keys to my karma. 

June 14 [Sun], 2009, 6:00
i thought...
i believed so...

that i wouldn't pen in this blog anymore.

those post blog entries stirred some flashbacks.
though things did not fall into the right place eventually,
the memories are sweet afterall, whatever did.

the red light.
the 30%.

i miss...
what that is in the past.
but not you.

you belonged somewhere else.
you left.

one last time,
uoy ssim i

_________. 

September 28 [Sun], 2008, 14:00
trashed me straight right down again.

i jolly well knew its none of my concern.
i jolly well knew i shouldn't have any feel over this.

the last again.
to know the truth.

what i seen should be right.
and what i did was so wrong.

a short moment of truth overlapped a season of love.
to be corrected. it isn't love. maybe.
to me the days are true, my words are true.

theres no why.
it has to be that girl.
it fears me off getting to see another scene of heartbreaking moment.
its hard to be FRIENDS.

theres no denial.
its not totally gotten over.
if i can, i hope and wish i do can.
delete you off my list as easy as one click.

i don't wish to know why anymore.
cos its definitely salt over wound.

this ending has finally come.
which i knew it will someday.

you are not someone to fight over for.
its her bliss to have you, maybe.
and i see no reason why i am feeling so bleeded now.

serve me right.
for i ignored all advices.

i love my pride.
she can give u a piece of her skies, which i failed to capture.

do you ever treat me truly before?
do you ever appreciate truly what i did for you?

no wish for any answers to those questions anymore.

i return you your name.
and i took back the one and only name i gave.

causes stain; stay away.
to be better in time, loving myself.
if only that will beautify me more.

そばにいるよ。 

September 14 [Sun], 2008, 16:31
サヨナラ 大好きな人。

better in time. 

September 13 [Sat], 2008, 12:57
it will get all better in time.

totally disappointed with myself.
and your sudden appearance ruined it all.
i then realise i didn't actually let it go at all.

you can treat me like some normal friend again.
but i still carry emotions upon your actions.

which i shouldn't even be.

24hrs only.
to be so-so emo.
girl you gotta be stronger. stronger than yesterday.
that makes you prettier. definitely.
only you, yourself can make the difference.



I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
Oh
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
The taste of your breath, I'll never get over
The noises that she made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of things that remained unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday
Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you

バカへ。 

September 09 [Tue], 2008, 1:27
baby i miss you.

and i don't.

baby i wanna see you.

and i don't.

baby baby baby...

i wish to smile upon meeting you.

and i don't.

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