Because Of You 

April 04 [Tue], 2006, 0:35
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

The Trouble With Love Is 

April 03 [Mon], 2006, 0:23
Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

(The trouble with) The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin' and I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

(The trouble with love is) The trouble with love, yeah
(It can tear you up inside) It can tear you up inside
(Make your heart believe a lie) Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride

(The trouble with love is)
It's in your heart
It's in your soul (doesn't care how fast you fall)
You won't get no control
(and you can't refuse the call)
See, you got no say at all

(The trouble with love is) Oh, yeah
(It can tear you up inside)
(Make your heart believe a lie)

アンフェアなのはだねか。 

March 26 [Sun], 2006, 23:15














結末は私が予想したより更に意表をつく

本当にあまりに過ぎて怖かった

報復

彼にすべてをいとわなくならせる

彼に苦心して設計して彼女に同様にあのような傷の痛みを感じ取らせること

自分に彼女を好きにならせた

たとえこのようだとしても

計をも使用して自分を彼女の銃の下でくたばらせる

明らかに愛し合う

結末はこのようだ


アンフェアなのはだねか。

アンフェアはアンフェア。




アンフェア(形動)

不公平なさま。
「―なジャッジ」

花田錯 

March 11 [Sat], 2006, 19:55
夜好深了 紙窗裡怎麼亮著
那不是 徹夜等候 妳為我點的燭火
不過是 一次邂逅 紅樓那一場夢
我的山水 全部褪色 像被大雨洗過


杯中景色詭魅 忘了我是誰
心情就像夜涼如水
手裡握著蝴蝶杯 單飛 不醉不歸


花田裡犯了錯 說好 破曉前忘掉
花田裡犯了錯 擁抱 變成了煎熬
花田裡犯了錯
犯錯 像迷戀鏡花水月的無聊
花田裡犯了錯 請 原諒我多情的打擾

醉 怎麼會喝醉 美 因為妳的美
愛匆匆一瞥不過點綴
飛 看大雪紛飛 卻 再也找不回
被白雪覆蓋那些青翠


當 時空成為擁有妳 唯一條件
我 又醉 琥珀色的月 結了霜的淚

我會記得這段歲月

I believe in you 

March 11 [Sat], 2006, 19:22
Lonely
The path you have chosen
A restless road
No turning back
One day you
Will find you light again
Don't you know
Don't let go
Be strong

Follow you heart
Let you love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe, I believe, I believe
In you

Follow your dreams
Be yourself, an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you can not do
I believe, I believe, I believe
In you.

Tout seul
Tu t'en iras tout seul
Coeur ouvert
A L'univers
Poursuis ta quete
Sans regarder derriere
N'attends pas
Que le jour
Se leve

Suis ton etoile
Va jusqu'ou ton reve t'emporte
Un jour tu le toucheras
Si tu crois si tu crois si tu crois
En toi
Suis la lumiere
N'eteins pas la flamme que tu portes
Au fonds de toi souviens-toi
Que je crois que je crois que je crois
Que je crois
En toi

Someday I'll find you
Someday you'll find me to
And when I hold you close
I'll know that is true

Follow your heart
Let you love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe, I believe, I believe in you

Follow your dreams
Be yourself, an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you can not do
I believe, I believe, I believe
In you

ENDLESS STORY 

February 21 [Tue], 2006, 17:57
If you haven't changed your mind
そばにいてほしいよ Tonight

強がることに疲れたの
幼すぎたの Every time I think about you baby
今なら言える I miss you
It's so hard to say I'm sorry

たとえば誰かの ためじゃなくあなたのために
歌いたいこの歌を
終わらないstory 続くこの輝きに
Always 伝えたい ずっと永遠に

Memories of our time together
消さないでこのまま don't go away

あたたかく溶けだして 確かめるの

優しさのしずく この胸にひろがってく
切ないほどに I'm missin' you
重ねた手 離さないで

たとえば叶うなら もう一度あなたのために
歌いたいこの歌を
終わらないstory 絶え間ない愛しさで
tell me why 教えてよ ずっと永遠に

たとえば誰かの ためじゃなくあなたのために
歌いたいこの歌を
終わらないstory 続くこの輝きに
Always 伝えたい ずっと永遠に

Venus 

February 21 [Tue], 2006, 17:54
Kissで目覚めて CHA・CHAのリズムで
甘く モザイクMidnight
わざと焦らして 意外に無邪気で
遥か 異国のMoonlight

夢で見た景色と
幾つかの運命(さだめ)と
目まぐるしく 変わり始めた
光と影の誘惑

熱くVenus 燃えてVenus
君の瞳(め)が 胸を焦がす
シルクロード 愛は千里
ためらうなら 忘れたい
熱くVenus 感じてVenus
嵐の様に 風を見せて
君が答え知ってる
愛の輝き 放て

紅い口唇が デンジャラス飲み干して
剥き出したナイフ 突き刺さる
恋愛の形式 赤裸々な意識
遥か 異国の Rendez-vous

真珠のキラメキで
愛に引きづられて
琥珀色の 吐息に消えた

砂漠さえも 満たしたい

熱くVenus 燃えてVenus
星のデルタ 夜空を染め
サザンクロス 揺れる大地
指先で 見つめたい
熱くVenus 感じてVenus
稲妻より 光見せて
蜃気楼あやつる空に
愛の輝き 放て

熱くVenus 燃えてVenus
君の瞳(め)が 胸を焦がす
シルクロード 愛は千里
ためらうなら 忘れたい

熱くVenus 燃えてVenus
星のデルタ 夜空を染め
サザンクロス 揺れる大地
指先で 見つめたい
熱くVenus 感じてVenus
稲妻より 光見せて
蜃気楼あやつる空に
愛の輝き 放て

Tonight 

February 21 [Tue], 2006, 17:46
Lately I'm so tired
If I took it all out on you
I never meant to
If I left you outside
If you ever felt like I ignored you
Know my life is all you

So put your best dress on
And wrap yourself in the arms of someone
Who wants to give you all the love you want

Tonight, I'm gonna make it up to you
Tonight, I'm gonna make love to you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I missed you, baby
Tonight, I dedicate my heart to you
Tonight, I'm gonna be a part of you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you
And I miss you so

Shane:
I don't wanna act like
I know that you'd be mine forever
Though I hope it's forever
Don't want you to feel like
I take you for granted
Whenever we are together

So put your best dress on
And wrap yourself in the arms of someone
Who wants to give you all the love you want

All:
Tonight, I'm gonna make it up to you
Tonight, I'm gonna make love to you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you, baby
Tonight, I dedicate my heart to you
Tonight, I'm gonna be a part of you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you
And I miss you so

Shane:
Oh yeah
So put your best dress on
And wrap yourself in my arms of my love

All:
Tonight, I'm gonna make it up to you
Tonight, I'm gonna make love to you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you, baby
Tonight, I dedicate my heart to you
Tonight, I'm gonna be a part of you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you

Tonight, I'm gonna make it up to you
Tonight, I'm gonna make love to you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you, baby
Tonight, I dedicate my heart to you
Tonight, I'm gonna be a part of you
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you

And I miss you so

Flying Without Wings 

February 17 [Fri], 2006, 13:59
[Shane:]
Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

[Mark:]
Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So, impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

[Shane:]
Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place

[Mark:]
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

[Shane:]
And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends

[Mark:]
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

棋魂的後遺症 

February 02 [Thu], 2006, 14:36
18,考試後,你的成績果不其然又沒有鄰居家的孩子分數高,可你仍然振振有辭:最瞭解他(她)的人是我。不會錯的,他(她)就是我一生的對手!
19,買T-shirt專挑印有“5”字的,連你的球衣都是5號;
20,對“白加K”這種藥有特別的好感;
21,申請信箱時,執意要與棋魂有關的名字
(sai@~~~~~,有人註冊了……,那…… hikaru@~~~~~,什??也有了?不行,不行,不能泄氣! 對了, zelda@~~~~~ ,還是…… 哼,我就註冊zelda-sai…… 哈,沒有重名的啦!)
22,形成了他人難以理解的思維模式:看到片語:make a big progress---->想到翻譯:取得很大的進步 ---->
將其修改為:千葉進步(佐為的聲優)---->流口水ing…………
23,你的電腦桌面是一張棋譜。
24,到髮廊去染發,只染前面的;
25,對陰陽師感興趣;
26,十分想到中國棋院去問一問有沒有一個叫伊角的日本人來過,順便弄個親筆簽名;
27,同學和你下五子棋時昏昏欲睡,你忽然很害怕自己會消失;
28,你堅持叫筒井;
29,快到“鬼節”了,看到別人去燒紙,你也在暗想要不要給佐為燒一副紙做的圍棋;
32,給在外地的朋友寫信,這樣寫道:
“XX……你走的時候,心情怎樣?很難過嗎?”
“抑或像現在這樣微微笑著?”
“是笑著的話,就好了……”
(後記:朋友再也不理你了……)
33,想弄一張日本平安時代的地圖,然後在“京城”圈點批註;
34,體育考試前,對和你一組的同學說:“你若執意追逐我的幻影,可能會被真正的我絆倒!”
結果啊,當然是你追著他(她)跑……
35,僥倖贏了一盤五子棋,便大放厥詞:“在這個棋盤上,我就是全能的神!”而輸了又會說:“我是在‘玩’啊。” 你看吧,下次再沒有人和你下棋了;
36,每天早早睡覺,只為能在夢中夢見佐為;(心酸的一條)
37,媽媽讓你哄小侄子,下五子棋讓著他,你“正氣凜然”地說:“沒有什麼值得以玷污一盤棋為代價來換取。”
38,老師在講農民起義的領袖洪秀全時,你在筆記本上記的卻是洪秀英;
39,一想起鬼就想起佐為,然後就覺得並沒什麼好怕的