ja 2009-02-07T17:17:41+09:00 you've served me well


those who want to know where i've shifted to...
would probably know? ha.
it's somewhere here anyways =)]]> 2009-02-07T17:17:41+09:00 .< WHY ISNT ISC APPLICATION OUT YETTTTTTTTTTT fass damn slow lah goodness but mini thing to be happy over: i changed my cui phone already! =D i cant believe i spent one whole hour 5 different shops 2 different shopping malls just searching for kayeewhy goodness. i nearly screamed when the salesgirl at the last shop said "i think i might not have it.." thank goodness i told her to doub...]]> i havent not blogged in a long time
meaning, it was pretty recent that i last blogged
but it feels like forever for whatever reason

i actually have a lot to complain
rant
screams
whines
however you put it
but too damn tired of recalling everything
then blog it out once again
so i shall just leave it as it is

i'm damn tired.


junechan's going on semi-hiatus until bangkok smtown and post-smtown until comeback itself i think
cow's prolly gonna go on hiatus till her finals are over
i think i'm going on a full hiatus until exams are over, really.
i'm so gonna miss rolling my eyes at lame jokes man.
>.<

WHY ISNT ISC APPLICATION OUT YETTTTTTTTTTT
fass damn slow lah
goodness

but mini thing to be happy over: i changed my cui phone already! =D


i cant believe i spent one whole hour
5 different shops
2 different shopping malls
just searching for kayeewhy
goodness.
i nearly screamed when the salesgirl at the last shop said "i think i might not have it.."
thank goodness i told her to double check -_-"

and
i cant believe there's someone around me who had ki's kind of fringe
and i didnt notice it until tutorial today
goodness
it was such an in-my-face situation yet i didnt notice
0-o
cha*gulp*da.

and the dumb thing is
my secret wishes have been coming through
oh man
this is scary
though those things are minute
but it's still scary.............


and i just checked my tutorial groups.
i think imma die of laughter.
I SERIOUSLY DIDNT EXPECT IT >.<
oh man.........................



ha. oh well.]]> 2009-01-31T20:44:37+09:00 .< next. i crashed korean lecture today! ha. just reminds me how terrible my korean is. like SERIOUSLY. i mean, i know the vocab and the grammar but gosh. my particle-ing is TERRIBLEEEE. *someone save me* but clara and the two other guys asked me to continue crashing LOL so that seonsaengnim will think i'm a regular and probably allow me to go on immersion with them shall see how. LOL my timetable is already packed as it is how to squeeze in an invisible seventh mod man can't afford to screw up this sem yet again -_-" anyway i feel so friendly this semester i've been talking to a million and one new ...]]> yes i've a totally splitting headache right now
most likely due to the lack of sleep
fussing over my precious laptop
but it's in the "emergency" room right now
aka. the school's IT help place
trying to revive itself
and i really mean, NOW, it's trying to revive itself
cos the IT help guy said he'll run the thing for me through the night
poor laptop
i hope it survives
it's so young >.<

next.
i crashed korean lecture today!
ha.
just reminds me how terrible my korean is.
like SERIOUSLY.
i mean, i know the vocab and the grammar
but gosh. my particle-ing is TERRIBLEEEE.
*someone save me*
but clara and the two other guys asked me to continue crashing LOL
so that seonsaengnim will think i'm a regular
and probably allow me to go on immersion with them
shall see how. LOL
my timetable is already packed as it is
how to squeeze in an invisible seventh mod man
can't afford to screw up this sem yet again -_-"

anyway
i feel so friendly this semester
i've been talking to a million and one new people ever since school started.
let's see.
first lect of the sem i got to know clara's friend
then during TR i got to know all my groupmates
situation called for it anyway
then thursday's JSS briefing there was this unknown girl siying or something
and today's JSS assignment i got to know like ten new people at least
then after crashing today's korean lecture i got to know these 2 guys.
woah
seriously man. i need to start remembering names
and not go down the corridor saying "hi" but in my brain it goes "okay so who was that.." kinda thing. >.<

need to take care of my headache
goodnight world.

before that.
i realise purikura machines just make you look like you've got big eyes and fair skin
taking purikura with the jap girls today was like 0___o
okay no.1 first time taking purikura in singapore
no.2 they're so fair, i'm so dark, and i look like i'm just as fair as them
no.3 my eyes looked HUGE. like, eyeliner kind of huge 0_o i wasn't even wearing make up.....

okie. srsly.
goodnight world.]]> 2009-01-19T23:18:03+09:00 .< but most importantly i wanna go there and do the intensive course and at least pass TOPIK 4 so that i'm one step closer to finishing all six levels ms moon emailed me and said she wanted to talk to me i think it's to discuss the level-up-review thing hmm. but i've yet to give her my contact details what i'm worried is that, even if we can work something out i mi...]]> it's been 2 weeks since i last blogged 0_o
okay
seems pretty long for me
since i used to blog almost everyday
and sometimes even twice a day

timetable is terrible this sem
and i foresee that my workload is gonna be twice as terrible as last sem's
blogposts are gonna dwindle like nuts
hopefully i can at least write what i feel like, when i feel like it, regularly
or else this place is gonna be ghastly quiet. =X

bwah.
i hope i can do at least one of the summer exchanges after this sem
obviously i'd very much like to get into the KU one
though it's gonna be sweltering summer over therr
probably even hotter than singapore >.<
but most importantly i wanna go there and do the intensive course
and at least pass TOPIK 4
so that i'm one step closer to finishing all six levels

ms moon emailed me and said she wanted to talk to me
i think it's to discuss the level-up-review thing
hmm. but i've yet to give her my contact details
what i'm worried is that, even if we can work something out
i might not be able to stick to the plan
oh wells.
we shall see.

cny's around the corner
i dont really wanna have the visiting and seeing all the relatives part
i managed to "escape" the one in 2008
but i can't this year
since i told my mom i didnt wanna come back for CNY last year
so she could just conveniently tell them "oh, she's in japan for a short break"

suddenly recalled what taem said in the monologue
made me realise quite a few things.
oh well.

how will anyone know how well you belong to the stage?
who gives anyone the right to choose?
it's a dream.
an unfulfilled one.

watched red cliff 2!
i'm pretty surprised i actually understood/could predict the tactics they were gonna use
HA. i feel abit more intellectual now. =X
but i just dont get why they've to give zhouyu the tang yuans.
to signify that they look to him as "leader" and they're united?
if so, i dont see why it's so significant... like, isn't it obvious already.

marketing. math. micro. macro. econometrics. ent-marketing.
darn it.]]> 2009-01-18T21:34:19+09:00 less than a day
in like, 2.5 hours
i'd be twenty.
TWENTY.
darn.



i'm old.
T.T



darn.
having a baddddd day.
i just like sulked half the day away today.
until about 4plus
before i started to stop the sulking

i'm like
lacking ANY drive today at all
just because of one small incident
what the heck.
it's not even an incident, just a one-liner.
goodness


and
it made me realise something
even such a small incident/line can cause me to sulk 3/4 of the day away
feeling listless and moodless for anything
what happens if i encounter a breakup or something
won't i end up skipping school, lazing in bed doing nothing
only staring at the ceiling and crying myself silly?


how freaky.
goodness



at least i got cheered up abit today =)
cos junechan celebrated my birthday for me!
and so did my aunt =)
supposed to be celebrating tomorrow
but
oh man
i'm in serious lack of birthday mood
darn.

AND.
there's bidding to worry about.
DARN.]]> 2009-01-04T22:33:54+09:00 i seriously have been going out nonstop.
0_o
i was only home on 31st december ever since i came back....
oh goodnesssssss

let's see.
20th - class gathering
21st - home because i had to start packing luggage + stuff into the new wardrobe
22nd - shopping with junechan + key's stuff + sending them off
23rd - self shopping for things to bring to korea
24th - 29th - korea
30th - outing with clique
31st - home
1st - outing with clique + taa's place
2nd - with rapok
3rd - outing with junechan + shawol

in nearly 2 weeks, i was only "home" 2 times.

that's up till today.
and from tomorrow:
4th - lunch with aunt
5th - meeting with the girls to celebrate
8th - sending toonie off

omgness. i'm only left with 6th and 7th free
to do bidding + cleaning up room + get into school-mode
and gotta meet rara and junechan again soon
so that i can pass them things/they can pass me stuff
omgnessssssssss

my mum's SO GONNA SLAUGHTER ME. 0-o

that aside.
i'm gonna turn 20.
TWENTYYYYYYYYYY
BIGGGGGG NUMBERRRRRRR
T_T
i dont want......................
drats
i need to get over the inertia of turning twenty.
the big two. T_T

can't i stay nineteen forever.......
it's my 2nd favourite year after PSLE year. T_T

darn it.
i better start makind new year resolutions + birthday wishes/resolutions
things i gotta accomplish in my 20th year.
*sigh*

on another note
i used my polaroid today!
again, that is.
^______^
i my polaroiddddd]]> 2009-01-04T00:44:29+09:00 1st jan.
clique outing
fass og gathering

wonderful way to spend the first day of the new year man


but seriously
what the heck
i'm gonna turn 20 soon
T_T
this is sad.
*sigh*
i dont wanna hit the BIG TWO
ohmygawsh.

clique outing.
i cant believe we went to the arcade!
here i am going to turn 20 soon
and there we were playing bishi bashi in the arcade
seriously, that's the only game in the arcade that i ever play LOL

esther came to join us too
with boyfriend of course.
LOL
all the coupling thingy triggered some randomness between pee and me
LOL "in a relationship" on facebook LOL
PEEPEEEEE~~~ CHIT CHAT SOOOON
my house lah i think should be fine.
hehehehehe~
worst come to worst, airport should be fine too
like what we did when we sent suwan off. yes yes? XD

dragged the tired body to taa's house
slacked. food. chitchat. little nyonya. drinks. wine. bridge. monopoly. LOL
terence was so late that while leaving, we bumped into him
ha.

bidding starts tomorrow
i'm dreading it.
i've decided to take labour law
i hope i dont regret.............

and
rapok's coming over to my messy messy room tomorrow!
ha.
i better wake up early to pack or something
=x]]> 2009-01-02T02:19:58+09:00 had to classify this under TVXQ
since it couldnt go into any other category.........
maybe i need a new category for SHINee. 0-o

eventful day today
though wasted quite a bit of time

officially, 26th dec is OUR SM day
at least for the three of us. LOL
shinee, db, suju~ seriously man. 0-o

started off with SHINee
went to incheon to pick junechan up
seriously by SOME luck, i was just THIS CLOSE to missing them totally
but uh, ya.
summary...........
1. korean girls are FREAKING rough
2. manager nim is fierce, but, uh, he's nice? like, hey, he was nice to me. or maybe because i'm not a local. =x
3. key. you need eyeliner. and your complexion sucks........
4. today reconfirmed my sucky taste in guys. bastards...?

saw hyukie and teuk at sukira too
and yoona? ya, i think that's her name. the one from soshi...
she's SO TALL. and pretty~~~
there were also these 2 thai girls there
so pretty! like angelic pretty
*feels inferior*
no wonder the army boys usually say that thai girls are pretty
(i hope for the right reasons though)

three of us went to ko-dae after picking junechan from the airport
but seriously
the queue is CRAZY
and the event was held outdoors
goodness
i so totally didnt wanna freeze my ass off, so we went to have ddokbokki at annam

went to junsupapa's pizzeria~
coolio pizzas! the roasted apple rocks XD
summary:
1. nice food~ TOTALLY
2. first time hearing of "eyes leeching tv" LOL
3. junsupapa is REALLY nice.... i dont know. maybe cos we're foreigners?
and that photo ended up being the "source of energy in winter"
seriously lame. oh gosh.

finally, went to try out the tarot card reading thingy at dongdaemun
hmm. we did the general outlook one...
some are pretty funny? =x
points out of the reading:
1. i've a lot of amibitions/desires (positive or negative depending on how you look at it)
2. the first thing she said was, "you are playful/love to play"
3. next line she asked was, "you like to drink right?" oops =x
4. i'll be rich end of next year, though i've no idea where the money will come from since i'm still studying. i really don't foresee myself working anytime, uh, soon?
5. i'll meet 3 different guys next year. one good looking, one generally quite nice/good, one working adult. WHAT THE HECK. leave my love life alone........ >.<
6. totally spot-on was "(junechan) likes yunhanam, and (she) is/will be very nice to him" HAHAHAHHA. she totally spoiled JH okay -_-"
7. junechan's the "let's go!", i'm the "okay this will happen this way..." and ying's the "but this is _____ and on the other hand it will ____". totally spot-on as to how this tw-trip worked. LOL

lalala
tired.
shall...............cut my hair and chiong shopping tomorrow =)
long hair no more! =D]]> 2008-12-27T00:58:23+09:00 *has temporarily no mood to pack for korea*




URGH.






results are just bad bad bad
freaking bad.
TERRIBLE is the word






pissed.
at myself of course.
oh goodness
what the heck.]]> 2008-12-23T11:00:02+09:00 .< 4. how the heck do people know you but you don't know them? *doesn't see the logic* 5. give me a woodblock-minho rather than a sweettalker-jh. -_-" 6. apparently FASS results have leaked, BUT I DIDN'T FREAKING KNOW OMGNESS SMU students already got...]]> 翔央クン～　お誕生日　おめでとう！
もう　２０歳だよ～　大人に　なりましたよ～


had class gathering this afternoon
class cum clique gathering

i actually have a lot to say
but
i'm really tired
gotta wake up early tomorrow since the new furniture will come in at 9am
*tired*
i hope i'll be done packing and cleaning by 1pm
so that i can meet junechan at 2pm
finish up the "important" shopping i need to do before i scoot off to korea
(i can't even decide what to buy... drats)

getting incoherent..
sleeping at 5 and waking up at 9.30 am doesnt exactly aid the situation
shall just write in point form for my own reference if i ever look back
just a few things:
1. turning 20 isn't exactly cool
2. i wanna live in korea - japan would be fine too
3. someone find me a korean boyfriend >.<
4. how the heck do people know you but you don't know them?
*doesn't see the logic*
5. give me a woodblock-minho rather than a sweettalker-jh. -_-"
6. apparently FASS results have leaked, BUT I DIDN'T FREAKING KNOW OMGNESS
SMU students already got back their results....
but NTU ones have to wait till 29th.. 0-o
i wonder if i should be complaining........ since it's out one day before i fly..
7. i've yet to find a wallet that pleases me. *adds to korea shopping list*
8. so. who's with who man?!


okay whatever
those who know what i'm talking about know what i'm talking about
those who don't, just leave it at that..]]> 2008-12-20T21:53:28+09:00 i hope it snows
i hope it snows
i hope it snows!

i want a white, white christmas
=)

class gathering on saturday
the attendance seems great right now
let's hope everyone who said they'll turn up, turn up
then it'd be great =)

some things should be left unsaid
some things should be left unknown
if unravelled, will only hurt others in the process

this is life.

i hope we get to go to the party on the 26th
if we get there in time somehow
but oh well, if not, we'd just go shopping! =)
and there's also mubank?
maybe~ haha.

deliberating whether i should go to namsan
colddddddd *brr*
but the view is gorgeous~

until now
i still have yet to confirm the entire itinerary
everything's a vague
but yeah man, shall just go with the flow =)

eli totally made my day last evening


found some friends who were once friends of mine
not a very easy task to handle
to sit down and talk eye to eye, is like....................... getting me to bungee.
when i already have a fear of height, a terrible one at that.
we shall see.

this is a totally incoherent entry
but i do not give two hoots about it.

joshi just came online to remind me kim wants me to go to japan when i'm free
great. just when my japan trip got cancelled like 2 weeks ago
just great. what nice timing, kim.
but at least i know i'll have a tour guide in japan if i go
*self-comforting ain't working..*

suddenly i'm feeling super high for junechan
XD
jonghyun.
biz class.
bada ylbfb
conference room 101.
*kya~*
i hope everything goes well..

i realised there're lots of things i wanna do in korea
but somehow i've no idea how am i gonna juggle and dump them in
myeongdong
dongdaemun
namdaemun
namsan
everland *HAVETOGO*
lotteworld
apgujeong rodeo st
SM
NH + yeonseupshil
noraebang
hyojin's place/myusai
meet hyunjeong for dinner
meet up with jikki
meet hyejin/hyeju/hyunsook

OH MAN. i only have freaking 5days (minus air time)
how on earthhhhhhhhh am i gonna do everything

great. my mum just woke up to get me to sleep >.<
it's holidaysssssssssssssssssss mummy >.<
why can't she just let me do everything/anything that i wanna do
i'm not disturbing anyone
and i'm definitely not sleeping less than 8 hours a day
it's just that i'm sleeping later that's all argh

randomly saw a photo
and i thought he looked like nich
totally gave me a scare 0-o

i need to stop getting upset over stupid things
need to keep my emotions in check pretty badly
though i think people who know me from this year only
probably think i'm some happy-go-lucky, cheerful person
i'd say i can exercise control a lot better these days.. hmm.

some random song just popped into my head
"i hate myself for loving you"
i think the last time i heard it was at hard rock
at ueno? ueno station............ above the shopping arena
when we had the farewell party~

just finished completing a task for junechan
hopefully it gets chosen, and yay! good for her =)
even though it's under my name
but as long as she gets to go it's fine =D

i think i shall go to bed
sleep stops me from thinking
though my brain is still working..

may it all be reflected/dispelled in my dreams~
goodnight world]]> 2008-12-19T03:06:45+09:00 .< but anyways! it turned out perfectly fine for the rest of the night since the fakies didnt fall off and i think the smokeyness didnt turn out too badly it was just mini smokey anyway hehehe~ too bad i forgot to take a picture after i finished her make up LOL which reminds me... saw photos of our younger days in her room those days when cameras weren't digital and there were no applications like facebook, friendster etc. couldnt just digitally share pictures, but had to print them out <斜>"we are young, we are free.." totally apt for describing those pictures! those were the days when we really had nothing much to care about attending funny apple beach party i think? LOL how random was that anyway~ i remember back in sec 3 that rara was thinking of doing dentistry and me doing surgery but i g...]]> feeling really proud of my "art" piece
since i did rara's make up for comms ball
and cao said it's nice! so did um, junhao? junhow? junhou?
i dont know how to spell his name................ >.<
but anyways!
it turned out perfectly fine for the rest of the night
since the fakies didnt fall off
and i think the smokeyness didnt turn out too badly
it was just mini smokey anyway hehehe~
too bad i forgot to take a picture after i finished her make up LOL

which reminds me...
saw photos of our younger days in her room
those days when cameras weren't digital
and there were no applications like facebook, friendster etc.
couldnt just digitally share pictures, but had to print them out
<斜>"we are young, we are free.."
totally apt for describing those pictures!
those were the days when we really had nothing much to care about
attending funny apple beach party i think? LOL
how random was that anyway~

i remember back in sec 3 that rara was thinking of doing dentistry and me doing surgery
but i guess
when you grow older, things just change
perspectives and mindsets evolve and you start to see where you come from
and now we're both on totally different paths LOL
but well, it's good to dream

doing the make up today just made me further wonder if the choice i made is right
i may like economics, but is there something i like even more?
brings me back to the days when i first meddled with make-up
i think, when i was thirteen? when i discovered the wonders of eyeshadow/mascara
sounds a little dumb now, but i actually thought of becoming a make-up artiste
dreaming about how i'd see my handiwork on models on the runway
or how perfectly flawless skin some artistes have
when in actual fact they've terrible acne scars or something

i wonder how my parents would have reacted
if i ever, just mildly, mentioned that i'd proceed to laselle after i got out of RG?
i think they'd so flip. hmmm.

oh well
i dont think i've much of a choice now anyway....
shall just experiment those smokey/colourful stuff on my own face. ha.]]> 2008-12-17T03:37:13+09:00 does anyone still come here, really?
anyways.
i'm still alive, in case anyone bothered. LOL

ever since the end of the last paper
i've been busying myself
busying with what really?
i've no idea
but i'm just busy
doing all the mini things, minute and insignificant
lots of people that i havent met up with
but i'm pretty glad there's a j2 glass gathering planning underway
hope it pulls through =)

i'm hooked on "in my room"
*sigh*
if only i never knew that that song was gonna be the OST for the korean version of HYD
and
i cant believe jh did "y si fuera ella"
it's a.......... tough song, really.
wide range + odd tempo...
it's really easy to slip and mess up. hmm =/

finally got my new laptop and hdd
500gb hdd is WIN.
i think i'd totally not survive without it.........
continually deleting all my stuff

ying told me cheon's gonna be on oogyeol~
his partner................isnt very great. =/
it's gonna fall on the sunday before we fly off to korea
hmm.

which reminds me
i'm arriving korea the same time that shinee's leaving for tw
LOL　キーくん、楽しく行って来てね！
so. i shall go to everland with ying
and hope that i wont freeze.......

and i wanna get key's camera at yongsan!
pink polaroid is

i seriously think my korea trip is kinda agenda-less
LOL
ying has fti, junie won't be around half the time~
i shall just shop to my max.
and get my hair done toooo~~
MUST get something from rodeo st. this time round
came back empty handed the other time
since i thought everything was expensive
but the prices seriously cant surpass japan's
lalala~

now that i've successfully curbed the urge to club
gotta, um, start to "not think about clubbing"
step 2 of my "quit clubbing" campaign
LOL
i hope i wont end up clubbing in korea though..
since i think hyejin and hyeju are back in korea~
and jikki's there too..... though i doubt jikki will club..?
somehow korean and japanese girls can drink damn well
well well.
shall replace clubbing with noraebang.... i think ying wouldnt mind

so much happened in the paste 10 days that i dont even know what to say..
there's a need for me to continue hanging out with this specific bunch
though not that i'd met up much with them, or at all, in the past 1 week
but.
i'm starting to find myself drifting
i won't say i belonged in the first place
in this day and age, what belongs, really?
mentality, outlook, perspective, goals........everything differ so much.
i can't even pinpoint whats the same..
oh well.

the glass is half full, not half empty.
*yosh*

will be doing make up on tuesday for ra-pok
LOL
my very first time doing for someone outside of school
oh dear. i hope i do fine~ =P
havent done make-up for like, a year or so?


the big 2 is looming~~~~~~~~~
my 19th year was spent.......doing what?
okay.
i'd say the first half of my 19th year is absolutely fun
made great friends, experienced different stuff
and learnt to be independent
but the second half was.........okay?
uni's a drag. really...

oh well.
shall not think of weirdo stuff today.

cos.
it's on-tofu's birthday
ジンキや～! １９歳　お誕生日　おめでとう！
最高なリーダなりますね！
ユノ先輩より　いいリーダなりましょう、ね？
「オニュサンテ」が　忘れないね～

i dont know what's stopping me from putting this on IPLE. >.<]]> 2008-12-14T21:29:47+09:00 it's into the earlllyyyyyyyy morning i think
but yet i'm still not asleep
this is bad
bad for skin
bad for health
bad for brain
tsk.

went shopping!!
finalllyyyyyyyyyy~~ after like, SO LONG.
ever since i've been back from japan
the only clothing items i bought were my pink shorts and ballet flats
how sad
but well
i made up for those!
bought 2 dress one shirt one top and leggings all at once!
i think that was done within an hour or so XD
but i think i blew like, 250 bucks in all? =xxxxx
and considering the amount i bought, it's quite okay a price
since there already was discount going on
or i dont think i'd be able to imagine the price =x

i'm stuck on new's forever more........................ nice. =)
and jong's version of sisqo's incomplete.
*swoons*

i've yet to start on my korean-revision programme
arghs
inertia hur.....................
and i really wonder why i agreed to go tomorrow...
maybe. just maybe, for the sake of watching yeonhanam
yeonhanam MARATHON. *dies*
i hope i dont get bored in between...

shall do more shopping tomorrow!
but i intend to shop as little as possible
since i think i'd be buying more shoes/bags from korea

i'm really tempted to get another pair of knee high boots
though i already have 3 pairs
*gets shot*
i hope i wont freeze in korea
it's negative 7 degrees now

i think i'm gonna cut my hair
hopefully it isnt a wrong decision..........
havent cut my hair REAL SHORT in like... a year?
reminds me of the last time i did it
it was a tad too short~~~
but thank goodness my hair is straight and not curly
who knows what disastrous look i'd have to go to school with had my hair been curly..
and mq was so irritating
he called me a lion. goodnesssssss.
but oh well. memories of the jc days LOL

i suddenly feel so old.........
was just telling junie i can go "ya! chigeum muo hanni?" to jong
and it'd be fine cos im older
but it was a big NO to min.
i couldnt even go, "min-ah"
-___-" the difference...........really.]]> 2008-12-06T03:27:27+09:00 first day after exams
i SERIOUSLY slept to my fill
slept at 3am yesterday or something
and woke up slightly before noon
XD
yay~~~
finally i dont have to wake up early to mug/go to school/finish tutorial

spent my entire day reading stories
like online novels and stuff
oh man~ i missed readings these thingys
it's been a longggggg time since i had time to sit down and read a book properly
the last time was like, in march or something
during the 1 week break between school terms
the book by murakami~ =)))
it's so hard to find nice books in japan... in english that is.
which reminds me..
the last book i read before flying off from japan was a biography or something similar
can't really remember the title
but it was about the monarchy and the princess.......
standing in the shinjuku bookstore~ LOL
i miss ootoyaaaa T_T
why isn't there ootoya in singapore.....

(junie says i'm a shinee fan-in-the-making, with full potential. 0-o omg dont want...............sm needs to stop getting to me time after time)
shinhwa, db, now shinee. oh man.
now that i think about it
it's a 4-yearly cycle.......... goodness.

sheesh.
totally forgot what i wanted to write about..........

hmm.
this is the first holiday that i'm having after such a long time
japan seriously doesn't count
there's the pressure and nagging feeling of waiting for A's results to be out
and after results were out, there's the worry about university/courses etc.
and throughout the past 19 years (going on 20 years) of my life
none of the holidays are real holidays
even PSLE. goodness
psle, the pressure of getting into a good school...
and every year, you just worry about getting into a good class/stream/passing out
bla bla bla bla bla
sigh.
oh well.
i guess i can start living now?
hahaha

term has come to an end
shall spend another day reflecting about it
perhaps after results are out or something
maybe will do it on the plane
=)

and
yes.
i declared my major about 3 hours ago.
i guess no turning back?
shall do some proper sem2 timetable scheduling tomorrow
though i know roughly what core modules i wanna take
but there are still stuff like breadth and UE and SSA stuff to consider
oh well
3 core modules
i wonder if i can take it..............

key's monologue refuses to cooperate with me
ARGHHHHHHHHH
it's the 3rd time it's restarting
oh man.

shall survive with YT for the time being -_-"]]> 2008-12-03T00:28:24+09:00