hmmm...ai.. 

2007年11月26日(月) 2時12分
( >o<)~ノ☆
Ai...............why i keep going out with the guy that i dont like ??!! why i keep saying things that i dun want to ?? Will i give the wrong signals that he think i actually giving oportunities for him coz i know he likes me...But i really really not into him,, just treat him like a normal friend...and sometimes i dont like the way he dress..act..and thinks...looks like an idiot to me.. ..
I've already acting cold and prevent any conversation that makes him think i'll accept him...but that really bad to call him going out with me if i dont like him..at least i cant pretend nothing when we're outside...but what can i do?? I really really wanna go to those places i've always long for...esp. the nature environment...it's so hard to find a friend to go with me...only he agree to go quickly everytime i ask him..
Ai...............i just afraid to go outside somewhere far away alone...i dunno why..feels so uncomfortable...thar's my biggest weekness...i think i should start learning to become independant on the outside,,,,not just the inside..

test 

2007年08月21日(火) 1時37分
..(TεT;) 攪錯整極都ng得

numb.. 

2007年08月11日(土) 0時04分
今日下午突然掛8號,太好la,可以go home,唔駛做kenCan,都mo心機做
返左工都過左大半年,無meh特別感覺,一樣大部時間都係做layout,雖然比初初熟jo同beautiful左,但好像沒什麼得着...唔通我既期望真係太高??明明自己like既job,why mo心機做lei..may be i really cant get used to the working atmosphere in the working environment..i expect it would be relax & fun in working but it's not..i expect there would be sharing of thoughts & skills but it's not..day day is the same...no communication..no energy..is it my problem? Or i'm so distracted by everything? I cant stand the 氣氛in working...it's so slience...feel like i'm working all by myself..hard to breath..

怎樣才可令自己輕鬆些,快樂些lei;,好像失去了自己既感覺那樣..(TεT;)
可能生活太full燥口巴…太多時間胡思亂想,越想越火頁…常常看到街上d幾個朋友們傾談暢快,why我沒有lei..好像全沒了女仔朋友就算有都距離好遠似的…ai..真不知how to say la...this feeling.. 真好想有幾個岩key的朋友假日可以出去玩玩,散散心…

真不想讓周遭既人與事左右我既生活同想法…
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我的驕傲無可救藥
我的懶惰也收不掉
我的脾氣控制不了
我都知道,我自己都知道

harry potter 5 

2007年07月30日(月) 1時48分
tonight went to see harry potter with yoyo, mouse & grace in apm...long time havent seen them...no big change on them lei...just grace hv a short haircut...

About the movie harry potter...seems it's not as gd as the previous chapter lei...bored sometimes..and i think harry potter is not gd-looking when he hv grown up the twin brother are very tall! and they r cool may be睇緊既時候個肚已經唔舒服,加上故事gum heavy,令我心情更heavy lei...

But one thing said in the movie is true, dont let emotions control yourself, or u'll be consumed by it..i know it but偏偏我就很容易被它煩惱着ar, 以至身邊既事都忽略[口西]我真是.. 若我能好好表達自己就好了..或者我根本想逃避口巴

bored 

2007年04月28日(土) 1時09分
身心疲累.
悶+呆.
個腦成日都一片空白, 唔想think野gum;..唔知自己想點;
唔可以gumga..why 會變成gum..
feel alone and frustrated all the time.
再係gum真係好快變痴呆,智力衰退
究竟我要逃避到幾時?

wanna scream 

2007年04月21日(土) 2時37分
HO 煩煩煩煩煩煩煩煩煩煩煩煩呀呀呀呀呀呀呀呀呀
Really wanna screammmmmmm
Why so many thoughts going in my head ??!!
i wanna stop but couldnt help it
I just wanna be relaxd!!!
Where can find my happinese ??!!
Seems i ignore my feelings all the time...lose interest about the things around me...
What happened on me ??
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Where i can find the way to express myself out?

pain.. 

2007年04月08日(日) 23時31分
今日去左教會既浸禮..大衛團都有4個受浸..but好衰唔衰今日又岩岩尼M..搞到全程一路痛住一路睇浸禮..非常辛苦牙! 但又要死忍..

D I N I N G 

2005年01月28日(金) 22時49分
wow~~it's been a month since i last wrote my diary here!!
There were lots of thing happened
but i dun wan to rewrite it
um~近排唔知點解對整野食特別有興趣,
特別係cake,甜品o個d, 見到都好好味yo~!
可惜home dun hv "火局"爐...
或者遲d buy or 去人地home make
我發覺食野都係一種生活享受lei ga~
所以我特別喜歡外國菜,
Their dishes are fresh and beautifully designed
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最近夜"日免"成日都聽歌,悼フ都聽,
(除左HK d pop singer)
可能要尼麻醉自己"口巴";..
聽住d gum好聽ge 歌,
涛s不用想~
很舒服~


工展會.. 

2004年12月28日(火) 2時05分
今"日免"同屋企人去左工展會,
由於太"日免"去的關係..都無梼條ヤ去see哂成個場..
我地only o係度猛gum試食,買野食lo..!
o係美食廣場兜圈食完野之後竟然已經差不多關門la..
but仲有成半個場仲未see...仲要o係度猛gum影相..
早知就早d去la...
不過其實工展會都無当see..
都係arm d 太太小朋友多d..

Lonely Xmas 

2004年12月24日(金) 21時38分
ai...Lonely Lonely Xmas~Merry Merry Xmas~~
平安夜都無節目~個個都陪their bf/gf....
難道find日約出來都那麼難ma?!
ai......有男朋友就全部時間放哂him身上..朋友都放在一旁了..
之前又同ka pui 鬧翻左..e+ xmas都唔find我了..
我又怕find her wo..驚her d態度好差..still angry w/ me..
個個都好似唔鐘意同我相處gum..
我都知我自己都唔識去persist d friendship..
ai.......

but anywayz.....here's my wish list on this xmas holiday :
1.hv my hair cut & dye!
2.see doctor
3.go to places i like
4.get plenty sleep
5.read the bks that i havent finished
6.watch movie
7.count down
8.buy clothes

I wish i can do it la~!!
but tou quite difficult la...me so lazy...
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