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Sun Glasses

March 02 [Sun], 2008, 19:23

Bought new glasses!! Aren't them gorgeous? I'm totally gonna wear them a lot, haha.

Today also did some make-up for my mother. I wanted to get her self-estime go high, since she lost interest in her appearence for quite a while.
It was fun and she looked great when I finished.

I've been having lots of great little special moments with my mom, now that she's at home. It makes me feel good about it.

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friends

February 25 [Mon], 2008, 23:13

Today I had the most wonderful time at Patricia's house!

That's Fred, me, Patricia and Andreia.
All of us, except Fred, had a camera, so we took hundreds of pics from anything and everything. It was so much fun! Me and Fred were insane about it, we couldn't stop. But Fred took really stupid pics of the garbage and our asses and stuff like that...

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valentine's day

February 15 [Fri], 2008, 16:43

Yesterday was Valentine's Days.
But I don't have a boyfriend.

So, me, Sara and Liliana had a romantic girls only dinner.
We ate pizza, how romantic, huh?

In the middle of the dinner we started talking about other devious stuff and I actually found out about what a couple of "friends" really think of me.
I was kind of shocked and didn't really know how to react.
Even though they aren't closed friends, it always affects you a bit what other's think of you. Especially when you totally disagree...

So after arriving home at 5 am, I couldn't sleep at all.
All I could think about was what I had discover that night.

So they think I'm just a stupid fangirl, there's nothing about me other than that.
For them, I'm just a JE/Kpop brainless fangirl.
It hurted me to think someone really feels like that about me...
I know I do fangirl, but not all the time. I'm nothing compared with every fangirl I know!

If they really think that about me, I don't know why they keep commenting on my LJ.
I would prefer if they would take me off their friends list rather than just pretend to be interested in something they're not. Because if they're my friends and don't see me as anything else than a fangirl, then they're shitty friends. I thought they would know me better than that. I'm much more than that. I know I am and that's what makes me so angry about the whole thing! Why can't they see it?

I was about to post something like what I'm writing now on LJ, but then I thought it wouldn't be the mature thing to do. I will just ignore them.

There's so many things I've showned someone. So many things I was the one to discover. But for them I'm not only a fangirl, but also a copy cat. WTF??
I'm pissed off. Seriously. I don't even want to get into details as I am afraid someone will read this, but damn, yesterday I even felt like crying.

I hate when people get all over the things I love.
I hate when they start to like them so much they even forget I was the one who showed it to them. And they forget so quickly they start showing it to other's as if it was their discover. As if they have liked it their whole lives, when they didn't. I did!
So many things someone didn't like and started to like after knowing me.
And now I'm the copy cat??

There's something very wrong here.
The only thing I wanna do is keep distance with all of them, because I'm on the edge and I think I might explode over the slightest thing.
I just need to get away from them and rest. Think very good about the whole situation before doing something I might regret.
I don't want to lose friends.

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study afternoon

February 09 [Sat], 2008, 19:35

Today went studying Japanese with my mom.
We caught some sun at a nice coffee shop.
I really need to catch up on kanji! x_x

And yet, another kame inspired pic! LOL
If at least I looked as hot as him, haha.

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big sister

February 02 [Sat], 2008, 15:20

Yesterday it was my sister's birthday party

It was a fun night

We had dinner with our parents and her husband.
and after, we went to the club with her friends.
the club was called Bauhaus, it only has 80's and 90's rocky music