how can he make me cry by few emails. as i thought he was the one who can make me do anything? i mean everything. crying smiling feeling happy sad mad laughing anything. is there someone who can take his place? he is way too stupid but im more than that i know right. i dont even know if i still like him, but just im stuck on him or something. oh maybe i shouldnt have emailed him? or this is a challenge to get over that? dunno what the hell i am talking about. just... i miss him so bad. dammit.