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2005年12月14日(水) 2時36分
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亞美利堅,再見 

2005年11月21日(月) 15時22分

距離遷回香港的時間只剩四個多月

sigh....

這個寄居了五年的地方

有著我愛的教會、捨不得的好朋友.....和一切一切抹不掉的回憶

想到這裡...又...sigh

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未來這數個月的行程可算安排得七七八八,詳情如下:

11月24-27 Arizona 短宣+大峽谷之旅

12月4 日本語能力試....滴汗中

12-1月期間打算拜訪LA大小旅遊景點....整個LA旅遊特輯

1月21~ 綜合招聘考試+三藩市之旅

2-3月 收拾行李、賣車等

3月 東岸之旅

3月中 中部之旅

4月 走人

*%##$@!!&@!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

2005年11月21日(月) 0時19分

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Meowington broke my mirror, AGAIN!!!

I cried, I screamed, I beat her, and I beat myself

Gosh, I'm so mad that I actually thought about just kicking her out.

Sigh....all the memories that we had together.....

I still hate you but sigh, I forgive you

I'm found 

2005年11月19日(土) 6時20分
I was raised in a family where the father was nowhere to be found and the mother was barely seen. I didn't blame them......well at least I had my freedom and as much money as I wanted. I didn't even bother to study. What more could I ask for?

Well, things didn't turn out the way I thought they would. I became this manipulative freak who wanted to get everybody to like me. I wanted the world to give me the love that I never received in my childhood. And I had the plan of my entire life worked up. Whenever something went wrong, I would do anything I could to get things back on track. So I guess that explains why I'm crazy about driving....probably just so I could be in the driving seat.

But God is amazing. He wouldn't just sit there and watch me fail. I don't want to bore you guys with the details now but all I want to say is, God made me realize how precious His sovereignty is, and how important it is to surrender to Him and let Him rule. But it doesn't just happen overnight, it not only takes time, but it also requires faith, endurance, and determination. While I'm struggling with my old self every day, I'm learning so much from it.

There were times when I would ponder "who am I?" or "what do I want?". But looking back at all these blessings that He's given me, and not just the sunny days, but also the thorns on the roses, I know that I'm found. I'm no longer lost, and I no longer seek security and affirmation from people, because I'm Yours!

是時候放手了 

2005年11月09日(水) 12時51分

What needs to be done, needs to be done.


I'm trying...... 

2005年11月06日(日) 2時28分


"And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everything's turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart......"

Sway by Bic Runga



"When you find a piece of mind
Leave your worries behind
Don't say that it can't be done
With a new point of view
Life's true meaning comes to you
And the freedom you seek is one......."

Peace by Norah Jones



"You search much deeper within
Through the way things apprear
You're looking into my heart
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You, it's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I made it
When it's all about You, it's all about You, Jesus......"

The Heart of Worship

又失眠 

2005年11月04日(金) 19時18分

不是嘛.....又失眠???!!!!!

食欲好像也減少了......

哈哈.....希望又可以表演我的絶技 -- 三星期去廿磅!!!!

滴汗...... 

2005年11月02日(水) 5時21分

告訴我,還有甚麼是沒有被人所謂 "crossover" 過的?


Somewhere over the rainbow... 

2005年10月31日(月) 20時00分

凌晨三時,怎麼也睡不著

下意識的驅使下,掛上耳筒,試著漫遊我的音樂世界......

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
really do come true

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me........

我緊閉雙眼,細味歌詞中的意境

聽著聽著,涙珠不禁如柱滾落

這些可是幸福的眼涙

走過多少崎嶇狹路,經歴多少風風雨雨

頭頂總有這片天空為我吶喊助威

七色彩帶上的父親

I love you

很快樂 

2005年10月21日(金) 4時21分

快樂,因為有幸為別人付出而沒想過要得到任何回報

快樂,因為獨處時感到一股從心底湧出對神的渇求

快樂,因為願意放開多年來積壓的怨憤和苦毒

快樂,因為愛上感恩、求赦與尋找

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