One Day at a Time 

March 27 [Mon], 2006, 22:22
去年の今頃は、こんな気持ちを持つとは思いもしなかった。
それくらい、こういうものは突然なんだろう。
気づいたときには、もう始まっているもの。
時には、終わっているもの。

私もそろそろ潮時なのかなぁ。
一生懸命、幸せなことを願って祈って、毎日の活力にしてきた。
いつかは帰るから、そんな気持ちを持てるだけで幸せで。
でも、やっぱり、寂しいものは寂しい。
本当は、あの時帰りたくなかった。
あのまま、帰りたくなかったよ。
でも、帰るしかなかったし、帰る道があったし、帰ってからの道もあった。
あの時違う道を歩いていたらと思うことが、今までもあったし、これからもあるんだろう。
でもそうやって明日は今日を繋いでいくし、今日は昨日の積み重ね。
明日は新しい日だけど、突然現れるものではない。
新しくなるのは、気持ちの持ちよう。

今の気持ちは変わらないし、いつか帰るその日まで大切に持っていたい。
けれど、私の明日は突然太平洋を越えるものではない。

毎日、ある曲を聞くたびに思い出す日々があって、それが今は幸せ。
その時の自分を思い出して、今の私があることに気づいて、ちょっと悲しくもなるけど、でも頑張れる。
そうやって、明日もまた歩くんだろう。

ああ、帰りたいなぁ。
帰って何にもならないことはわかっているけど、それでも私はまた笑っていたい。
だから明日も頑張るよ。


days off 

March 15 [Wed], 2006, 14:56
I've been taking days off for three days.
I don't want to stay at home, but I need to rest.
I didn't think I'm stressted out but it seems like I'm very tired.
I hope my condition is getting better.

It's sunny day, isn't it?
I wish I could go out.
I love Japanese plum trees better that sakura.

wish 

March 13 [Mon], 2006, 18:42
I don't think I'm weak.
I just want to hear from you.

I think I'm stupid, but still, I want to hear from you.

time makes all the difference 

March 12 [Sun], 2006, 20:26
I went to a hocpital yestarday because I've had a nerve pain on my back for a week.
However, nothing changed on my back so the doctor couldn't find out why my back hurt.
But at that night, the condition on my back changed!
Oh God!

I have to go to the hospital tomorrow morning.....
I don't want to be late for work, but I need to go to the hospital anyway.

spring 

March 08 [Wed], 2006, 21:14
I love spring wind.
It reminds me of lots of memories, such as schools, friends, and places where I went.
One of the reason is that we gradute from school in spring.
And another reason is that I've been to many places in spring.

Today, spring wind brought me Japanese plum's smell.
It was really great, and it made me happy.

Tomorrow, I have a diner meeting with my co-workers.
Two of them came from HK the day before yesterday.
I'd rather not go, but I should join the meeting 'cause I need to contact with them almost everyday as I work for the company.

Anyway, I'm ganbatteru-yo!

Boss! come back! 

March 07 [Tue], 2006, 22:19
My boss is on holiday untill this Friday.
It means I have to take care of all projects that I'm in charge of although I don't know about my company yet.
I kept calling clients and HK side all day today.
It drove me crazy!

Please come back ASAP!!

One more thing, I'm waiting for your email,Hun.
When I think about receiving your email, I'm happy.
But I'don't know how long I can wait for.
Please email me soon.
I hope I can hear from you tomorrow.

we only have one life to live 

March 06 [Mon], 2006, 22:12
When I think about the above fhrase, I really want to go back to Canada.
But at the same time, I have to think about my real future.
I decided to work and get some experience from my job.
I believe the experience will lead me to my goal.

Today, I did some translation work from Japanese to English.
It was not that difficult than I was afraid of.
But still I need to get used to technical terms and Chinese English.
I made calles to Hong Kong today, but I couldn't understand what a woman said.
Her English had strong Chinese accents, and she spoke too fast.
I was really shocked because I couldn't understand at all.

Hopefully, everything is getting better.

hang in there 

March 05 [Sun], 2006, 17:09
I think my speaking English is getting poor....
I need to speak English everyday, but I sometimes have difficulty comunicating with my coworkers.
One of the reason is I don't know technical terms about my company that much.
Hopefully, the situation is getting better as I get used to working.

Today, I went to a cafe where people can speak English.
It was a nice place and I enjoyed speaking English there.
But I think I need more chance to speak English.

Anyway, I'll hang in there.

lots of things to do 

March 04 [Sat], 2006, 23:59
I love weekends!
When I was in Canada, I loved weekends although I had to do my homework.
Now, I don't have homework, but I need to clean my house and do laundry on weekends.
But still, I love weekends especially sunny weekends.
I was able to organize what I wanted to do today.


Just do it!! 

March 02 [Thu], 2006, 21:38
いきなりメールがまわってきて、翻訳してっと言われた。
うひょ。

やっぱりね〜、家でじっくり自分だけの世界でやるのとは違うわ。
早くやんなきゃという気持ちと、でもなんじゃこりゃ〜というのと。
なんとかやったけど、明日評価されるのがドキドキだわ・・・

でもさ、一つ言いたい。

正しい英語でお願いしますよ、本当に!

あれだけNever guess!!と言われてきた身としては、この状況は辛い。
だって、何が言いたいのかguessしないとわからないことがあるんだもん。
本当に、何が言いたいの〜と頭を抱える私。

名詞を並べないで!!
"of sick"なのは日本人だけじゃない!

まぁ、Just do itで頑張ります。
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