Feb. 17 

February 17 [Sat], 2007, 15:21
It was somewhere I've never been. There were mom and Mr.Akiyama, used to be my teacher, in my dream, was a teacher but i dont know what kind of field he's professional in. There was also a girl who looked just like one of gals you can find anywhere around Tokyo area, bitching around and telling me bad things about me and my mom. I was pissed. I kept bitch slapping her every time she told me something. Akiyama tried to hit on my mom so I kept telling him to fuck off.
I was quite mad and mom cried out loud.
I felt so sorry for what I've done in my dream but I couldnt stop slapping the bitch.

You've got a mail! 

February 10 [Sat], 2007, 11:35
a letter from your lover always makes you smile and that's all about what love is.
You need to be loved because you dont want to feel bad, you dont want to be alone, and you dont want to worry about anything.

Why do people tend to be materiaristic? What's important for such a people who want to be satisfied by materials is satisfaction and this is so-called fakable happiness.

Sometimes, you see someone in a magazine such as successful climmers, #1 athretic persons who have successed with tremendous courage and power and think that they are amazing because they've done things that ordinary people cannot do.
That's not because they become so famous that they are incredible powered people because people think that they are truly something.

What if people dont think that doing such a thing is incredible???

Mississippi and here we are. 

February 08 [Thu], 2007, 21:31

Down town Minneapolis. This is my fav. place to date with Max. Adventured places, tremendous sky scraipers. Illuminations for the night made us feel that we were the luckiest couple in the universe.

Ditto? huh? i wont't hunt anything 

February 08 [Thu], 2007, 14:25

Jealous, Greed, every possible feelings everyone can have that make us ugly.
Don't care about people, dont care about what people say and dont even think about someone's career and things they do.

what is a real thing?

this is not so much about what I dont know about myself.
I think what I should do right now is to meditate to relax.
I need a rest.

I miss Max.

Not only do I think that I want to touch him,
as to feel him

I need Max.
Max needs me.

But we are living almost a half planet away from each other and

the problem is thou

that I go crazy sometimes.

Plus, there's nothing we can do about it and that's what's sad about keeping this love relationship with someone living far from you.

Job huntng? What am I supposed to do?

Just like another day 

February 07 [Wed], 2007, 8:59

What do I see? How do I see it? When do I know that this is the time?
What am I gonna do? What am I supposed to do?

Heart of the matter 

February 06 [Tue], 2007, 18:51

This is my favorite picture of us. Max and I have been sick for almost a week and
it is weird that we both got sick at the same time and it is even weirder that Max is always sick by the time I have to leave.

I love you babe and I always will..

Hope you're well soon


February 06 [Tue], 2007, 16:47
Everyone else is doing what they want to do but me.
being like a stagnant puddle.
I talk with my babe and this is amazing thing that I've ever done in my life.
Total satisfaction.

I don't know what I'm doing now.

Making money

but hey

I'm in office
working on data processing

If someone ask me
is this what I want to do?

I'm not sure about that.

Not that I am a just poor as homeless people
I'm courageless if I can make up words like this
that'd be much better to have something like lufas
that everyone agree with.

Masa is studying
i think that's amazing thing of all as students studying at a top of the level university in Cambridge and working on his thesis.

Mariko is so motivated. She wants to become CA.
I think that's awesome and it's gonna be her vocation.
I am happy for her that she found what she wanted to do in future.


Now and then 

January 18 [Thu], 2007, 9:46

Shanti, you must've been happy since Aug, havent ya? Yeah whoopee. It's been an awesome year, I'm telling you right now. This trip, studying at the U were the best time of the year. Most of all and most importantly, thank you Dad. Thank you so much for your understanding and you are the person whom I respect the most. Thank you is not absolutely enough to thank for what you've done to me. Thank you mom. You're my mother and you're also my best friend in my life. I've never felt the real love that would ever happen to my life. Such a deep love that I could ever be so peaceful everytime you talk with me.


August 29 [Tue], 2006, 7:33
genki desuka? watashi ha genki desu. kyou, Walmart toiu omise ni
bus de keitai denwa wo kaini ikimashita. kyouzju to, jyugyou no touroku no
kotoni tsuite, asa hanashi wo shimashita. tabun, 4kyouka jyukou surutsumoridesu.
mada, kakujitsu dewa naikedo.
keitai kara, Mail wo check dekirukara, Mail kudasai.
mada, Internet wo Laptop ni kaisetsu dekite inaikara,
zenzen tsukaeaikedo, keitai kara, mireru kara, mail shite!
One-chan to Mukesh wa, Love love shiteru?

otosan, oni-chan, ojichan , oba-chan ha, genki desuka?
watashi ha, genki desu. ashita, chuusha wo utsuka doukano Test wo ukeru yo!

Moving is suck 

July 31 [Mon], 2006, 14:05
God- moving is truly a pain in the ass. although I only have 10days to keep everything cool with my family and all I'm excited to see max at the airport.
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