BLaH

January 11 [Mon], 2010, 7:17
I've been really sad lately, I dont know what really happen to me.

Michelle told us we could do a special video for the guys (Kishidan) saying what were we thinking, feeling and all that about them; then upload it, so she can burn it in a DVD to give it to Show or Yamaguchi-san (since she's friend :P), and I really feel like... but, I dont know...

I dont really have confidence to do it, is so sad, and lame, and think about they, watching me talk, makes me sick (yeah ._. I feel like throwing up).

I dont think I'll met them someday... I'm too ugly and shy to talk to them... even through a video.

I always was thinking about... 'what if I'll met them someday?' 'What if I have the chance...?'

Now I have the chance; and I think.. I FEEL... I cant do it. will they meet me? could they recognize like a Chilean fan? they know where the hell is Chile?

JOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...

I think... I should commite suicide u_u because, I feel so ashamed, it is like if I werent worthy to them...


Maybe...
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