hmmm...ai.. 

2007”N11ŒŽ26“ú(ŒŽ) 2Žž12•ª
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Ai...............why i keep going out with the guy that i dont like ??!! why i keep saying things that i dun want to ?? Will i give the wrong signals that he think i actually giving oportunities for him coz i know he likes me...But i really really not into him,, just treat him like a normal friend...and sometimes i dont like the way he dress..act..and thinks...looks like an idiot to me.. ..
I've already acting cold and prevent any conversation that makes him think i'll accept him...but that really bad to call him going out with me if i dont like him..at least i cant pretend nothing when we're outside...but what can i do?? I really really wanna go to those places i've always long for...esp. the nature environment...it's so hard to find a friend to go with me...only he agree to go quickly everytime i ask him..
Ai...............i just afraid to go outside somewhere far away alone...i dunno why..feels so uncomfortable...thar's my biggest weekness...i think i should start learning to become independant on the outside,,,,not just the inside..

test 

2007”N08ŒŽ21“ú(‰Î) 1Žž37•ª
..(‚sƒÃ‚sG) ˜ö®‹É“sng“¾

numb.. 

2007”N08ŒŽ11“ú(“y) 0Žž04•ª
¡“ú‰ºŒß“Ë‘RŠ|8åj,‘¾Dla,‰ÂˆÈgo home,šIéj˜ôkenCan,“smoS‹@˜ô
•Ô¶H“s‰ß¶‘唼”N,–³meh“Á•ÊŠ´æS,ˆêžé‘å•”ŽžŠÔ“sŒW˜ôlayout,嫑R”䏉‰njo“¯beautiful¶,’AD‘œŸ“Y›õ“¾’…...šI’ʉäŠùŠú–]^ŒW‘¾‚??–¾–¾Ž©ŒÈlikeŠùjob,why moS‹@˜ôlei..may be i really cant get used to the working atmosphere in the working environment..i expect it would be relax & fun in working but it's not..i expect there would be sharing of thoughts & skills but it's not..day day is the same...no communication..no energy..is it my problem? Or i'm so distracted by everything? I cant stand the Ÿ†Ÿ„in working...it's so slience...feel like i'm working all by myself..hard to breath..

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‰Â”\¶Šˆ‘¾full‘‡Œû”bc‘¾‘½ŽžŠÔŒÓŽv˜ª‘z,‰z‘z‰z‰Î•ÅcííŠÅ“žŠXãdŠôŒÂ•ü—F˜ìŒX’k’¨‰õ,why‰äŸ“—Llei..D‘œ‘SŸ“—¹—Že•ü—FAŽZ—L“s‹——£D‰“Ž—“Icai..^•s’mhow to say la...this feeling.. ^D‘z—LŠôŒÂŠâkey“I•ü—F˜ï“ú‰ÂˆÈo‹ŽŠßŠß,ŽUŽUSc

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harry potter 5 

2007”N07ŒŽ30“ú(ŒŽ) 1Žž48•ª
tonight went to see harry potter with yoyo, mouse & grace in apm...long time havent seen them...no big change on them lei...just grace hv a short haircut...

About the movie harry potter...seems it's not as gd as the previous chapter lei...bored sometimes..and i think harry potter is not gd-looking when he hv grown up the twin brother are very tall! and they r cool may beáNjيùŽžŒóŒÂãê›ßãSšI˜®•ž,‰ÁãŒÌŽ–gum heavy,—߉äSîXheavy lei...

But one thing said in the movie is true, dont let emotions control yourself, or u'll be consumed by it..i know it but•Î•Î‰äAœk—eˆÕ”훀”Ïœ»’…ar, ˆÈŽŠg粊ùŽ–“sš—ª[Œû¼]‰ä^¥.. Žá‰ä”\DD•\’BŽ©ŒÈAD—¹..ˆ½ŽÒ‰äª–{‘z“¦”ðŒû”b

bored 

2007”N04ŒŽ28“ú(“y) 1Žž09•ª
gS”æ—Ý.
–ã+•ð.
ŒÂäI¬“ú“sˆê•Ð‹ó”’, šI‘zthink–ìgum;..šI’mŽ©ŒÈ‘zêy;
šI‰ÂˆÈgumga..why ˜ðÌ¬gum..
feel alone and frustrated all the time.
ÄŒWgum^ŒWD‰õÌ’s•ð,’q—͐Š‘Þ
‹†èí‰ä—v“¦”𓞊ôŽžH

wanna scream 

2007”N04ŒŽ21“ú(“y) 2Žž37•ª
HO ”ϔϔϔϔϔϔϔϔϔϔϔϙޙޙޙޙޙޙޙޙÞ
Really wanna screammmmmmm
Why so many thoughts going in my head ??!!
i wanna stop but couldnt help it
I just wanna be relaxd!!!
Where can find my happinese ??!!
Seems i ignore my feelings all the time...lose interest about the things around me...
What happened on me ??
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Where i can find the way to express myself out?

pain.. 

2007”N04ŒŽ08“ú(“ú) 23Žž31•ª
¡“ú‹Ž¶‹³˜ðŠùZâX..‘å‰qš£“s—L4ŒÂŽóZ..butDŠšIŠ¡“ú–”ŠâŠâ“òM..搞“ž‘S’öˆê˜H’ɏZˆê˜HáǐZâX..”ñíh‹ê‰å! ’A–”—vŽ€”E..

D I N I N G 

2005”N01ŒŽ28“ú(‹à) 22Žž49•ª
wow~~it's been a month since i last wrote my diary here!!
There were lots of thing happened
but i dun wan to rewrite it
um~‹ß”ršI’mêy‰ð›”®–ìH“Á•Ê—L‹»Žï,
“Á•ÊŒWcake,“[•ioŒÂd, Œ©“ž“sDD–¡yo~!
‰ÂÉhome dun hv "‰Î‹Ç"à¢...
ˆ½ŽÒç­d buy or ‹Žl’nhome make
‰äá¢æSH–ì“sŒWˆêŽí¶Šˆ‹Žólei ga~
ŠˆÈ‰ä“Á•ÊŠìŸcŠOš Ø,
Their dishes are fresh and beautifully designed
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(œ¶HK d pop singer)
‰Â”\—v“ò–ƒçˎ©ŒÈ"Œû”b";..
ããZd gumDããge ‰Ì,
ú““s•s—p‘z~
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H“W˜ð.. 

2004”N12ŒŽ28“ú(‰Î) 2Žž05•ª
¡"“ú–Æ"“¯‰®Šél‹Ž¶H“W˜ð,
—R‰—‘¾"“ú–Æ"‹Ž“I萌W..“s–³ú“ŽžŠÔ‹ŽseešA¬ŒÂê..
‰ä’nonly oŒW“x–ÒgumŽŽH,”ƒ–ìHlo..!
oŒW”üHœAêŠ•šŸHŠ®–ì”VŒãèí‘R›ßãS·•s‘½è–åla..
but’‡—L¬”¼ŒÂê’‡–¢see...’‡—voŒW“x–Ògum‰e‘Š..
‘’mA‘d‹Žla...
•s‰ß‘´›‰H“W˜ð“s–³ú“–ìsee..
“sŒWarm d ‘¾‘¾¬•ü—F‘½d..

Lonely Xmas 

2004”N12ŒŽ24“ú(‹à) 21Žž38•ª
ai...Lonely Lonely Xmas~Merry Merry Xmas~~
•½ˆÀ–é“s–³ß–Ú~ŒÂŒÂ“s”†their bf/gf....
“find“ú–ño˜Ò“s“ß›õ“ïma?!
ai......—L’j•ü—FA‘S•”ŽžŠÔ•úšAhimgã..•ü—F“s•úÝˆêÓ—¹..
”V‘O–”“¯ka pui 駖|¶..e+ xmas“sšIfind‰ä—¹..
‰ä–”œ†find her wo..‹Áher d‘Ô“xD·..still angry w/ me..
ŒÂŒÂ“sDŽ—šIàˆÓ“¯‰ä‘Š™|gum..
‰ä“s’m‰äŽ©ŒÈ“sšIŽ¯‹Žpersist d friendship..
ai.......

but anywayz.....here's my wish list on this xmas holiday :
1.hv my hair cut & dye!
2.see doctor
3.go to places i like
4.get plenty sleep
5.read the bks that i havent finished
6.watch movie
7.count down
8.buy clothes

I wish i can do it la~!!
but tou quite difficult la...me so lazy...
P R
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