goodness
it was such an in-my-face situation yet i didnt notice
0-o
cha*gulp*da.
and the dumb thing is
my secret wishes have been coming through
oh man
this is scary
though those things are minute
but it's still scary.............
and i just checked my tutorial groups.
i think imma die of laughter.
I SERIOUSLY DIDNT EXPECT IT >.<
oh man.........................
ha. oh well.
yes i've a totally splitting headache right now
most likely due to the lack of sleep
fussing over my precious laptop
but it's in the "emergency" room right now
aka. the school's IT help place
trying to revive itself
and i really mean, NOW, it's trying to revive itself
cos the IT help guy said he'll run the thing for me through the night
poor laptop
i hope it survives
it's so young >.<
next.
i crashed korean lecture today!
ha.
just reminds me how terrible my korean is.
like SERIOUSLY.
i mean, i know the vocab and the grammar
but gosh. my particle-ing is TERRIBLEEEE.
*someone save me*
but clara and the two other guys asked me to continue crashing LOL
so that seonsaengnim will think i'm a regular
and probably allow me to go on immersion with them
shall see how. LOL
my timetable is already packed as it is
how to squeeze in an invisible seventh mod man
can't afford to screw up this sem yet again -_-"
anyway
i feel so friendly this semester
i've been talking to a million and one new people ever since school started.
let's see.
first lect of the sem i got to know clara's friend
then during TR i got to know all my groupmates
situation called for it anyway
then thursday's JSS briefing there was this unknown girl siying or something
and today's JSS assignment i got to know like ten new people at least
then after crashing today's korean lecture i got to know these 2 guys.
woah
seriously man. i need to start remembering names
and not go down the corridor saying "hi" but in my brain it goes "okay so who was that.." kinda thing. >.<
need to take care of my headache
goodnight world.
before that.
i realise purikura machines just make you look like you've got big eyes and fair skin
taking purikura with the jap girls today was like 0___o
okay no.1 first time taking purikura in singapore
no.2 they're so fair, i'm so dark, and i look like i'm just as fair as them
no.3 my eyes looked HUGE. like, eyeliner kind of huge 0_o i wasn't even wearing make up.....
okie. srsly.
goodnight world.
it's been 2 weeks since i last blogged 0_o
okay
seems pretty long for me
since i used to blog almost everyday
and sometimes even twice a day
timetable is terrible this sem
and i foresee that my workload is gonna be twice as terrible as last sem's
blogposts are gonna dwindle like nuts
hopefully i can at least write what i feel like, when i feel like it, regularly
or else this place is gonna be ghastly quiet. =X
bwah.
i hope i can do at least one of the summer exchanges after this sem
obviously i'd very much like to get into the KU one
though it's gonna be sweltering summer over therr
probably even hotter than singapore >.<
but most importantly i wanna go there and do the intensive course
and at least pass TOPIK 4
so that i'm one step closer to finishing all six levels
ms moon emailed me and said she wanted to talk to me
i think it's to discuss the level-up-review thing
hmm. but i've yet to give her my contact details
what i'm worried is that, even if we can work something out
i might not be able to stick to the plan
oh wells.
we shall see.
cny's around the corner
i dont really wanna have the visiting and seeing all the relatives part
i managed to "escape" the one in 2008
but i can't this year
since i told my mom i didnt wanna come back for CNY last year
so she could just conveniently tell them "oh, she's in japan for a short break"
suddenly recalled what taem said in the monologue
made me realise quite a few things.
oh well.
how will anyone know how well you belong to the stage?
who gives anyone the right to choose?
it's a dream.
an unfulfilled one.
watched red cliff 2!
i'm pretty surprised i actually understood/could predict the tactics they were gonna use
HA. i feel abit more intellectual now. =X
but i just dont get why they've to give zhouyu the tang yuans.
to signify that they look to him as "leader" and they're united?
if so, i dont see why it's so significant... like, isn't it obvious already.
marketing. math. micro. macro. econometrics. ent-marketing.
darn it.
less than a day
in like, 2.5 hours
i'd be twenty.
TWENTY.
darn.
i'm old.
T.T
darn.
having a baddddd day.
i just like sulked half the day away today.
until about 4plus
before i started to stop the sulking
i'm like
lacking ANY drive today at all
just because of one small incident
what the heck.
it's not even an incident, just a one-liner.
goodness
and
it made me realise something
even such a small incident/line can cause me to sulk 3/4 of the day away
feeling listless and moodless for anything
what happens if i encounter a breakup or something
won't i end up skipping school, lazing in bed doing nothing
only staring at the ceiling and crying myself silly?
how freaky.
goodness
at least i got cheered up abit today =)
cos junechan celebrated my birthday for me!
and so did my aunt =)
supposed to be celebrating tomorrow
but
oh man
i'm in serious lack of birthday mood
darn.
AND.
there's bidding to worry about.
DARN.
i seriously have been going out nonstop.
0_o
i was only home on 31st december ever since i came back....
oh goodnesssssss
let's see.
20th - class gathering
21st - home because i had to start packing luggage + stuff into the new wardrobe
22nd - shopping with junechan + key's stuff + sending them off
23rd - self shopping for things to bring to korea
24th - 29th - korea
30th - outing with clique
31st - home
1st - outing with clique + taa's place
2nd - with rapok
3rd - outing with junechan + shawol
in nearly 2 weeks, i was only "home" 2 times.
that's up till today.
and from tomorrow:
4th - lunch with aunt
5th - meeting with the girls to celebrate
8th - sending toonie off
omgness. i'm only left with 6th and 7th free
to do bidding + cleaning up room + get into school-mode
and gotta meet rara and junechan again soon
so that i can pass them things/they can pass me stuff
omgnessssssssss
my mum's SO GONNA SLAUGHTER ME. 0-o
that aside.
i'm gonna turn 20.
TWENTYYYYYYYYYY
BIGGGGGG NUMBERRRRRRR
T_T
i dont want......................
drats
i need to get over the inertia of turning twenty.
the big two. T_T
can't i stay nineteen forever.......
it's my 2nd favourite year after PSLE year. T_T
darn it.
i better start makind new year resolutions + birthday wishes/resolutions
things i gotta accomplish in my 20th year.
*sigh*
on another note
i used my polaroid today!
again, that is.
^______^
i 
my polaroiddddd
1st jan.
clique outing
fass og gathering
wonderful way to spend the first day of the new year man
but seriously
what the heck
i'm gonna turn 20 soon
T_T
this is sad.
*sigh*
i dont wanna hit the BIG TWO
ohmygawsh.
clique outing.
i cant believe we went to the arcade!
here i am going to turn 20 soon
and there we were playing bishi bashi in the arcade
seriously, that's the only game in the arcade that i ever play LOL
esther came to join us too
with boyfriend of course.
LOL
all the coupling thingy triggered some randomness between pee and me
LOL "in a relationship" on facebook LOL
PEEPEEEEE~~~ CHIT CHAT SOOOON
my house lah i think should be fine.
hehehehehe~
worst come to worst, airport should be fine too
like what we did when we sent suwan off. yes yes? XD
dragged the tired body to taa's house
slacked. food. chitchat. little nyonya. drinks. wine. bridge. monopoly. LOL
terence was so late that while leaving, we bumped into him
ha.
bidding starts tomorrow
i'm dreading it.
i've decided to take labour law
i hope i dont regret.............
and
rapok's coming over to my messy messy room tomorrow!
ha.
i better wake up early to pack or something
=x
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