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2 more papers to go.
& its over.

but im really quite depressed now.
phy paper was like so easy.
& i know IF i studied.
i will score an B3 at least.

but its okae.
everything is over.
hope this will serve as a wake up call for me.

i know its kinda late now.
no turning back.
but its alright.

hopefully i will get 90% for my paper 1.
& HOPEFULLY i will manage to pass my science.

its terrible you know.
to fail any subject & goes to the same sch for 6 years.

so i will definately mug hard on P1.
& also my SS.

so to pull up my combined humanities mark.
hopefully an A.
so that my L1R4 wont be that bad.

HOPEFULLY ya.

~~~~~~~~~

& i think im funny.
i get over stuff easily.
& i love this kind of me.
cos why brooding over things that has been passed?

yeah. u brood for like few mins.. for few hrs the most.
& u gotta move on.
thats life.

im always happy that im born into this world.
meeting wonder people.
& experiencing love.

& dang.
my wrist still hurt.

it hurt so much tt i cldnt slp during phy paper.
which is a good ting.

doh. i dont even have time to slp.
hahas.

alright.
see ya :)

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dar dar..

我很伤心。。
真的很想大声的哭。。
可是你又不喜欢。。

所以我学会了装开心。。
学会了隐瞒。。
其实看到你我就很开心。。
也会把不愉快的是给忘掉。。

可是当你走了。。
我一个人了。。
我就会要哭了。。

因为你说你不喜欢我哭。。
看了会心烦。。
会伤心。。

所以我会静静地哭。。
你也不会发现到。。
知道我告诉你。。

跟你在一起。。
没有什么不愉快。。
就算有。。
也只是一些芝麻绿豆的事。。
没有什么会让我铭心刻骨。。

可是回想了。。
我们在一起十个月了。。
其实我们有好几次都很不愉快。。

而有些时候是在逼不得已的情况下。。
才会如此过分。。

今天我们两都过分了。。
可是每次都是我惹的祸。。

我每次弄痛你。。
每次让你骂我。。

如果我不是你的女友。。
你早就打我了。。
可是你忍着了。。

今天我又反悔了。。
可是我想你也不会管了。。
把你的命浪费在我身上很不值得。。

对不起。。
当我要继续时。。
我突然想起你说的每字每句。。
所以我停了。。
所以不要生气。。
也不要伤心。。

对不起。。
我在你心目里。。
永远不是一个好女友。。

就算我疼你爱你。。
你也会说没有。。

我想。。
在你心里。。
我只是一个会弄痛你的女友吧。。。

对不起。。

还有谢谢你刚才让我抱你。。
我以为你再也不让我抱你了。。

我爱你。。

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OMG.
i cant believe it.

i guess dar & i were too busy on tt day..
well, we ton outside.. studying .

till 6am. & its really a sweet moment.
so i guess its the same after all.

even if we forget our anniversary..
it seems tt we enjoyed more den the other days..

& maybe ur right.
we wanna stop at 9 mths.
cos 9 is a special number for us!

i guess even God is helping us.

hahas.



andrew dar dar.
i love you.
happy 10th month anniversary!

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i missed him so much.

sigh.

i cant figure it out why.
i just know that i love him.

silly andrew,
im so hopelessly in love with you.

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my confession.

I WANT TO BE BUSTY

LOL!!

xD.

& i wan R&R skinny.
>_<

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someone kill me please.
it hurt so much..

i shld be use to of being scolded ..
cus wbd always use vulgarities on me & scold me..

i tot ive already get use to it..

but when it comes to u..
i will just break down..

it hurt so much to get scolded by the one u love..

i dunno how much i can carry on..

someone kill me please..

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it hurt soo much
im only 17, why does it have to come out so early

i thought the earliest is around mid 20

wisdom tooth doesnt makes me any wiser,
though old ppl always said that only smart ppl have it.

& i have 3 of it now, not fully grown yet.
but there isnt any part of me that is clever.

past 2 weeks iven been doing any much revisions.
O's is just 3 weeks away.
& im still idling.

i have so little time.

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YAY
everything was okae.
didnt expect to went that smoothly.
he just end everything with..

a kiss
a hug
& said,

"its okae, i dont care abt your past. wad we care now is now okae. doesnt matter what you do or who u r in the past. i love you for who u r now"



im sooo happy & loved

thanks dar dar & i love you always
muacks

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i dont know why.
i just wanna say it out loud.

ANDREW I LOVE YOU.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT.
TRUST ME.
I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU.
I PROMISE DAR DAR.

sigh.
i very worried & confused..
im afraid you will reject me one day..
afraid that you will mind my past & everything..
afraid that you will get sick & tired of me..

ive never been so in love before..
ive never really wanna to stable down..
& really give out everything ive to maintain our r/s..
ive never been so happy when in love..

ive learnt alot..
i trust you alot alot..
i dont know why but just that i wont get that jealous anymore..
no matter which girl tries to get close to you..
i will just smile all the time..
cos i dont know why..
deep inside my heart i know that you only love me..
you will never betray me..
you will always be close to me..
i know you need me..
thats why i trust you & place 101% faith on you..
i know u will not break this trust too..

ive changed alot.
im no longer the girl who does not scare of guys..
i no longer get close to any guys..
i no longer talk more than i should to any guys..
i do not show any affections to other guys too..

most importantly.
i have never betray you at all.
& i know i will never.
cos if i will, i will do it 9mths ago.
y must i wait until bond deeper then do it?

(& an ant bite my hand now -.-)

i dont know how to tell u.
i dont dare to tell u of my awful past.
i know u didnt mind.
but im afraid that when i said it out,
it will jeopardize our r/s.

but ive decided to say it out..
i dont want to keep it.
& its not that i keep it..
it just suddenly came into my mind just now.

i want to tell you all the horrible things ive done in the past.
i want to tell you how ***** i am even i hate that word.

but i promise tat im no longer like that.
cuz u r around.
these 9 mths u can see it with your eyes.
my frens can prove it too.

sigh.
i hope we will still be loving if i said it out..
i dont wan to hide anything from u..
even i know its foolish to mention past..
but u have the rigt to know..
cos i see you as my lifetime partner.
you ought to know it.
you have the right to know it.

please bless me.
hope we will still be the same forever.

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