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2008年12月01日(月) 22時33分


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最初に私と言って、私は送信されませんドンポルノサイトからリンクしてください。


今私は新しいサイトでのオンラインです。この呼び出し poupee girl .

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私はファッションの研修生がいるので、私にとっては、最適です。また自分の人形に服を着せることができると、世界中の多くの人に会うことができます。






My world despairs 

2008年09月28日(日) 18時32分
My WORLD despairs

All the damages in my heart can't be heal without the love that you gave me.



My love, i miss you...

all roses are for you!

Hey ho~ 

2008年07月22日(火) 20時36分
Konnichi wa
^-^ I´m excited to be here. It´s been a long time if i posted my last comment here.

I have summer holiday and now i can meet my friends very often ^-^
that makes me happy. <3

http://pupe.jp/profile/HGXKDU9NWIOi/
<3 add me

I have nothing important to say O_O sorry...

I have bought me some new merchandise
An Cafe -cherry saku yuuki <3 limited ed.
D'espairsRay -the world outside the cage <3
{始まり}*-*{終わり}
I´m so happy that i found that. {ハート}_{ハート}

Bai ^-^
*hug*

Birthdaytime XDDD~ 

2008年05月27日(火) 0時11分
Konnichi waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa XDDDD höhöhö~

Today is my birthday and now I´m twenty years old. I think it sounds better then 19 O___o
Alright XDD”
My day should start at 5.30am XDD noooo noooo He Starts at 6.20am because I have my alarm accidently indentified XDDD”” So I drove with a train later to hanover. That’s not a problem, because I drove one train earlier than I must daily. At school Angie and Elly receive me with greetings and Angie has a gift for me, a little ladybug from chocolate ^-^ * hmmmm*
We have eaten him in our lunch break.
At first some of my classmates have forgotten that today´s my birthday. And I have ignore it and said nothing.
The first lessons were Sewing for five hours. After the lunch break two hours english.
O_O The problem of our english lessons are:
- our teacher is boring and a little bit crazy (a funny version sometimes XD)
- the lesson is boring
- T_T … *boring*
Yesterday I must wait until midnight before I can go to bed. But it was worth it.
^-^ At Saturday I got the present from Aoi but I must wait until today.
So… this was present number one:
http://de.youtube.com/watch?v=WHF4gxzfFEk
I hope you enjoy it like me ^-----^
It is soooo beautiful and I must cry a little bit.
Present number Two are cookies self-made by Aoi.
There so amazing *o*
* knuddel * Love Ya!!!!

I am so surprised and moved because all my friends congratulated me.
So I wanna thank you all ^-^ * hug *
I love ya my friends and I´m so thankful about you all!!!!!

New Piercing!!!11 

2008年05月20日(火) 2時10分
NYAAAAAAAPPYYYY~~~

I´ve got a new piercing last weekend.
XDDD
At saturday i drove to Noii because we want both an new piercing. On the right site under my lips *-*

my lips XDDDDD

Noii was so shocked. She got her piercing at first. And then I. I was sursprised because it hurts O___O my first piercing doens´t hurt...
XD I think its why I was shocked too at the first time *laugh*

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOII!!!!!!
XDDDDD
WE HAVE A PIERCING!!!!!!!!!
*love*

O_O Today my headache starts a new generation of pain O_O *drop*
So evil >_____<

later my sister and I made fotos! XD öhm.... joaaa... here one of this fotos:

I have so deep green eyes O_O *shocked*

Alright XDD

See ya later~

Sadly....happy... 

2008年05月15日(木) 22時58分
I don´t know how i can describe my feelings at the moment, because there are so much in my belly, in my mind, in my heart….
I´m
angry,
tired,
alone?,
sadly,
ready with the world,
… and many other things…

Today I started at Thursday last week. The finaly days before the fashion show at the Herrenhäuser Gärten. I must wait because one of my teacher aren´t in school and so my director want to talk with me about the school and my past etc.
I told her what going on in the past…mobbing, sadness, lonelyness, divorce of my parents, and many more. At school I´m good, I have no problems and that makes me happy, but the school are expensive and I don´t know how I can pay it. I want to apply for a development credit and my director is sure I can get it. But maybe I must pay for the first month of the new school year. My mum don´t want to pay for it and I have anxiety to aks my father for it. I don´t know why… T____T”
All over I cried and my director comforted me.
I will see what I can do…

At Saturday my mum drove my sister, Hide and me to my school to help my teachers to bring the customes down to the cars. We must brouhght them to the gardens. The tv was there (NDR) and make a report about the show. My model Anna was so good and presented my custome very well.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=jk7ZmLYkILs ß- here the show…
here photos:





I was really awesome to see my own custome in a fashion show and it makes me so pride.
Anna was really good and I´m sure I will make her offer to model for me again aware. She is really beautiful and very well for this job. ^----^
All in all the day was awesome but the weather was really hot T___T …

O__O I know I can be pride to have those friends that I have and I love them very much, but sometimes I want to run away. To begin a new life. Sometimes I hate my life… I hate me.
But I can´t do it, to let my life behind me and started a new. All what I can do is to make it better than in the past. What I must do is to let the past behind me. But it´s so difficult.
My friends are my therapy and their really good ^o^.

I love you!

Final Countdown XDD 

2008年04月30日(水) 2時51分
Last saturday i met some friends o(≧∀≦)o I´m so NYAPPY~~
It was so cool, because Jiye, Noii and I were dressed with a Kimono XDDDD
*o* They looks so cool!!!!!

Jiye, me and Noii <<3333

Kaine and Hide were there, too... *--*
Unfortunatily Hide is ill O___O *hugs* Be quickly recover!!!!!

Me, Hide, Hide-plushie *-*, Kaine (plus Shin Chan) and Noii <<<33333
It was one of my happiest days ever ^o^ Thank you my friends!!!!

O_O Now one of my favourite pictures... but first a few words for Noii!!!!
^-^ I´m very happy to have you as one of my best friends. I´m glad our friendship is forever and I wanna do all my best to make it real!!!!
*hug* *love*

[Me and Noii] <<3333

Sooo~~~
O__O
At school I will slowly become nervous, because XDDD in two weeks is the day...
THEEEEE DAY!!!!! <<<33 The first fashion show for the first classes O_O And one of my customes will go over the catwalk XDDD""""
I was really angry about one of my teacher because she rejected my favourite model (reita ^-^ a friend of me)... >___< she is a sports type and not a elegant type what i need for my custome. O_O So i get a model from the model agency. At monday i called them and let me gave her number. The Model, Anna, was very nice and she says "Yes!" XDD She want to model for me!!! <<<333
Tomorrow Anna come to my school and so i can tell her what she must do and what she wears.
I´m nervous because i´m not sure whether i will be ready until the 10. mai...
X______X
The fashion show is on the tenth mai on 16 o´clock in the Herrenhäuser gardens.
Who want to come, i´m very happy about every one. ^o^ *hug*

Soooo~~~
^o^
My finals words i spend them Aoi!!!!
Hey You!!!! XDDD
You´re so cool...
I love your hugs and your stroking!!!!!
*-* I miss them so much <<3333
I miss YOU!!!!!
*kisu*

Holiday? Oh YEAH!!!!! 

2008年04月22日(火) 0時02分
It 17 o´clock and I´m at home to write thias entry..... now I´m a "Ober-cooler" CHEEEGGGAAAAA
XDDDD"""" Yes I´m crazy.

Alright, yesterday if you ask me what a day we have i called you "Monday" XDDD... I swear yesterday i believe it. I have not the feeling it was Saturday.
For the fashion show at "Herrenhäuser Gärten" in hanover we started to work last week and so we must go to school at the weekend. T_T
Thats so evil. X____X
But I have good mode since last friday [what happend is a secret XD *tittern*]....
^o^ Thats unnatural my good mood!

Today i finished to make the big petals from organza. *--* They look beautiful and later they get a cover from sparkling red lattice-fabric. It looks very well, but i don´t know how i can make the cover for the petals. O____O

*--* At the moment i´m eating "Ramen" an instant noodle soup.
It´s sooooooo~ awesome

Noii? I have a new equation:

Noii + Kei + [Ramen]² + Konzert²= *lüüübeee* *----*

Luv Ya!
Kei

SHit again X_X 

2008年04月10日(木) 23時38分

Boah hey... O_O This week is so damned shit
At monday and tuesday i was at home because i´m ill...
My circulatory are shit... I had a collapse.
Today too. X_X I can´t believe it.

Wednesday we started to make our skirts at school.
I make a Lolita skirt in pink with black gust on the hem and a application on the cuff.
The pink fabric are chinese silk. O__O It´s unbelievable difficult to edit.


Today i had "design drawing", "art" and "client machines".
In art my head want to start the collaps. @____@ Now i have headaches from the worst kind.
Oh it´s so evil X____X

One thing that makes me happy again:


see ya ~

friday evening 

2008年04月05日(土) 4時10分
Yes, i write more entries...I think with a ass-kick from Noii XDD *laugh* i wanna write more entries.
Okay, this week were...O_O *hem* X______X absolutely shit
at monday we got a new timetable for this week. The week started with two english lessons. My teacher, a women, is very funny. XD She makes me laughing. I think the right word for her is "crazy" only a little bit. But crazy..O_O Thats good, i...hope. It ends with " and now i want to write with you a test to know you´re standing with your language." O_O Okay...Kei write the test and next monday i know who i´m standing XDD...
Next we had ähm O_O i think drawing...yes...four drawing lessons. I like the teacher Galina Sodolovskaya <-- i hope it´s right X__x... Her lessons are relaxing. You sit there and draw your picture. The model posing in front of you and now we have the theme "fold-litter" (i don´t know whether it´s right XD german: Faltenwurf), so the model wears long dresses with o lot of folds.
I love drawing and i will be better every day. *---*
At tuesday the morning started with technology. Mr. Knof are one of the best teachers i ever had XDD (*secrets*). He ist one who know what you can and get his best.
More i had machinery client ("Maschinenkunde") with Mrs. Roth. She is funny ^-^ and very nice, than mathematics and business studies. But it fell from...or out O_O i don´t know..XDD
wednesday... cut ("Schnitt") O_O with a new teacher. She is a Sleeping tablet X____X but also good. I think the lessons will be no problem for me.
what had i more O_O i don´t know XDDDD
Aahhhh creativity training... O_o always boring...
thursday i have free.... ^-^ thats good. So i can do some things.
I went to town to buy stamps, a DVD XDDDD, a circle for school...and a power hair spray who i knew from Noii. She used it and her hair were steel XDDDDD!!!!!
Today i had all the time from 8.30am to 17pm trade practize. Our new work is to create a "Rock". Today we starts with cuts constructing, ironing fabrics and records the cut on the fabrics... and that in 10 hours...X__X I´m done...it´s absolutely over today... no more what i can do...
Sooo...XDDDDD
theres no more i can say....^-^
Have a good night. Dream well.
Luv ya ^------^
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