He's mom is so mean to me (only when he's not watching 

2007年09月10日(月) 14時25分

Okay, My boyfriend's mother, she is nice to me only when he's watching


When he's not there, she's not that kind,,,,i mean kinda mean to me.


Forexample yeaterday she was going to cook some chicken and guess wut she said to me?


She said "You don't need it, right?"

I was like wut a hell, i always ask her when i cook something and she say that to me?

And Hugh always tell me to fuckin share the food i bought(like chocolate or some snacks)

I dont mind if she do the same but she never share the sweet things she bought, and why the hell should i, right?

And yesterday i gave her some chocolate and, she just came into the room and took half of chocolate.

........She never do and why should i ?



ALSO, i washed dishes yeaterday and next day when i woke up all the dishes i washed was in the sink again.

Pissed me off seriousry


And she doesn't wash her dishes after she used but she always tell me to wash the god damn dishes( mybf too

And i can't stand when she tell me like this "YOu wash it okay?"

WHAT A HELL????????


SHE FUCKIN CANNNOT ORDER ME SOEMTHING LIKE THAT



She only say that when my bf is not home or totally sleeping.



OF COURsE i dont say that to him, but today i fucking write this here coz i
couldn't take it and pissed me off fucking much


FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCUUUUUUUU






I DONT WANNA TALK TO ANYBODY NOW


SHIT!

Why Why Why... 

2007年09月02日(日) 23時03分

Why you never kiss me from you?

You just kiss me when i ask you and u did it just slightly


Why you never say you love me?

You were saying it to your ex-girl friend right?


Why?


Am i not nice to you enough?

I'm tring, but i can't change my nature so much, but i'm tring


YOu don't love me, then what am i?

When you hug me, or sweet to me, that's only when you are horny.

Am i still your sex toy?

am i..?



What i am for you?


I'm always sad and get worry because you never say you like me, or you love me.

I need to hear it a lot,


I need that you are actually saying or showing that you love me more than anybody.




Sometimes i wanna cry out and cut myself and kill myself.







I always wanna see someone loving me for no reason, just because he's in love with me, not because of sex or money or anything.



I need hug and kiss and love FROM you,

not because i asked you.


ババア ウッゼ 

2007年07月25日(水) 10時02分

つーかババアまじうぜぇんだけど





うっざい。まじうっざい。




まぁ最近我慢して優しくしてやってたんだけどマジ最近調子乗ってね??





ううううううっざい!!!!!







さっさとカルガリーに行っちまぇって話なんですけど・・・。

別にいるぶんにはこっちも利用さしてもらってるわけだからべつにいーけど

頻繁に話しかけてくんじゃねーーーーーーーー















Swimming Pool at Rainy Day 

2007年07月23日(月) 6時46分




Hugh took me to swimming pool


It was rainning yeasterday, but it's okay,

the pool was inside of the building




I was so happy happy happy




I didn't go to swimming since Gr5 or 6, so it was very exciting 4 me

Actually I really wanted to go swimming(We went naked beach, but i didn't swim though) and hugh bring me to there



Hugh, hugh, thank you


  love you 

Am i less important than your ex? 

2007年07月21日(土) 16時17分
When i'm sitting here alone, I start thinking about you and your ex.


I know it's non of my bussiness and I know if u see this, then you gonna say that.



But....seems you treated her very kindly and lovery like she's a baby.



....what about me?

You are treating me like a dog or a slave.

Were you the same to your ex as well?


Or you just treating me like this because I'm less important than her?

I don't how were you treated her before, so actually i can't say anything about this,


But....I can't stop thinking that you are treating me badly comparing with your ex.




Hugh, can you tell me and show me that i'm important to you more than anybody? Can you say it million times until i can believe it?



Wish I could met you before you met your ex-girl friend.

So I could be your first lover..







I wanna die now.





Don't call me "Baby" 

2007年07月21日(土) 14時45分

Baby...such a sweet name...I wanted him to call me the name.



But he was calling other girl with the name.




So?

So what?







Nothing,,I just don't want him to call me "Baby"


Because the name is same as his ex's.







Forget about her, ease about her from your mind


and look at me, just me.






Maybe he doesn't like me anymore 

2007年07月20日(金) 14時46分
Maybe he doesn't like me anymore...

I mean maybe he doesn't like me from the biggining...

Maybe he still love his ex-girl friend...




I wanna break up with him, if he doesn't love me more than his ex.

It is just painful for me to spend time with him,



Hugh, actually what do you think about me?
Are you just having sex with me instead of doing it with ur ex?

Am I just a sex toy for you?

What i am for you if you are still in love with your ex-girl friend?



I don't wanna be in your second place anymore.

I wanna be in your first place for always







For these days, you sometimes say that I never laugh anymore.

It's because I couldn't stop thinking how you and ex lived together or how you think about her..since I saw you were talking to her still.

You said it's because you have her stuff still, but the reason is doesn't matter for me.


The point is that you remainded me that i'm unneeded person.

Like, I'm here for you instead of your ex, or just for sex.

It makes me feel that I'm just a piace of meat..comparing with her.


I don't wanna compare myself with anybody

I don't wanna other people compares me with other people.


I wanna be needed individualy.






I can't stop thinking about it.

I can't stop crying.

It drives me really crazy.




Hugh, I want you to love me more than anybody in this world.

I need lots prove with it.





I need lots prove that you love me more than your ex.












healthy? 

2007年07月19日(木) 10時27分



    ・・・・これ、あたしの今日の晩御飯(汗)




レタスに豚カツソースとマヨネーズぶっかけ 

プラス 

ごはんwithゴーヤチャンプルーふりかけ



日本って変なふりかけあるんだね・・。

てか実はゴーヤ食べたことないのね、あたし。

おいしいもんなんだろうか・・・・・・。

売ってるとこあったら買ってみたいな♪






Umm.....why didn't u take me with u??

mmm, I know I have school tomorrow, but i'm bloody boring without u


mmmm.....Come Hoooooooome!!!!!!





ニイサマはパーティーでfooling aroundするのに忙しいらしぃ 

2007年07月19日(木) 9時06分
むむ・・・



ニイサマの親友、デブのチャイニーズ、その名もデニス がヴァンクーーーバーーに昨日やってきた。



うざぃ〜〜、パーティとかマジおまえ1人で行けっつーの

Just fuckin go with ur left handって感じょ!!!!!






ん〜〜・・・留守番いやにゃぁ・・・。







今日雨降ってるから出かける気もサラサラなぃしねorz




と、ぃうわけで写真はオニイサマの食べかけの毒林檎くんdeath....









オニーサマがエアポートいっちゃったぁ〜 

2007年07月18日(水) 16時39分

オニーサマと冷戦のままニーサマは親友を迎えにAir Portへ


ん〜、今夜は帰って来ないだろうな〜〜〜






一緒に行けばよかった(><)





・・・と、いうわけで潔癖オニイサマがいない間に、おじさんに買ってもらったポッキーやら天ぷら寿司やら食べ放題、部屋を散らかしまくりながら今に至ってます♪



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