Zheng

I don't like where my life is taking me... I want to go back to the past, back when everyone was carefree, back when you either like someone or you don't, hang out with them or you don't, back when going out was something we did on a whim, back when money was no issue, back when there were few responsibilities...

Sure, working life is cool in the aspect that you earn your own keep, have a slightly increased budget in whatever you do, or maybe a sense of freedom in the sense that you didn't have to report back to your parents.

But whatever benefits gained from working is quickly drained by the fact that you have to be contributing home, your freedom is bogged down by endless torrents of work, and sure, you have some money on hand, but when the rest of your friends refuse to be "chained down by society" ie. I want to be a NEET, or that other working folks seem to be busy with their lives as well. you quickly run out of friends to go out with...

Yes, its a friday night and I'm at home typing this crap... and emo-ing, can miss that out...

meh...

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work fine for now... i suppose i'll use this then ^^

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mina genki? fuck you all with your viagra and porno ads... i hope that this time around they won't be such crap...

just a test post for now...

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i'm going back to blogger... yaplog is just too screwy...
my new blog here... www.ping-pong-balls.blogspot.com

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argh!!! My blog is all screwy again... hmmmm shall not blog till studio project is over...

but fret not... my loyal readers... thats... you, you, and you over there hiding under the chair...

for studio project is nearing its end. Need to find work soon... work work... save up save up...

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LaO pOhXx LaSt NiTeX iie ToKiNg To Eu On ThE pHoNeX, eU fEll aSlEeP wOrXx... Eu MaKeX mIee sHo hApPyXx...

lubX eu lortx lortx
lAo GoNg

wah fuck larh type this stupid sentence took up half the bleddy time writing this post... this message was made up totally to irritate someone. If your name is not louis wang, then i suggest you not get irritated by it... but i suppose its hard not to do so when people type like that... So yarh... this girl please dump asap...

and regarding next month (ie. the month after February), you do what ever you want larh... what you say is true, I doubt I will be able to stop you from making mistakes if you really want to do it... but as a friend I shall warn you first, one wrong move, one little nudge from me, or from anyone that wishes your demise, you shall fall. I will sit back and watch this one. If you want to play, i can only say(i stress again) be careful about it. I say go for it.

Ah jon arh... dun mind me using ur name as someone else, this post has nothing to do with you... ok to louis... regarding jon, get rid of asap. She only means trouble.

And lastly the neighbour... If you really cherish her, don't dishonour her.

what a weird day yesterday... I don't even know why i did certain things... knowing full well that she 1.)is attached 2.)is of a different league with me 3.)rejected me once(even though the cause of it was someone else...) 4.)is not that pretty also larh... I suppose... I dunno... confusion hits everyone... I suppose i am a flirt... subconciously some more... i seem to flirt with everyone... nah i'm jus saying this to make myself more comfortable...

to end this post, I don't think ws was trying to be an asshole yesterday larh... he probably thought its the same as "jon" and so did not control himself with ray.

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1. Honestly what color is your shirt???
- purple

2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
- someone, sometime, somewhere.

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
- nothing. bored.

5. Honestly, have you ever been in love ?
- no idea. i feel so confused.

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
- yes.

7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
- no

8.Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
- louis -_____-

9.Honestly, are you jealous of somebody right now?
- yeah... kinda...

10. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?
- anything that doesn't go as i like. but it takes a lot for me to not like anything.

11. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
- yes. but not often.

12. Honestly, do you use anyone?
- yes, to a certain extent larh... not to hurt, definitely not.

13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
- yes

15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?
- no. I don't consider people i don't like as a friend.

17. Honestly, are you in denial?
- probably

19. Honestly, do you love anyone?
- is it really love?

20. Honestly, does anyone like you?
- no idea. valentines day wooshed by without anything happening, so i guess not.

DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY

*Anger Section*
1. What do you do when you're mad?
- random shouting outbursts.

2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
- punched my friends fully intending to make it hurt.

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
- nope i cried instead.

4. Do you swear when you r mad?
- who doesn't?

1. When was the last time you really cried?
- so long ago...

2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
nope... i won't be able to sleep thats all.

3. Do certain songs make you cry?
- no

4. What usually makes you cry?
- the feeling of getting subdued in the mercy of others.

*HAPPY*
1. Are you normally a happy person?
- ask yourself, am I? or am I just putting on an act?

2. What can make you happy?
- food, friends, funny things, fuck

3. Does being with your friends make you happy?
- all the time...

4. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?
- i'll think too much about it and in the end get irritated.

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i am so fidgety and pissed at the same time, throw in some jealousy, lethargy and lack of drive to do work, you get what i am feeling right now.

I want to say something, but somehow I just can't gather enough courage for anything. a walk along orchard road just seems to rub it into my face. Valentines day.

fuck it.

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jus as other polys are going for their break soon, our battle hasn't started. This weekend is really the only sleep i'm going to get... let us prepare for the last stand against the studio project. Faito~ oh!

ok... with much will power, i have paused my IWGP rushing at ep 7... with a cliffhanger of a possible murder... my click happy fingers were on the edge of clicking the episode 8 icon...

ah jon start work liao... lets go kachieow him when he waitering... the revenge for taunting us with the fact that his holiday started... and you too junfeng... boo!!! all of you!!! jealous yarh...

and yarh... to add on to the series of unfortunate events that happened recently... eg. stubbed my toe on my own heel and resulting in a sore toe and bloody heel, accidents while cutting mounting board and food...

I fell down last night... while playing catching... which is like dumb larh... how long has it been since you got a scraped knee? for me it has been years... like since sec 2 larh...

bah... welcome teh sleepz...

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You are The Fool

Idea, thought, spirituality, that which endeavours to rise above the material.

The Fool is the card of infinite possibilities. The bag on the staff indicates that he has all he need to do or be anything he wants, he has only to stop and unpack. He is on his way to a brand new beginning. But the card carries a little bark of warning as well. Stop daydreaming and fantasising and watch your step, lest you fall and end up looking the fool.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

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