Be prepared, nerve know when is the chance coming 

April 03 [Sat], 2010, 18:06
feel lonely....when I saw people have many friends around them...
well...what can I say...I believe I make my life this way....
its my personality , I believe...
I'm not dependent becuase I am raised in that way,
I can't count on anyone becuase there is no one for me...
So I'm the one who people depend on ...I am the one, people can relay on,
I thought I was the one in control but .... it nerve was
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Positive thinking is, I can do what ever I want to do and don't have to care about the others,
sound selfish but this probably is the real me...
I don't have friends because I'm selfish, I think I get it now,
But once the chance has gone, you can never get it back,
my chance has gone, so now, I will have to focus on my work ,
anyway...i believe I'm not the only one to be alone,
there must be some poeople like me out there,
I wish we all get luck and one day, we will become less lonely
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Life is too short, what is important....
that could be a question for life......
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at the moment, I don't feel I have a life but I know there are somebodies care about me,
that would be enough
Love the one who loves me,
that would be enough

Stuck in the room whole day 

April 03 [Sat], 2010, 2:52
2 days to go, not really exciting but do miss home,
want to see mum,
but also want to spend more time for revision,


Still working on neuralscience topic, not going very far,
hopefully I can revise as much as I can till the end of the holiday

um...no working out today,
definitly going to get fat tmr...damn
anyway, need to do more exercise tmr and go for last shopping before leaving

I think I also need to change my diet too, it was too much..

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Watched 2012 , don't like it, it was too heroric...
some things people do in the movie, I think that would never happen in real life,
and that's physically impossible for some of the sence,
this make me really annoying
After-all, it wasn't the doom day wasn't that bed,
it was just a huge tsunami, I though the earth was going to explose, disappointed
but it does get me thinking,
what if some day. I have to face the same situation, what would I do by then.....

I think....probably nothing, I won't have money to get on board,
not important enough to get a free ticket.
so I will just spend time with my family then,
eventually......we all have an end...that what I am thinking.
Isn't just a natural thing?

It's 2010 already.. 

April 01 [Thu], 2010, 5:33
God knows how long I have left this site for...
well...its nearly the end of the 2nd year in King's,
next year is gonna be the last year,
I want to do a Master degree so I really have to work hard..
but still....using the revision time for typing dairy...what a fool am I...

Finally know what PhD is tonight, I feel relief, I believe,
only because I realise that is really not everyone choice,
if I can't do it,
it doesn't mean I am rubbish.....



Watched eden of the east today,
I quite like to story though but it was annoying that it wasn't completely finish and as far as I know,
that was just a start,,,
what ever the director is thinking, its etter be good,
otherwise this will an other shit anime really
and I really don't want to see that,
cause I like the main male character a lot,
even he is not a "beatiful" type character but he does has the attractive factor

我算是... 

July 27 [Mon], 2009, 23:49
喜歡
有嗎... ...沒有嗎...
只有見到在乎的時候.... ... ...會快樂....
其實有很多時候....都只有自己在...
沒有其他人...
原因是...?

唔想見.... ....是誰不想...
是你...
是其他人....
有機會...
也會見嗎..?

誰知道...見了....有意思嗎....

想看戲

日子還是一天一天地過 

July 27 [Mon], 2009, 23:39
日記...其實都冇淘z寫...
自己....每日都留o係屋企...
唔知出面發生梼...
唔知道....

其實都冇棟活...
自己同社會脫節好似已經唔係今日先發生...

我希望第二年o係king's o既生活唔會再咁脫節..
當然呢樣野係好睇我自己o既做化啦...

我承認大學o既第一年並唔快樂...
大概係因為自己o既適應力其實冇自己想像中咁好o既原因.



我可以自私嗎...
只為自己而活...
但只有自己o既生活...不寂寞嗎...?
討厭跟人相處...是真的嗎...?
難道不會更討厭寂寞..

其實自己好矛盾...
討厭同人接觸,
卻又害怕寂寞...
並唔知道自己最想要...
永遠都三心兩意...
主意不定....

到底自己...算係o的...

反正肉有很多... 

July 02 [Thu], 2009, 22:02
刀痕再多也不會死,
身痛怎及心痛...

毀了....世界毀了...早就毀了...

FOR SOME USE 

June 26 [Fri], 2009, 1:58

今天被义燒感動... 

March 30 [Mon], 2009, 2:05
我...真的覺得有時候...好害怕...失去...
越係擁有得多...就越係怕失去...

以前..覺得呀媽好乞人憎...
而家...一切都變了...

而我曾經反逆,暴戾o既心都變了....
我有o的開始相信...其實任何人都可以好善良...
只要佢地條件夠好...三餐唔憂米果種....

因為我自己好清楚,
如果到我要憂三餐o既時候,
我一定會比好多人殘忍,不留情...
因為世人對我如是,我亦對人如是...

其實我真係好幸福好幸福..
父母都好疼我...所以..我好幸福...
其實作為仔女o既...最想有o既...都只係父母o既愛...
無論果種愛係以燈式傳遞...

當然,現實o既社會...金錢有好多時都成了愛的代名詞...
咁係因為金錢可以令人滿足,
至少物質上可以...

一個人...除非係一無所求...
如果唔係,
金錢都一定可以令佢為之所動...

而且..我都係因為滿足了物慾,
先可以睇到背後更深o既愛...

或者人係蠢o既...
人係盲目o既...
所以唔係o係呢個情況下就冇辦法睇得清...

一碟义燒o係呢個時候顯得無價,
但係對好多其他人黎講...都只係一碟普通o既义燒...

如果可以...我真係可以希望自己個心可以一直都咁呆...
因為呢種呆,好幸福....呢種係比人保護o既呆...

只是...夢還是要醒..人活著可不只為了睡著...
或者人活著是為了為自己曾經生存過的這個事實留下痕跡...

幸福,唯有在苦難下才顯得珍貴..
人就係咁蠢....一定要痛過才明白什麼是快樂

Skeletal Muscle 

March 30 [Mon], 2009, 1:51
Single skeletal muscle = muscle fiber (is fromed by the fusion of myo-blasts)

Skeletal muscle differentiation is completed before birth and the differentiated fibers
continue to increase in SIZE, no new fibers are formed from myoblast
(不過有其他CELL幫佢做呢樣野....如下...)

Once tge seletal muscle fibers are destroyed, they CANNOT be replaced by the
division of other existing muscle fibers

Satellite cells forms new fibers

muscle = a number of muscle fibers bound together by connetive tissue,
skeletal muscles are usually attached to bones by tendons



原來還是有那個位置.. 

March 29 [Sun], 2009, 0:47
唉...雖然唔再係愛情...
但係原來見番曾經喜歡過o既人..
仍然係會有一種衝動..好想知..佢而家過得好唔好...

但係當初我就係因為太想關心佢...所以到最後先會咁失敗..
而而家...我已經再冇勇氣去打擾了...

因為我仍然在意佢...我唔想我o係佢印象中o既印象再變差落去...
如果有辦法變好...你話幾好呢...
我而家可以做o既..除左等...仲可以係...
我只係希望...有一日...佢可以理解...

又或者...直接忘記...都比較好...

不過..我一o的都冇後悔當初咁做....
因為我後悔在12歲那年沒有說出來...
有時候,我是寧願失敗也不要什麼都不做...
至少這樣...我真的可以令佢有在意佢..
無論is in a good way or bad...

我突然覺得...原來呢一種暗戀o既心情...係每十年一次...
下一次...會係我三十歲的時候嗎...?
我會保持這種心到五十歲嗎....哈

或者...有一天..我也可以跟喜歡的人..說出自己的心意..

每一次的失敗都為著將來的成功吧...
所以失敗原是成功之母...

原來呢句說話o既意思係咁解o既....
我真係遲鈍...到而家先知....
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