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after the sit in lesson at pearlynn's wisp class on monday, the question of what i'm gonna do in the future has been lingering in my head.
what am i going to do after i graduate?
continue studying or start working?
a very big part of me is telling me that i need to continue study and get a degree, but the reality tells me otherwise.
okay, let say i'm gonna continue studying, what course am i gonna continue?
pharmacy? something that's of my interest, which is nutrition or maybe something that's close to reality, which is business?
pearlynn's wisp teacher said that we should choose to do something that we like so that 10 years down the road we will not curse and swear at the job we are working at the point of time.
i very much agree to that sentence.
but somehow i feel that if i really give up pharmacy and take up a degree on nutrition, it will be a waste of my 3 years in poly, and i'll have to start everything from scratch again.
further, pharmacy is something that has quite a good prospect and it would be a waste if i give up.
then again, the debate between dream and reality.
i know that it is impossible for me to continue pharmacy, both financially and academically.
but again, is pharmacy something i want if i able to make it?
the last choice, taking up a business degree.
that's the closest to reality.
but, is that what i want?
i really don't want to end up becoming a grumpy old woman who keeps on complaining about my job to my children when i'm old.
the term about future is so near yet so far.
something that we need to consider yet afraid.
dream versus reality, which one is most appropriate?