you were an island & i passed you by;
February 13 [Tue], 2007, 21:47
I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as hugely possible.
And how it can actually ache in places that you didn't know you had inside you.
And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get or gyms you join or how many glasses of Chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends, you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood.
And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy.
And sometimes you could even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door.
And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new & you'll meet people who'll make you feel worthwhile again, and little pieces of your soul will finally come back.
And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.
-from the movie "The Holiday"
this is totally the script of my inner thoughts.
where the hell did i go wrong?
anyway today in a nutshell:
-met jialing & bought a cute pair of shoes!!
but felt rather bad 'cause i was/looked so tired.
but anw. bakerzinn with her next week (:
-work as usual.
& i love seeing xiaoshun & ah yee tgt,
they're like a pair of dumb & mischievious brothers hahaha.
& that pig keep bullying my ah yee!!
no wonder nobody wantd to lunch with him!
-met peh-stir at the bus-stop again! :D
i want to watch protege!
DANIEL WU IS THE REASON WHY <3
dont know if i shld be exasperated or amused;
my parents refuse to use the things i bought,
'cause the things are too nice
& they cant bear to use them T___T
what on earth?!
okay done im going to meet peirong now;
much as i dont like seeing ah yee getting bullied,
i HATE seeing my bestfriend being bullied >:(
And how it can actually ache in places that you didn't know you had inside you.
And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get or gyms you join or how many glasses of Chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends, you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood.
And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy.
And sometimes you could even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door.
And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new & you'll meet people who'll make you feel worthwhile again, and little pieces of your soul will finally come back.
And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.
-from the movie "The Holiday"
this is totally the script of my inner thoughts.
where the hell did i go wrong?
anyway today in a nutshell:
-met jialing & bought a cute pair of shoes!!
but felt rather bad 'cause i was/looked so tired.
but anw. bakerzinn with her next week (:
-work as usual.
& i love seeing xiaoshun & ah yee tgt,
they're like a pair of dumb & mischievious brothers hahaha.
& that pig keep bullying my ah yee!!
no wonder nobody wantd to lunch with him!
-met peh-stir at the bus-stop again! :D
i want to watch protege!
DANIEL WU IS THE REASON WHY <3
dont know if i shld be exasperated or amused;
my parents refuse to use the things i bought,
'cause the things are too nice
& they cant bear to use them T___T
what on earth?!
okay done im going to meet peirong now;
much as i dont like seeing ah yee getting bullied,
i HATE seeing my bestfriend being bullied >:(
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