いっぺん死んでみる？？

SHUT THE FUCK UP PEOPLE.

I MEAN IT. SO BETTER FUCKING SHUT YOUR MOUTH UP. BEFORE I SHOVE THAT SHIT BACK TO YA FUCKING ARSE.

GEDDIT?

This misunderstanding is OVER. SO BE IT. STOP DIGGING IT BACK AND SHIT FUCK EVERYTHING UP AGAIN.

I FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING HATE IT WHEN DIFFERENT PEOPLE TELL ME DIFFERENT STORIES AND STILL THEY ARE MY BUDDIES. WHO THE FUCK SHOULD I TRUST?

So lets put it this way that FROM FUCKING NOW ON I should treat every single one people that I known FUCKING EQUAL.

Pffft. Pissed.

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URGH. Sorry for not blogging this few days! Beeen lacking of motivations. Finally the holidays is over.

And I had successfully spend the 1st week of 2nd term. Muahaha! My chalet is over. Fun? Mahjong till 3am. First time. And I win like mad.

Got back my GPA result 3.25. A,A,C. Omfg. *bangwall* I seriously need to strike straight As this time. So gonnna go for it. I dont care what others say. I seriously live for myself.

This time round I all going to be me only. No one else. But me. Buck up Derence!!

Sometimes when I was reading other peoples blog. I was thinking why do some people need to be so hard to be someone else special? Or rather something special. But ended up is something stupid and horrible.

You dont have to show what you got. But show it how you got.

Whats with the big F of showing what you got when you freaking have no idea how you got it?

I just can't get how stupid can a person get. I am not trying to say I am a divine divu or something.

But still...

To me I always put family as my first choice. I can live without friends or loveones. But I can never live without my family.

I had already lose my dad. I know how it feels to seriously lose your loveones.

When people told me to treasure my loveones i always thought to myself that they are still breathing properly I dont see why I should treasure dam like some gem.

Untill I lose my dad then I know how I really feel to lost someone that have almost accompany you throughout your childhood.

Procastrinating? I doubt so.

Today is a confusing day.

But still I am enjoying every single second.

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Hollaa peeps!

Yesterday was a blast! Went ice skating with Kenneth and gang. Is like totally fun!I fell once gliding with my knee cap still! Thanks god I wore jeans that day.

And Kenneth fell down and got cuts on his elbow.

At the end of the day. I had 6blister. And tommorrow I had to went to downtowneast for my chalet.

Talking about tommorrow. TOMMORROW IS COSFEST! Wishing all cosplayer have fun yoh!

School is starting. What else can I complain about? *shrugs*

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Just wake up like around 5pm just now? Feel like sleeping a little longer!

Tommorrow gonna be fun! Gonna go ice skating at kallang! Seriously can't wait.

Hmmmmmm school gonna reopen. Just hate those feeling of seeing some teacher..

Tataaaaa~

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I don't know why I am getting back to my yaplog. but well here it is! LOVE MY YAPLOG STILLS!

So now anyway you guys can get to change my link again yoh! And in future there will be no more tagboard, just use the comment function to give views about my entries!

yaplog.jp/toki-doki-desu

Hope there will be more updates on Thursday and Friday night if both outing are confirm!

Tataaaa!

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To DEAREST Jun Wei and Karl. (:

THANKS FOR THE WONDERFULL "COMMENTS"!! (:

I seriously love the 2 of you.

THANKS FOR TELLING MY SISTER MY ATTITUDE IS PUNNY AND GAY.

TYVM. ;D

Because 2 fugly toads can't even win my sister's heart.How dumb. Erm maybe the giggolo looking Karl is just too soft... Sigh... no sense of security eh?

Tsk tsk tsk..

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ANGRRRRRYYYY~!!!! D:< Blooodly moron! If you don't have the MONEY to pay for your internet bills, stop playing your DAM GAMES! BLOODILY STOP LEECHING MY INTERNET!

My mum pay them for you moronic duos to happily leeching away and play your DAMN MapleStory?!

Oh the other note.

Finally my face is not that dry anymore.. Thanks to the Shokubutsu Anti-ageing facial foam for dry skins and Olay Moisturisor...Of cuz my trustly clean & clear Oil controling toner.

(:

My face is spanking soft and smooth now? Wanna touch? >D

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I slept at 5am last night and I wake up out of a sudden at 10am today!?!?!And I have to check on my guinea pig sees if shes still alright.

Oh, talking about the guinea pig. My brother found it abandon at some place AND IS SO DAMN SKINNY!! She haven't stop eating since the day my brother found her and gave her food.

Guinea pig suppose to be quite fat, and this poor little soul is like. What? Bones and skins only!

I swear upon the life of the owner that if anything happens to her, they shall be cursed for the rest of thier life with their entire clan castrated and burn to hell.And of cuz, turn into something worst next life and get 10times worst than what this guinea pig is having now.

Dam this moronic assholes.

If only I am a professional assasin. I will had murder them the day my brother found that guinea pig.

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I think I seriously need to pay a visit to TheFaceShop soon. My skins is so dry now adays! I have no idea, is it my facial products have strong checmicals that I shouldn't been using it?(BUT I have been using that products for like? 3mths? And nths happens untill recently!)

Must be that dam oil control flim...I have been using it quite often at my mum work place last week...Maybe my oil glands is semi "dead" right now...Thus having freaking tight and dry skins each time i wash my face... And damn, I had run out of moisturisor...And I dont think I have enuff cash to buy anything, untill this weekend...Maybe I shall psycho my mum this Thursday to buy them for me.Hehehe.

I mah dying my hair soooon~ Fuuuuuah.

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Recently, I had been stuck at this sites for hours looking through thier earrings and necklace!

And in result with me buying 4 items from them.Just only.Is cheap. So its ok. I rarely buy stuffs from JP, cuz their shipping prices kills.

But the most stupidest thing is,for what on earth I buy earring for? When I don't even have a single piercing?!And the other day I told my mum about piercing BOTH my ear. She give me the world, sickening face ever. And tell me no.

Mostly I think I can only do it secretly when she went overseas...

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Anyway~!! 7days to my b'day!! Saturday is my birthday eve(LMAO got such things huh?) outing. And Sunday shall be the big day itself... Hmm...

Opps!

Tata!!

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I wake up at 4:36 am, out of a sudden, I whisper softly…”papa, where are you? I got a horrible nightmare…”

And I realize… he’s not there for me anymore. If only I had a wish…Just one wish. I will just want to wish that I could see him that one last time… He left, quietly that afternoon. I was angry that he didn’t wait for me before he left. Although he left us quietly. But why? Why can’t you just wait for me, at least for the sake of me… just awhile more?

I try to keep myself away from this…But I know I just can’t. 18November is coming soon…

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