I thought I knew that I maybe nuts, but I trust this emotion

I miss some things

Today when Naaneru and Hideki came here, we talked about how our parents were when they were younger... So I showed them my parents wedding album.
Well, nothing wrong about that. But next to that one, I saw some (a lot, actually) of my old albums, with pictures of my childhood.
I couldn't help but get all nostalgic about it. I also couldn't help think about how stupid I was back then. But I also couldn't help thinking that I really was happy... Not that I'm unhappy now, I just was happier as a child. I had very few stuff to worry about. For example, I barely knew what college was. And I thought that jobs was for old people. Right now I can only think about my need to get a job soon... And I'm VERY aware of the importance of college. Since I'm looking for a job, am I "old people"? I'm not even 18 and I'm already... "old people"?
That thought kinda scares me. I don't think I'm ready to that.

Anyway... Back to my nostalgic moment... After looking at the pictures, I opened my "old-stuff-drawer". I found some childish coloring materials... My stuff from when I was in a singing group (sorry, can't remember the right name in English)... Some cute stickers... And three HUGE letters written by three "old" friends. Plus my "goodbye t-shirt" all signed by my "old" friends from my "old" town.
That brought tears to my eyes.
I miss those friends.
I miss walking on the street and doing silly stuff, like dancing as if no one were watching.
I miss not caring about what other people think of me. As a child I really didn't. Now... Well, I do. I keep pretending that's not real, but it is. Since I live in a society, that is necessary. Especially now, that I'm looking for a job. Trying to get into college. Now that I'm all "old people" (Oh, I hate this).

I think that's enough. I better stop now, or I'll write even more and this post will get way too long.
To finish, I'd like to say something to those "old" friends... (even though I know that you won't read it, probably)
I may never forgive myself for stop talking to you, and even forgetting about most of you (that's definitely the worst). But I hope you can forgive me. And I also would like to say that you were all really important to me. Just as much important as my "new" friends are. And as much as my "next" friends will be.

I might get a cup of coffee now, 'cause I don't feeling like sleeping today.

Clockwork march - Dolly

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Finally

Here's my dear Juu (in the Santa Claus coat) and his best friend, Ryuuto (in the white shirt)
They are friends since they've met in a Fatima's live

Juu is a DoC Yen
Ryuuto is a DoC U and belongs to Naaneru

I forgot eeeeverything I was about to say (>_<)
So... Sorry and good night (n_n)

chierii

リリカル・ルリカル - Pizzcato.

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Here I am (n_n)o
So... I'm in a hotel in a city called Paranavai - PR, I guess.
Tomorrow I'll be back to Campo Grande - MS
And I spent my holidays in Tubarao - SC and Camacho - SC
It was... boring... But I got a few gifts =D~ Which was nice~
I got two pajamas, a pair of shoes, about three chocolate boxes, panties(!), shorts, shirts, money, etc...
Juu got two presents (*-*)~
A stuffed rabbit from Gika and Ryuuto, which he named Maki-tan (*-*)
And a Santa Claus outfit from Ana (my grandmother), Denise (my godmother) and Agda~
I'll post pictures of our christmas presents when we get home (*3*)o
Oh... by the way... I didn't post any picture og Juu yet, have I!? Gosh... I'll do it when we get home, anyway
He's really cute and I love him (*---*)~ And my dog is afraid of him (o_o)
Anyway... there's a insect here and I'm really getting irritated with him D8 so I'll stop writing here and try to get rid of him.
bye bye
chierii
ps: sorry if I wrote anything wrong, it's dark here (parents are sleeping), lap top's keyboard doeasn't really likes me AND there's a damn insect here D8

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Hello~
Sorry for disappearing for so long.
I know there's not a lot of people that read this, but I'm apologizing for myself, actually (>_<)o
Well... As soon as today is January 1st, I'll make my new year's resolutions...
Here we go~
first... post more often here.
second... try to move out from my parents house. I'll be 18 in July, so... I'll try (o3o)9
third... well... try to watch Plastic Tree and Billy in Sao Paulo~ heh
forth... ahn... cosplay, yeah!
fifth... whatever... have to go, now.
be back soon~
I have lots of stuff to tell

nothing

chierii

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Hello there (*-*)~
So... I have lots of stuff to tell
First... our doll things arrived <3

the mail box~


my stuff~


our stuff~ [mine and Naaneru's]

Second.. Gay parade on friday *---*
Third... Ero guro pictures on Saturday, RPG later~
Fourth... They've just sent my doll *___* soon Juu will be home
Fifth... Anjyu' will make a revival event on January.....

CAN'T TELL HOW HAPPY I AM (>_>) I want.

night :*

chierii

恋愛メリーゴーランド - Anjyu'

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パープルさん (・ω・)
Made by Monkey-chan, thank you <3

chierii

Peanut - Fatima

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悶える Say you love me
乱れて狂う You want it
濡れる言葉だけ

溢れる Say you need me
怯えて狂う I want it
燃える口付けで

感じて　Touch me
キスして Lick me
やさしく　Stroke me
愛して 愛して

ゆらゆらとけて ふわふわゆくわ
指を絡ませても 物足りないわ

ふらふらしずみ つらつらおちる
あなたのすべてをもっと 注ぎだしてよ

つつまれ 抱き寄せ こころふるわせ
あなたの奥までおちてゆきたいの

INJECTION OF LOVE - 山岡晃 [Akira Yamaoka]

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Juki-san did a live today/yesterday (*-*) with BERLIN's bassist and drummer, and a guitarist that I don't know from which band he is (*-*)
Because of that, today I'll talk about Juu-san, my little Juki's fan (*--*)

Name: Juiichi [Juu]
Real name: Daisuke Seiichi
Age: 18 years old
Birthday: May, 21th
High: 1,75m
Hair: light blond
Eyes: Dark Brown, normally wears contacts
Likes: Oshare kei, Juki, Anjyu', cosplay, sweets, video game
Dislikes: Too girly people, homework, RPG
Afraid: Mannequins
Favorite music: Kira Rizumu - Anjyu'
Favorite color: purple, green, blue
Favorite bands: Anjyu', Fuzylog., Fatima

So, here is Juiichi (*-*) say hi to him (?). Soon enough he'll have his BJD version (´O`)o It'll be a DoC Yen, from Dream of Doll.
Juu-san is kind of my imaginary friend. On May 21th I bought the notebook where I draw him~ Which I also use as a diary and talk about stuff I can't post here or talk to someone else... That day was also when Anjyu' BEST was released... That's why Juiichi's birthday is on May 21th
Anyway~ He is really hyper and.. reeeally loves Anjyu' (that's one of the things we have in common '-') He likes Visual Kei, specially oshare. The outfit IS supposed to look like one of Juki's visuals, since I created him with basically the same style as Juki. Actually I was more like: "If I can't do a fanart, then I'll create someone that looks like him =D"
I didn't write a story to him yet... but as soon as my doll is home, I'll definitively do it!
What else? Ah! He has a younger sister called Mie... But she lives with their parents. Juu-san used to live with a friend, but now he's living alone for a while. He has a cat, it's a gray Maine Coon called Joshua. That's all the history I've created for him until now XD Oh, and he was really sad when Anjyu' disbanded ;-; (?!)

That's all for now =D~ I'm tired of writing (???)
bai bai

セツナガサネ - Anjyu'

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Name: Takehito
Part: Guitar
Real name: Shihoudani Takeshi
Birthday: july 6th, 1986
Blood type: A+
Fragrance: Boudoir by Vivienne Westwood
Cigarette: Marlboro Menthol
Ex-bands: EntaLPia
Favorite artist: LUNA SEA, hide, BOфWY, Panic Channel, Visage
Favorite brands: SEX POT ReVeNGe, Vivienne Westwood, Milkboy
Favorite color: Purple, blue

This is Takehito, my "male version" on noison:sulp. He's one of the favorite characters I've ever created. His hair is blond and he usually wears purple contacts. His 'theme color' is also purple. He has an older brother who lived with him when he was EntaLPia's bassist. He likes cherry ice cream and expensive clothes (he's a rich born), and hates to say 'no', so we could say he's an easy guy, who would go out with whoever asks him. He also falls in love really easily, I'm not sure if this is good or bad for him... He had suffered a lot for love, but I guess that he believes it was worthy.. and he definitively wouldn't go back in time just to avoid falling for someone. Anyway, he's really influent and is able to get people to do many stuff for him only staring at them with sweet eyes [maybe kinky eyes, depends on the moment (´A`)]... That's something Yukio knows very well 8D poor thing (!). People also tend to start liking the same things as Takehito does, after talking to him for a little while.... Oh, if he weren't a musician, he'd be a game designer... He really likes videogames (o3o) especially survival horror games (here's something we have in common :D). Well, that's pretty much all people need to know about him~ Ah, despite the fact that he looks like (and acts like) a slut, he's a really kind and caring person :DDDDDDDD
Drawing by Natsuki
Outfits by Natsuki, chierii and Naaneru

I felt like writing about him today (o__o)~ maybe another day I can talk 'bout some other character (n_n)
byebye

chierii
party Monster - Ｍｏｒａｎ

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random post n_n MSN, mini top hat, mini pink bucket and glasses

chierii

待つぽっくり [Matsu Pokkuri] -「あゃ」

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