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It's stupid.
what's with random ppl i havent spoken to since ages,suddenly spamming msges and calls.
pisses me off totally.
example: cs?!
every fri for the past month, he would spam call+msg (literally 10 times) and ask if i'm free on sunday?!
wts!
i say no every fri and he would keep calling even after reading my 'no'.
then, he would spam call after reading dont know for god knows what reason, and when i just leave it there, he would msg ask about the next whole year's sunday.
he doesnt understand what is "im busy and got so pist at him that i scolded him and told him to stop.
i thought, he's a work friend afterall, i should be nice to him.
but heck!
it's getting on my nerves!

yah so as to speak,as i'm typing now damn alex is still spam calling me.
i hate to pick up phone calls and open my mouth.
waste my money and my time.
am i suppose to pick up the call, and shoo them away or just let it ring it's pathetic battery life away and save my energy and time.
and he msged : call me please and chat with me.

hello?does my phone number in anyway resemble those hotlines whereby people call to chat the random girls over the other line up?
do they think i'm an entertainer or what not?
those hotline girls get like how much/min or something but if i pick up,i dont get paid!
instead, i must pay 5 cents per minute!
Just to talk?!
i've got so many things to do!
like watch movies with jin,prepare our meals,eat togething with him,wash our clothes, tidy our bed.
i'm too busy!

i know, my random guy friends are suddenly all in NS, that's why.
they need to find somewhere to help relieve their ass raging hormones.
just go fork yourself.

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Today, i went out with lisa and santhiya!
i bounced train so many times today! (to waste my time while waiting for them)
i didnt eat anything for the whole day till about 3 plus (not that its reserved for buffet but i had no breaks!), then my stupid gastric started becoming a real bitch.
it was so painful that even eating makes it even more painful that i ate only a meagre amount of plates!
but i enjoyed eating sushi with lisa and santhiya, we caught up a little
should have more of such outings!
i love crescentians!
i feel normal (A)

omg, i miss Jin!

and everybody!
Christmas is coming!!
my christmas wish list is out!
i want a shirt that writes Shermin Akanishi!
and a one way ticket back Home!
and a fish pancake machine!
and a christmas tree!
and posters of Jin!
and money!


and omg!
daddy says if i'm 18,he would allow me to get a gf!!
everybody!
celebrate!
but i'm going to remain at peace till i'm 21!

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Akanishi seems to be feeling unwell,
but he will still smile to the workers.
It seems that everything is alright.
While filming, it seems that Akanishi looks nervous.
But he has become more stable than before.
When he saw Kame came,
he felt more relief.
He has a "Ah, it's Kame" this kind of feeling.
& they started playing at the filming location.
Kame had bags in both of his hands,
but Akanishi insisted on passing Kame something.
So Kame got to use his mouth to hold it.
& Akanishi's mood became very good,
he looks happy.
& the last few times, Akanishi purposely use his mouth to pass things to Kame.
After some time, Kame got a little annoyed (LOL)
but this only makes Akanishi more happy.

& AKAME were being witnessed at Yokohama supermarket,
just before the supermarket closes.
They're choosing between two types of vegetables for steamboat.
They ended up buying both & paid together.
The basket is full of things.

Also, they were being witnessed at a traffic junction in Yokohama.
Akanishi kept disturbed Kame
& Kame got angry.
But it only made Akanishi burst out laughing.

credits:futari_love

I edited her english though.
Anyway, i feel better reading this.
Jin's so cute.
I love.
Akame's love is Love.
I love.

I read yamapi's interview on the type of girls he likes.
He doesnt like boyish/rough girls,he likes those "princess type" (quoted)
i cant deny that i felt sad because i belong to the former.
but too bad, i'm already with jin.
even if he starts like boyish girls and come after me, i will not sway!

Omg, my liking towards yamapi decreased a little!
That's cause he sounds so yucks.
Princess type, the first person that came to my mind was *he**l.
not that she's princessy but she fakes "princessy"~ with her that fake high pitch gentle and kind voice.
fugly voice,if we could describe voices as fugly.

Bye.

I dont care, i'm getting bitchier by the day.

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