June 08 [Tue], 2010, 10:04
(i hate people who say they suffer from bipolar disorder. isn't everyone sometimes like that?)
i'm feeling really strange today. strange in a good way, i mean.
that's because yesterday (and most of my days on the past 3 or 4 months, actually) i was feeling like crap, and if i start writing all the reasons i wouldn't probably end this post in the next 2 hours. but not today.
today i'm feeling awesome.
and the best part it that there's no particular reason... to be fair, today would be an wonderful day to be feeling depressed and demotivated like always, for i'm removing all the nail polish i put on yesterday and i ate the brownie i wasn't supposed to and feeling that i suck at english 'cause i'm taking like forever to end a phrase, BUUUT -CAHAM- INSTEAD OF THAT i feel so happy i'm singing and dancing to songs.
so that takes me to two probable -but not that big- reasons (how many times have i said this word in this post? i really should be taking english classes again...): i'm listening to a band i just found out and it just perfectly fits me... and today i received the cutest compliment from someone i didn't expect to.
- hey, she's so beautiful, isn't she? what a skin.
- i'm about to say something but i'm afraid you'll take me the wrong way
- what is it?
- ...i don't think you should be jealous of her in any way. you're really beautiful. and i mean it.