welcome back my dear:) although we didn't manage to even meet today as planned..
i'm always happy whenever you call or text and hearing some of your adventures there makes me happy too :)
i'm glad you enjoyed the trip. :)
i had been rather childish saying things like you dont care about me because deep down, i know you do, to a extent.
as long as you do, even if it's a bit, i should be contented.
contentment is a thing every single human must learn during each and every single day, hour, minute, second.
humans tend to forget that they should be contented with little things and become greedy, asking for more.
i had been thinking about this these days...
let me just take one step at a go.
always be rational. when faced with a situation which is of no benefit to me, do not react immediately. i have to think. for a while. cool down and send a neutral response, without putting pressure to the other party.
things might not be the same anymore.
but look, nothing can be the same.
we can not live in the past.
time pass by. things, venues, thoughts, humans, they all change.
we cannot keep comparing the present to the past.
what's past, let's leave it as it is. let's all move on.
to want the happiness you once had in the past, have you thought about the happiness you are having in the present?
to go back to the past, you will lose all feelings and thoughts and joy you currently have in possession.
savour every bit of the moment, and always look at the brighter/happier side.
it is definitely something you never had in the past.
i'll continue to do my best..learn, reflect, be better..
cos that's the way i love you.