我又轉新網誌了... 

May 25 [Fri], 2007, 12:08
不打英文了,那些賣偉哥的人總在我這良賣廣告,實在忍受不了... 這裏轉去我的新網誌la... 如果仲有興趣睇我的"月記"... 哈

No Regret 

May 07 [Mon], 2007, 11:57
Dear Bonie,
Here is your horoscope
for Sunday, May 6:


Stop kicking yourself over something you had no control over. Just sit down and deal with the ramifications. Once you do, you'll realize that
there's no point in assigning blame. You've learned your lesson. Now
move on.


... Okay, this truly does sooth me a lot. I still don't know if it's my
stupidity to blame on or wuteva, the only thing I know is that it's
already a done deal. I didn't take it personally, no. There's nothing
left to argue or regret about. From now on, the only thing I'm gonna
do is to leave this behind and keep working my ass off. At least I
know someone sees and appreciates my efforts. After all, I've only
worked here for less than half a year, I should be real proud that I
actually got that phone call. And the most important thing is, I
believe I'll be more than that.

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那天脫下了累人的高跟鞋,躺在後座,一邊聽著If you leave me now,一邊看著你專注的側臉,突然間覺得... 我好快樂。

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這幾天打電話給香港的朋友們,傾了好多,笑到痴線,好掛住你地呀。端呀,我不高尚,所以始終都覺得香港最好。哈。

補返... 

April 27 [Fri], 2007, 10:04
今日做做下野,Karen問我忙唔忙,唔忙可唔可以幫佢寫信,咁我就"轆"過去睇下佢無啦啦寫盗M啦,原來佢打緊辭職信。真係勁突然,佢仲要係去我地其中一個vendor Lacoste 度做asst. planner,不過佢唔講得俾HR聽,因為會俾公司告,所以我manager教佢話因為要搬去Florida所以唔做。佢地真係好鐘意用Florida做借口架,我前前後後聽過幾個人話搬去Florida喇,之前我都信架,不過我諗呢個已經變了個大家都心知肚明的大話,去Florida = 唔講得去邊做呀,唔好問啦! Karen走左我將會勁多野做,都唔知點算,希望快d請到人啦,又俾個新人我點下都好丫 哈哈

我呢幾日好似好K仔呀...
前日約左華女睇wedding gown,行到腳跛都淨係買到我件伴娘裙,8點幾諗住返main st.食晚飯啦,點知7 train 無端端有police investigation, 兩線都停駛,咁我地係queensborough plaza諗住坐返車上lexington ave轉 E train返Yu屋企附近叫佢車我地去食飯啦,點知兩個低低能能坐左uptown車,去左極度靜+恐怖的bebee ave,驚! 跟住等左好耐先坐返車返轉頭去queensborough plaza,諗住搞左咁耐7號車應該開返啦,係真係開返呀,但係每個站都停10分鐘,冷氣又好似唔駛錢咁凍到我地丫,結果頂唔順坐多3個站後call lulu黎車我地。哈哈 難為佢身患重病都肯黎,死人Yu完全唔理我,灰... 返到去都10喇,搞到我地淨係可以去MK28買外賣上Yu屋企食,Yu仲要掛住打機唔理我喎,賤人...

前幾日終於重感冒好返,足足失聲左成個星期,點知前日整samples時俾個大trunk壓瘀左隻左腳,腫左一堆咁,都未夠... 今日放工見uncle砌緊個鐵架,八八掛掛咁走去同佢傾下計啦,講講下突然間彭一聲,成個高過度門的鐵架就係咁壓左落我隻右腳上面... 痛到我燈\情都無企左係度味哂,uncle仲問我做答I嗌痛... ai... 不過而家兩隻腳都瘀哂,balance返~ 哈哈

今年應該無得同Yu返香港喇... 唔夠經費... -.-" 劉慧詩又唔黎喇,你衰,搞到我之前咁開心!! 哼,嬲左你 哈 不過如果唔貴的話可能會去Vegas,Yu想去個個skywalk,我又想去睇show,唔知去唔去得成呢。

oh! Miss Shelby就快會有個細佬/細妹喇~!! 開心開心開心!!! Congratulations to EMEMMEMME Babe and Andre!!

back office又有presell呀,我決定要Stella McCartney枝Sheer... um... 定係peony好呢... 定係2枝都要呢? 哈哈 俾人打死 :P Dior我都訂左,o個set backstage實在太吸引,仲要20+10+10~!

太耐無打blog,好多野之前想講都唔記得哂,以後真係要勤d打,如果唔係老左就唔記得後生的時候做過答h 呵呵...

生活 

March 26 [Mon], 2007, 12:02
今晚食飽飽洗碗的時候...

B: 其實你覺得生活應該係點架...?
Y: um... 搵錢,食飯,痾sssss,睡覺... 然後...
B: 然後點呀?
Y: 然後... 搵多個人同我一齊做呢d野囉!

... 你真係簡單得可愛。

不過咁又係。人只不過係動物,正確少少黎講係自認為擁有最高智慧卻反被自己所定的禮教束縛的動物。我沒有什麼大志,從來都不想做女強人,只係想有一份工,賺下錢買鐘意的野食,買靚的衫著。不想傷春悲秋,不想營營役役,我只想學會你的直率和沒所謂,可以直認我一生所追求的,不過是我一直在做的事... 搵錢,食飯,痾sssss和睡覺。

Tired 

March 12 [Mon], 2007, 11:03
一個月內到急症室兩次... 把我嚇都嚇死了... 還是新正頭...
只希望其他人都作好心理準備,到時不要太傷痛。我不信佛,但我相信有些事情是注定的,也許在世界的另一端她會好過一點...

最近沒有心情行街,幾乎每個週未都和Yu到戲院或在家看戲。
要推介的是"2001: A Space Odyssey" 和 "2010: The Year We Make Contact"。應該很多人都看過了,不過這兩套真的超經典,第一套拍攝手法特別,不過節奏真的很慢很慢。最欣賞是storyboard,不是一貫的大美國主義, i.e. 英雄救人的space advanture戲,而是雖要慢慢思考人類智慧的戲。而且導演以20多年前的技術可以拍到這種效果,超勁~!! I know I'm a bit abstract here, so just go rent it.

昨日也看了"墨攻",覺得個故事好似剛上畫的"300"。很想看看香港同美國點樣interpret一個類似的題材。

昨天和Yu傾了好耐,其實是他開解了我好耐。原來一直是我轉牛角尖,原來一直是我太負面,原來我一直都比很多人幸福。還有,原來你比我聰明很多。很想自己再勇敢一點,再自信一點,NY是一個會令人迷失的都市,我再努力也只是想要一方吋的地方站穩,現在的我很不實在。

旅行... 

March 01 [Thu], 2007, 12:48
最近我的旅行癮又發作,勁想同Yu去盡情地玩玩玩嘆嘆嘆… 不過發緊夢啦...
況且而家去玩,我夢寐以求的希臘之旅將會泡湯的,還有我和你們約好的日本5萬之旅呢... 樣樣都係錢,還是不能放肆...

Yu的新居總算安頓好了,現在只差一張飯桌便大功告成,太好了,搬屋真是超辛苦,我真係唔明點解有人可以幾年就搬一次屋, 真係煩到喊! 不過而家終於可以2個人慢慢打邊爐喇,正!!!

早幾日sample sale,抵到爛,一件down coat $25,wool coat都係$30咋,結果我買了4大袋,要Yu坐車過黎幫我搬返屋企 呵呵 購物係最開心的,尤其係執到極平極荀野的時候... keke

尋日返工遇到一個八婆,我勁好脾氣地同佢交涉,耐何佢仍然以極度狂燥的語氣幾近命令我做野,最後仲掛我線,令我忍唔住掟電話+勁大聲咁爆左句"That f* bitch!" 跟住我的同事係狂笑囉,佢地話第一次聽我curse,好搞笑... ^#%@#*#&... -.-"

今日新仔又有新招,勁大聲咁係我manager面前問我駛唔駛佢幫手,我話唔駛,但係佢仲要勁體貼咁問多次 "r u sure?" 我直情係受寵若驚啦!!! 真係第一次見佢咁積極呀!!! 你搵日唔好我要你幫的時候閃左去 我就真係還神喇... -.-"

pun: 係呀... 佢真係令我明白到呢個世界係有d咁鬼假的人架...

silvia: Hell yea~! He's just like him, if not ten times more girlie! You know my manager asked me if that guy left already today, and I said "Yea, she left already" before I realized what I hv said... and then my manager laughed so hard cuz it's the second time I called him "she". I just couldn't help it haha.

Pissed off... 

February 22 [Thu], 2007, 12:34
好似好耐無正正式式寫下日記,即係真係寫自己做過涛I日記呢…

前幾日去左拜年,我解左好耐無Danielle聽佢先大概明中國新年係涛ッ要做刀c 不同好明顯佢淨係對"利是"呢part最有興趣 哈 因為我淨係年初一有假放,所以一次過去左全部人屋企拜年,今年豐收呀 哈哈 仲有個個都送我最愛的金莎呀!!

不過呢期返工好辛苦,因為有個好PK的新仔。其實佢只不過遲我一個月多少少入黎做,但係佢的工作態度真係不敢苟同。返左未夠兩日就遲到早退,次次叫親佢做野 我都未開口佢就行左去,好似有第六感咁! 初初以為佢未熟我地做野的方法啦,點知越做落去越變本加氏B返工時間一係就唔見人,but even if he's on his desk,佢都係做佢自己野架喎。例如打電話去保險公司啦,同朋友傾計啦,再唔係就用佢部smartphone text msg啦,聽歌啦,總之你諗到可以係office做的私人野佢都做齊!!! 之後仲正,佢返左工唔夠2個月佢走去買部好似人地酒店房o個o的雪柜放係張木台下面!!! 個office temp架咋,你係咪想係度住呀!!! 如果你放個lunch入去我都唔話你喇,但係佢係要黎放6盒yogurt,6罐pepsi,仲加1L skim milk囉!!! 佢真係當自己camping咁喎而家! 俾你係度住好唔好!!!

淨係呢d野我都無咁激氣,最激氣係佢竟然推job囉! 之前我地manager無返,咁就我同Karen負責分工俾佢地做啦,個個都無問題,又係得個死人新仔阿之阿jor!! 話有4份orders pending喎,話佢做野係要focus架喎,唔可以分心喎,所以4份已經好over唔可以再做其他喎!! 但係我地o個日係超忙,個個都有10幾20份係木台面pending架囉,如果佢真係要咁focus佢個豬腦真係仲細過粒米呀!!! Ok, 上次呢單野激到Karen死,但係佢今日先激慶我。

今朝我要drop off + pick up samples,manager要我帶埋佢,咁我一早同佢講左話9:30落去架嘛,點知佢9:25開始講電話,講講講唔停,我等到9:45頂佢唔順,走過去好好禮咁話我ready架喇,你講完電話我地就行得架喇,好啦,佢又用一個超級gay的笑容話ok啦,也常人都feel到我催緊你啦大佬呀! 點知佢講多兩句放但個電話之後又唔知打俾邊個傾傾傾,結果為左等佢就浪費左我45分鐘!!

等左你咁耐我都未出聲,落到去floor,搵samples都未夠2個鐘佢就不停咁扭動佢個pat pat話佢好累好肚餓!!! 我真係激到XX佢個*^#&*@囉!!! 我真係好想問你夠竟係咪做野架!!! 之後又唔聽我講,死要問d sales, 結果就俾人噴到一面屁,好K心咁講句不過我真係勁心涼! 呢d人真係唔教訓下唔得囉!!! 我最憎佢d attitude,下下同我講野d 態度好似係"呢d 係facts黎架,咁都要問!?"咁呀!!! GOD!!! 大家請imagine下小丸子入面的班長 x 10,佢就有咁乞人憎喇!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 佢仲要勁到呢,叫我放低哂d野唔理去左食lunch之後返黎先做囉!!! 話說我要交一張form,咁交之前我要keep張做底,點知個copy machine壞左,正當我諗解決辦法的時候,呢條友不但唔幫我諗,我仲不停,係不停咁o係我隔離話"Bonie Let's go! I'm hungry!!" "BONIE LOOK AT THAT! NO INK!!! (但係實際上係paperjam囉…) Let's go I'm starving!!!" "BONIE!! I HAVE TO GO!! Let's just give these samples to the buyers and go to lunch!! We'll make copies when we come back!!" "BONIE ARE U LISTENING!? (AND YES! Make no mistake!! He actually said that to me! That stupid asshole!!!)," "Let's go!! I miss my desk!!"

You know I just couldn't fucking believe him saying that!!! You fucking miss your desk!?! Are you a baby or what!!! "Mommy I'm hungry I need to go home!!" Oh SHUT THE FUCK UP!!

就係咁佢不停係我耳邊嘈嘈嘈,我實在頂唔順所以勁大聲咁鬧佢 "Can you gimme a break!? See I'm trying to think of a solution and all you're doing is asking me to go upstairs and have lunch! I NEEEEEED to figure this shit out BEFORE going anywhere and so WE ARE STAYING until I'm done with these! I have to get these to Marilynn BEFORE I go upstairs or I'll be considered as a theif! So NO! Just WAIT!!"

And he just fucking zipped his mouth until I'm done with those paperworks. You know I just couldn't fucking believe him working like this!! I just can't wait to see him fucking get sacked by my manager!!

Apologize for my rudeness... but SCREW HIM!!!

Happy Boar New Year!! 

February 19 [Mon], 2007, 13:00
"If you don't give up, you will never fail. "

〜 Last Kiss

... I should have known better.

Made some promises in the new year... I'll make sure I'll try 3x harder not to let anyone down, esp. me.

不公 

February 09 [Fri], 2007, 11:48
我好像把所有人都想得太簡單...

things i wouldn't say 

January 23 [Tue], 2007, 22:53
真的很累了。不想每天都好像角力般將東西放回原處,有很多事和說話我不喜歡重覆,聽過了便算,忘記了的話也算了,可是不要再質疑我,請你知道我不是超人,我只是一個少睡5分鐘都會死的懶人。不讓我理的我不會再理,我不想一而再、再而三地碰你的東西,也不想再答那些過於尖銳幾近無禮的問題。可是也請你處理自己的手尾,不要期待我會以你的方式去處理你剩下來的手尾。我不能每天每小時每分鐘都同一張笑臉,也不要再問我為什麼這麼累…我不是女強人,也不是別人的太太或是娘親,沒有很多特別重要的事煩心,但是我也有我要想的事,有我要負的擔子,我從來都尊重你們的意見,體諒你們的心情,所以請相同地對待我。

我部門的男士們很沒風度,遲到早走有事只會推給我和Karen,我懷疑我會從此討厭男人。我不介意做多份,不介意早到遲走,但是如果你覺得我好蝦,你好錯。
3月? 19樓? 還是不要期望太高,11都幾好,輕輕鬆鬆。
1年後的我將會很痛苦,很迷失。

希望不要抽中。我要留在Queens。

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陣痛崩潰試過 重生試過 原地繼續踏步
若進度不多好 我都照樣惡補
請你給我半點空間
就當體恤我別迫進末路窮途
縱有遺憾事別要說 怕太難傾訴

不要刻意快點修好
尚要假裝我沒反應大事糊塗
到我有憾事若要說 我有誰傾訴
P R
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