March 22 [Tue], 2011, 15:06
My friend told me that she wanted to change her mind, but after few days she often said [ I can't ...I don't know why... ]. I have heard that many times from her. I thought she can do, but she doesn't know how to change herself and she won't change her seriously.
I think I need to decide many things for me if I wanna change me.No one helps me all things. My family, my friends, and my teacher can give advice to me, but they can't do something which be concerned with my future in space of me. I must think about my future life seriously and decide by myself finally.
It's destiny. I know it's not easy. So I always feel uneasy about it. I believe it's going to be good. I can do it.
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