Now im listening the songs my friend told me for healing broken-hearted.
So stupid... that I haven't got neither a single job nor love from particular person.
I can't stop myself from crying, technically tears won't stop. So that is out of my control.
In this 3days since I ve come back to Kyusyu, always someone has been with me.
So I did not recognize that my heart was broken the day he told me he has a girlfriend.
After all friends gone, only has depressed feeling been left.
He supposed to tell me before I fall in love with him.
No...maybe I supposed to ask him.
One thing is different from my stupid love stories so far, which is that I tried to be a good friend
than be a girlfriend because we have the same goal to get ideal jobs,
in order not to get him and myself confused, frustrated and disappointed.
However, now I know that I was the only one who is in love, no need to worry about him.
... Actually I dreamed to be in love with him.
Nothing but stupid am I, really.
I thought perhaps he might be the one just because he likes same thing as me.
Every way he did was pretty like he took me damn restaurants or order iced coffee in cold weather.
And every stories he told me was funny even it is not in fact.
Love is disease....and no materials could cure.
Let me pretended broken-hearted girl for a while.
hummmmm.......
I wish I erased all so that I could concentrate on things I supposed to do.
So stupid... that I haven't got neither a single job nor love from particular person.
I can't stop myself from crying, technically tears won't stop. So that is out of my control.
In this 3days since I ve come back to Kyusyu, always someone has been with me.
So I did not recognize that my heart was broken the day he told me he has a girlfriend.
After all friends gone, only has depressed feeling been left.
He supposed to tell me before I fall in love with him.
No...maybe I supposed to ask him.
One thing is different from my stupid love stories so far, which is that I tried to be a good friend
than be a girlfriend because we have the same goal to get ideal jobs,
in order not to get him and myself confused, frustrated and disappointed.
However, now I know that I was the only one who is in love, no need to worry about him.
... Actually I dreamed to be in love with him.
Nothing but stupid am I, really.
I thought perhaps he might be the one just because he likes same thing as me.
Every way he did was pretty like he took me damn restaurants or order iced coffee in cold weather.
And every stories he told me was funny even it is not in fact.
Love is disease....and no materials could cure.
Let me pretended broken-hearted girl for a while.
hummmmm.......
I wish I erased all so that I could concentrate on things I supposed to do.
[ この記事を通報する ]
- URL：http://yaplog.jp/pirokon_plaza/archive/40
