☆ .Hiko ☆

Hiko will not go on Miyavi koncert [ most probably ] because she would have to be absent from school for -- 2 days !! 2 whole fucking days in whole fucking life

Ah.. and it would be ok if i hadnt bought the ticket already..

Hopes go high into the sky but...

Our luck changed, dont know what
Dont know when,
but it changed, and now its hard

School is hard
Class is funky somehow~ I hang out with boys all the time
Class is amused by that guy i cant stand. Ah i bet it will get worse.

I know we'll grow, but we'll never bloom again

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I'm going to school

Sun is shining so bright O: * didnt even knew that this part of day exists*



yes, im wearing old X t shirt for luck [ who cares that people will mabe think im.. homeless o.o ]

and yes by the way, japanese are so lonely people... they and their cats

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buy me G. !

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I went running in morning with Kiru and her dad~
in 7 am =.=
But it was pretty cool ~ even tho we couldnt run much XD but her dad ran 20 laps *__*
and he said to us ~ you did good job ^^ ~ that was so cool XD

@ charleneng . oh XD i hate church so much because of her =.=

I started studying japanese very hardcore again ^^ ~ i hope i will make it

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Mom will make shit out of my life. Just because I dont want to go to church.
She said she's been watching me past 2 months and said something like : you are fucking monster.
She also said yesterday : we are very conservative family so you cant act like you want.

WHAT?!?!

And i was supposed to go to church yesterday cuz it aws something.. and of cuorse i didnt.. but said that i will go ~ and she is mad
And today is bloody sunday and also church ~ and i said i dont want to go.. She said then something like i wont be able to do things i could do before.
So maybe she ont give me money to go to Varazdin ~
I have 400 kn ~ trip to Varazdin is 300 ~ but i need to give 200 to Kiru's Dad for Miyavi ticket ( even tho i doubt that i will go )
So Im thinking i should just go to Varazdin tomorrow and stay at cousins place till the end of the summer.

But i have to go to dentist this week. fuck !

I dont know.

She is ashamed when she is watching me.
Thank you, like I dont have enough self confidence problems.

Thank you mother !!!

I dont know...

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I hate this
Went out with Kiru and Yunie
Drank 5 cola vodkas ~ and im fucking sober
Or maybe my brain and heart took all alcohol ~ cuz im fucking depressed or some shit
I realised everything sucks
Im gettin in this new school where yuo have to study your ass off. have no family. i have really stupid body and very shy.
only my brain is good but im too lazy to use it so.. fuck !

im so ~ grumpy ! ~ fuck fuck
i want love. you know. [ will work for fucking love ]

and some photos from sunday.
i wanna drink myself till~ i drop



invisible boob

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Fuck !
Yesterday party at Yunie

It killed me !
First mix with cola
Then drink pure ~ Then Mary said : oh drink another pure one, i need to film it because you made funny face
So another pure one. Then cola again and stealing form other people.
I rolled on the way home. Rolling on the floor. Without laugh -.-"

Kiru brought me home. And i just went to bathroom to vomit much ~
I saw all my food ♫
I need to chew things more
Then Yunie came and she poured cold water on my head. Then they stripped me [ panties only ] and dragged to the bathtub to wash me.
Ewwww
And it was only like midnight !
I should stop with drinkin...

... some other day

It was pretty funky ^^ Mary recorded stuffs and took photos.
I'll upload when i get them

Jasmine . R.I.P.
Even tho i didnt really like them. still
How can they die so suddenly >< they are not americans or black people !

Ah ~ drunken lullabies

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they are stupid
i was texting cousin from mom's phone
she asked me where did i get my scars
i didnt say anything
then she said its from some satanic cult cuz i dont wanna go to church
[ god is beast anyway ]
then she said to grandma
"you know mom, when we were at village she tried to cut her veins*pointing at my hand while laughing*"
then grandma startedto laugh too

very funn
why am I not laughing?

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im so lazyass
too lazy to write

Im on holidays at grandma's place
no internet here or so but im at cousins place now

I've been drinkin for past 2 nights
wwwwwww this night untill 6am -3-
some french guy was with us untill 4am
he was pretty funny
his english is brutal
he talks like retarded

2 night ago we were drinkin and i had to pee
i went to pee betwen some old houses
it was creepy

ill go to watch movie hangover today
ohhh i hope to drink

its in my blood i think cuz my uncle and dad and grandpa are alkos

hmmmm

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someone yaped me
im so happy
arigato for yaping x3

today is Bruno time



hell yeah

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