大學朋友 

November 07 [Sun], 2010, 16:03
大學的朋友感情有多深厚?

BAD THINGS ALWAYS HAPPEN.... 

May 18 [Tue], 2010, 23:17
just know sth sbout bro...

I don;t understand him, I don't know what he thinks!
I used to care him. but now I hate him.
he hunted my parents' heart again and again.
No one can help. Except himslf.

Will he affect me? Am I the unluncky one? no. i hope i m not.
I hope I can protect my family, I will cry but I will not die.

I have a good family. I have a good bf. I have some good friends.

肥BB!1 MONTH LEFT  

May 18 [Tue], 2010, 4:25
見面的日子月來月近, 月來月掛住肥BB!

WEBCAM是一個偉大的發明?
感情係米甘脆弱? 如果大家不一起就變?
我覺得我們還沒有到情比金堅, 我好彩的是(我覺得)他是一個專一的人...
雖然差不多1,2 天就見一見, 還是覺得大家有點距離, 時差LA,環境LA,生活LA...

五個月沒有在一起, 不知你再見我的時候, 我們會怎麼樣?
我回想我們初相識的時候...為什麼我會中意左你? 為什麼我們會一起?
仲有十萬個為什麼為什麼...
為什麼你有時好像不在乎我...為什麼你成日掛住打機?
為什麼我成日都想住你?
為什麼我要離開你?
我也無奈地問自己... 與你一起我好相離開你...離開了你我好想你在...
讓你掛住我..., 讓我們都想想是否需要對方...

有時候我會徸境我們一起生活....=) 但你還是掛住打機...


TMR LAST EXAM....無心向學的我, 可否努力STUDY一天?

這兩天我感到太大壓力! 

May 10 [Mon], 2010, 6:25
這兩天我感到太大壓力!

1. 因為找工作的問題, 很煩, 我唔知可以做D, 我要放棄我的DREAM PLAN... 畢業了, 得不到 SECOND UP是我一生的遺憾,..............FLO 叫我TAKE埋SUMMER, 令自己不要後悔一世, 好, 都係一個月, 拼出去!!!.........問PROGRAM LEADER,,,.一日未得到APROVE, 個心都好不安心...

有D野我都唔會同B講, 好比LEI 件事咁,,他多數都不比意見我, 有時他的反應, 令我在不安中再加點難過 T__T
這個世界無PERFECT MATCH, 我只想他多了解我多關心我。
他可能都認為我不了解他, 我承認我不夠了解, 但我真的好想了解他, 體諒他...

2. KELLY終日都同我講AKIN! 其實我唔介意她講,多謝分享!但我不太有興趣,......但唔好一日講3,40次!!!
我覺得好煩好討厭。我唔想見到她!!! 唔想聽她說話!!!
我已經唔比反應, 仲講! 我已經暗示她說得太多, 仲答我"係呀好係咁"

今日>>> 打電話來同我講昨晚整的蔥油餅CHI埋一舊...小姐有無常識GA? 24小時唔放雪櫃, 涛s變壊LA! 她說TAKE ME TO SEE, 我真係唔想同她多說一句話! 我叫她THROW IT, BYE! 之後佢仲要再入我間房比我看! 其實係想同我講佢D野! HELP!!! 跟住我一路做自己野, 佢一路講,,, 我已經唔比RESPONSE佢, 仲坐係我張床一陣...再同我講, "真係有好多樹.."我說"哈你同你同房講LA"....過左一陣先走...THEY WENT TO ABANT, 發生梼冶翠芫S事! 問我點解會你們會無野講, 你應該問你自己或者問AKIN唔應該問我!

3. B 成日都對我不太關心咁...我唔明白唔明白唔明白
他一向都少同我分享心裡的事情, 但我不想煩他... 如果他;中意我倍他, 甘我就倍住他好了...
我唔知他係中意我地甘定係覺得甘係習慣LO...但我就會覺得他唔理我
我同他講電話/WEBCAM, 大多數都係專心對住他,什麼都不做;, 但他唔係, 我真係唔中意
既然他那麼;想/需要上網, 即係唔係太想同我傾計LA;! 那麼我地仲HOLD住仲?
甘;只會令我覺得他唔理我/我唔重要, 可以忽略我的感受,,,
講到底我真係好中意他, 好想見到他, 但他這樣對我, 我真係覺得唔開心.
我唔想FORCE他唔做任何野淨係同我講野... 我想他真的需要我, 需要我的存在
我想知我對他有幾重要, 唔想有一天發現, 有無我存在都可以, 反正只不過習慣有個人陪住。
我絕對不想一直都是這樣, 今天我忍不到在他面前哭了......
愛一個人可以一起的確很好, 但一起時覺得不被重視, 不被愛護, 不開心, 那麼我得到的是什麼? 是一個PHYSICAL的男朋友&難受?

我應該點?

ENVY~~ 

May 05 [Wed], 2010, 3:01
同房又收花LA
今次仲要有兩個心心氣球~
我男朋友就未試過比呢D驚喜我LA...

雖然話唔係好中意花(其實都OK中意...)'
但最中意係他會這樣做, 有心思有驚喜豆人開心~

UMMMM...

I cried and cried 

May 04 [Tue], 2010, 19:16
I don't know why I wake up and suddenly felt that I don't wanna lose him
actually nth happened, maybe I miss him too much

one month later, we can meet
but one month is too long for missing him

Thief!!! 

April 26 [Mon], 2010, 4:30
I am so angry that my food was stolen AGAIN!!!!!!!!
- 1.5 sausages and some cheese were stolen. look like being eaten by mice. CRAZY PEOPLE!

also one pack of spaghetti in my room was missing! suspect my roommate did. this is too bad! I hate!
I m sure I brought 2 packs last week becos I will eat alone this week, so I brought two.

Antalya Trip 

April 26 [Mon], 2010, 3:55
Lucky:
-we went to the beach. it was too sunny. we had FREE Umbella and beds which cost 5TL. I said I have not brought any money. then the staff said it's no problem. You can use. He kept saying this to me. So I thanked him and finally they were free ^___^

Unlucky things:
- in the morning, I brough a pair of sunglasses which i need not to buy it. but my fd wanted them so much and the shopkeeper said he gave us discounts if we brought 2. after going to beach, I broke it. so I paid for $15TL for an-hour sunglasses. also we thought the shopkeeper offer 14TL each so we came back to him. but what he said is 40TL for two. he said they sold 30TL originally. Crazy! these are fake sunglasses. How come! i brought it just because I was going to the beach. otherwise i would never buy. - I came back to them and ask whether they can fix it. the shop owner asked me how much did I pay. He is so rude! (What did he mean, what is the matter!) but I just told him we paid $35TL. Then he said 'what can I do'. Omg, he is the worst Turkish man I met!
I really did not like TR sellers in tourist area!!! they always said "One minute,....." "We don't force you, you are welcome to visit."

in that morning we went to the beach, after a while, 2 Korean boys come, we saw them, my fd is Korean girl, she talked with them for a while. then we were disturbed by turkish men, they saved us. they acted like we are in a group. so the turkish men just went away. they are also exchg students, but study in Istanbul. we chatted for a while, and after beach we should eat sth, so i said lets eat.

- we ate lunch with 2 Korean boys we just met in the beach in the morning. We were cheated by the resturant, we just ordered 2 sets of meal for 4 people which is printed on the 1st page of the menu. The waiter said I made a large one for 4 people. Then we said no. One set for 2 people. Then the waiter said ok. Then the food came. It was good but we did not realise that they were not what we ordered. They are mixed meats which are more expensive. finally it became $123TL (100TL for 2 sets+ 12TL drinks +10% service).

-@_@ we have to pay 30TL pp. but I misunderstood my fd paid 10TL, actually she paid 30TL. Then I paid $50 because I thought I paid for her, After we said bye to these guys, I asked my fd for 20TL back. At that time I just knew I misunderstood. While we paid, it was in a messy, we asked for the waiter for the bills serval times, then we found that we are being cheated. then the boys said we did not have to pay too much. we said this was not their faults so we would pay ours. as the boys were in a hurry to the bus stop. so we just paid quickly.
At last I lost $20TL. that means i paid $50TL for that lunch which was not really worth. I just wanna cry. T_T

about my name 

March 03 [Wed], 2010, 5:11
穎、頴 : [intelligent] 1. 聰敏 2. 又如:穎拔絕倫(聰敏過人,找不出第二個人);穎秀(聰慧出眾);穎哲(聰慧)
貞: [chastity] 1. 純潔, 2. 貞節, 3. 簡潔

MEGU 恵(めぐ)み。 恵紅 めぐ Megu
English meanings:: blessing; favor; grace; kindness;

惠: CHINESE 本義:仁愛, 又如:惠音(和諧的樂音;對他人書信的尊稱);惠氣(和順之氣);惠來(招撫使之歸順); 通“慧”。聰慧 [clever] 又如:惠悟(聰敏);惠美(聰明美麗);惠麗(聰明美麗);惠黠(聰慧); 美好 [fine]。如:惠色(秀美的顏色,色彩);惠問(美好的稱譽);惠聲(美譽)

again and again 

January 06 [Wed], 2010, 23:11
I feel frustrated. although my FM result has not yet released, my cgpa will be highly lower than my expected. I am afraid of my future. and wanna cry for a moment.

every time i spend lots of effort, I cannot do well...

I am sad.
I am sad. heartborken.

I am a stupid person!