Curiousity kills the cat, while jealousy sentence you to death.

firstly, happy birthday my BIG FAT RUI. you're closer to the BIG 2 then you think you are. awww!

had an awesome time shopping with the usuals today. everyone got something. went home early to finish up my FYP. i hate how my mind is filled with work work work and more work.( okay, maybe a tiny part dedicated to shopping.) its suffocating me. just hope that everything will turn out well on monday.

shopping and company makes me feel loads lighter. (:

it sucks when you constantly wants me to go see a doctor. im fine. im okay. no. i dont need that. as much as i wanted to, i swear i wont be stupid. :/

i find myself having to have to make the same decision i should have made 3 years ago. i'll take it this time. im always a step behind in making decisions.

sigh.

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sometimes i feel i should just shut up not talk, swallow a blade and kill myself. even if that doesnt kill me, at least it will make me shut up, for good.

when people say, they would be there to listen, how much can they hear. really. and how much would i say, anyway.it probably annoys people at how pessimistic i can be. you're probably one of them. and sometimes i dont know if i should tell people what i really think, or should i just keep everything to myself so everyone thinks im ok. either way, it would not end well.

you see, people assume things.

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last week ended faster than expected. met up with the usuals once or twice in the week. for dinner on one random day. then for dessert before heading home.

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"are you okay?" they ask.
"yup" i lied.

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i'd did rather stay in my own world then go out.

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another weekend. friday was spent with lina, mc and nard in town for lunch at orchard central after school. then lina went back to work and we went over to lucky plaza and mc had his hair cut, and rui join us after his first day at work for hair cuts too. then rui went off to meet his friends and we met up with lina again for the movie, tooth fairy!

had dinner at HK cafe after the movie and trained home with lina and nard.

met up with yongming and jiahao on sat for lunch and yongming helped me get my cs4 installed! then to wai po's place for dinner with the cousins.

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people falls in 3 category:

people you love, people you hate and people you just cant be bothered.

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need con concentrate on FYP.

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last weekend was awesome! met up with mc in the afternoon and headed to the museum for the immortality exhibition. stupid mc, met me at 3pm, but woke up at 3pm! die mc die!

the exhibtion was pretty okay only. luckily students get in free.

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and so it begins the start of a new school tern and new clssmates. and many things to get used to. met up with joan in the afternoon before class and did some shopping and lunched at yoshinoya. class was pretty much a waste of time cause it ended in 30mins. then slacked around with old 3H classmates.

im so dreading working on my FYP.

on a lighter note, im looking forward to the weekend with the usuals. vampires, sushi and shopping. whats better than that? horhorhor nard! its all your fault if i buy anything. and YES. little brother will be back from genting tomorrow. time to torment him with all my nonsense accumulated for the past 3 days.

i miss you, still.
...but you never came back.
not once.

a month now.

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