Ahh . . . (*´ο`*)=3 

June 17 [Wed], 2009, 21:09
Well, i woked up so early today, and i'm bored. C= (-。- )
I think i'll write this in portuguese... hm ( ̄‥ ̄)


Não passamos muito tempo juntos...
Quer dizer, nem nos conhecemos há tanto tempo, e...
Eu já tenho a certeza de que você é a menina certa...
Eu não sei como você fez isso,
não sei como me conquistou a ponto de me fazer entregar minha vida a ti se for preciso...
Mas... Bom, acontece que eu estou amando...
Mais do que nunca...
E não me deixe perder esse direito.


Sinto sua falta, daria tudo pra ter você ao meu lado agora...
Você deve estar no intervalo, e bah, eu aqui sozinho denovo
Espero que esteja pensando em mim e que esteja bem agasalhada
Durmo com o cachorrinho todos os dias, e acordo vendo sua foto
Por falar nisso, ele precisa de um nome, e eu ando sem criatividade
Dou bom dia pra você e acaricio a foto
Tá, é ridículo, mas... é isso que eu faço
Espero que venha pra mim em 13 dias;
Estarei sempre a te esperar.

Casa comigo?

"Ouve esse tic tac?
A cada tic tac eu te amo mais

(。-_-。)ノ☆ 【LOVE】 ‥ ラノ° 

June 15 [Mon], 2009, 7:19
Hi dear,
Wah my love, I really want to say how much I love you, and how special you are for me... but it's so difficult, you know, you are my life, can
you understand what that means? I will do
everything, ANYTHING for you.
Ahh, I don't want to say 'pretty' things to you because I don't want to sound
Right after I left you at the bus depo, we went back to the car and waited for your bus to pass by, I could hardly see because my eyes were so full of tears and my mom held my hand and she kept hugging me saying that soon we would be together again. For real, I know we will, but I don't want to be so far away from you, not even for a second.. it feels so bad (p_・q) ''
We took two hours more or less to get home, because we did a whole bunch of things, I'll tell you about this on the msn because it's not so important... My parents left me at home because they needed to see about some things are my grandmother's house, by then I had calmed down and had stopped crying.. I opened the door of my apartment and ran to my bedroom waiting to see you lying on my bed with that funny smile and your arms wide open waiting for me. But I stood there for 5 minutes trying to associate that moment to reality, and when I realized what was going on, I ran towards my fur piggy which was sitting on top of my bed, in the same position that you had left it and I hugged it with all my might and pressed my face into its pink fur and felt tears wetting the little pig and my heart began to beat fast and strong as if at that moment I was trying to do everything to get back that interminable feeling of wanting to give you one last hug, one last kiss and then say for the last time how much I love you before my words turn into simple letters that you read or a bad telephone call, I lay down and kept very still, my tears falling for about an hour.. I got up and went to the bathroom and washed my face, I felt the smell of the Johnson soap I was using and it made me fall to my knees as continue crying until I had cried everything that was left in me, that smell is your smell right after your bath, a smell that comforts me for no real reason.. I got a headache from crying so much and from missing you so much, I miss you now, I got up and went to the kitchen, I noticed I was bare foot and could see you in front of me telling me to put on my slippers and keep warm... right after, telling me that you love me and kissing my lips so very gently, I went to the kitchen and smiled when I saw the mug that had the words, 'Coffee, Tea or Me' ... I couldn't find my medicine so I want back to my pc to check who was online, just to distract me.. I began to talk to the cosmos and told it about you.. imagining you sitting at my side again saying nothing, saying... that I was beautiful... and I began to cry again. I decided to write to you and had no idea what I was going to write about ... I would like to hug you now, and smile into your eyes, to mess up your hair or make faces at you... see you smile and glue our hearts together again.

Rodrigo, I love you more than I am capable of understanding, you are everything to me and will always mean everything to me.

Just a letter... 

May 09 [Sat], 2009, 2:04
Dear father-in-law;
I was talking with Vivien and...
She aways tell me her concerns and problems and so on that's happens on her life...
About school, about friends and about her family
I mean, i'm here just to make an petition...
My dialog with my parents it's not good... And i don't feel... how to say... "Free", to talk with they and blah...
I think that one day u've felt what we feel now...
The big problem is that we just want to be together and that's almost impossible...
Look, i'm not good to make letters and my english is not good too >_<
But... i'm with the same problems here with my parents... sometimes i think they don't understand me...
I'm sure that u're a great man, Vivien aways tell me about u and i'm sure that u're really so good to her...
It's just a petition ;_;
She deserves that u take care of her...
She have so much problems and of course, u too, and i'm nothing important, i know
But, talk with her, she's so special and i think she have things to say.
And thanks to be the most perfect father-in-law of the world <3


May 02 [Sat], 2009, 2:13
I can't uphold this anymore... (_ _)
My parents can't understand me and the people who understand me
lives so far away (T_T)
So... i'll spend some money and leave my house (*_*)
Yeah, my life it's a shit
I'm so tired...


April 27 [Mon], 2009, 12:25
I NEED to do something! ( ̄0 ̄)
I get bored the whole day, fuck, i'm tired of this! (ノへ^)
And arggg i want to do something tomorrow ε〜(;@_@)
And i need a job too o( _ _ )o
And money ( ̄ー ̄)
And a beautiful house ( ̄ー ̄)
Ok, sorry.


April 23 [Thu], 2009, 12:34
The travel was SO FUCKING FUNNY ~~~ヾ(^∇^)
I knew my friends and so on ( ^ _ ^)∠☆
I'm missing them so fucking much (’_’、)
I laugh all the time with my friends about the peoples and that was funny (⌒ー⌒)ノ~~~
And i'm here with Ryzuki and we don't know what to do, we're so fucking bored o( _ _ )o
I'm a bit sad with things... That i don't want to post here... hm... (ノ_・、)
Oh! And i think i'll look for a job today with my father hm ヽ(〜〜。)
And... arg i don't know (>_<)'



April 16 [Thu], 2009, 11:32
Uff (ー○)=3
The last days has been not good and if i had not my friends and Vivi with me, i could be a... Don't know... Maybe... Dead guy? ( _ _ )
Maybe i couldnt uphold all these things who happens everydays...
Sometimes i think i deserve to die (_ _|||)
But... arg I don't know
What we can do when we get sad by leave a person sad?
I don't deserve anyone who loves me (T-T')
They support me in everything i do and now i'm feeling so fucking happy, because i'll see the most of them on Friday (⌒▽⌒)ノ_彡☆
So... I wish that great and nice things happens ヽ(;▽;)ノ
Thank you, Vivien, Ryzuki, Ran, Toshi, Sophia, Keiko, and all of my friends.
I love you, i'm really thankful for everything. (o_ _)ノ彡☆
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