haven't updated in a long time. but i have to post this. since i don't know when i'll have the time to blog.
rui>> these few weeks, it's not about a guy or school. it's more of stress.
i'm stressed out. i bet you yourself have stressed out days as well. my sister isn't coming home, not contacting any of us, mom dosen't care about my sister anymore. her birthday is today. no plans were made. even my mom said "i don't care about her, unless she calls me."
but enough about my sister. back to me
for the photoshoot thing. i'm sorry. but i was REALLY not able to make it. i was actually all prepared. but i'm so stressed out that i actually forgot the most impt thing. how did i know i would sprain my leg a few days before the photoshoot, how would i know that my parents wouldn't let me go. when they usually did.
mostly because my mom was nagging at me and how i still want to go have fun when my leg was already sprained.
right now, my leg still isn't healed up properly. it's still hurting quite badly.
for the marathon thing, it's not like i fully didn't want to go. but it takes really long to get from tampines to AMK. i wanted to rest this week. but everything just keeps piling up.
when i read your posts, i really really really felt like crying. i'm really very stressed out. i can feel myself getting sick anytime soon.
and my exams are really very close. what if you had exams a few days later, need preparation because you are weak in a few subjects, and people are calling you out to go to the movies and to the arcade for the whole day??
yes you do see me online 24/7 like i'm some slacker. but really. i don't reply because i'm either busy, or resting.
all in all, i'm really sorry i wasn''t able to make it. and hope that you won't blame "my guy" for anything that has happened. because whether i'm in a relationship or not, it won't change my attitude towards my friends or the way i am.
homg i lack filial piety D: i shall come home soon daddy.
iylia>> FOR FUCK SAKE. DX
iylia:are you there??
(i was sleeping but i woke up)
iylia:who are you?
stjh: shermaine why?
iylia:i thought you were lynn
stjh: oh okay. i'm quite busy now. talk later ya. (i went back to bed)
iylia:why i see you everytime online one?
the next day
iylia:are you here? (all 3 messages was typed within a few secs. she didn't wait)
iylia:you online again
stjh: ((&$*#(&@*( WTF)) uh, ya.
stjh: not rich
stjh: doing something else. busy
iylia: oh okay
iylia: you nvr sleep one?
iylia: you there?
stjh: um, i do
iylia: but you online 24/7
iylia: like never sleep one.