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November 07 [Sun], 2010, 16:03
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BAD THINGS ALWAYS HAPPEN.... 

May 18 [Tue], 2010, 23:17
just know sth sbout bro...

I don;t understand him, I don't know what he thinks!
I used to care him. but now I hate him.
he hunted my parents' heart again and again.
No one can help. Except himslf.

Will he affect me? Am I the unluncky one? no. i hope i m not.
I hope I can protect my family, I will cry but I will not die.

I have a good family. I have a good bf. I have some good friends.

”ìBB!1 MONTH LEFT  

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UMMMM...

I cried and cried 

May 04 [Tue], 2010, 19:16
I don't know why I wake up and suddenly felt that I don't wanna lose him
actually nth happened, maybe I miss him too much

one month later, we can meet
but one month is too long for missing him

Thief!!! 

April 26 [Mon], 2010, 4:30
I am so angry that my food was stolen AGAIN!!!!!!!!
- 1.5 sausages and some cheese were stolen. look like being eaten by mice. CRAZY PEOPLE!

also one pack of spaghetti in my room was missing! suspect my roommate did. this is too bad! I hate!
I m sure I brought 2 packs last week becos I will eat alone this week, so I brought two.

Antalya Trip 

April 26 [Mon], 2010, 3:55
Lucky:
-we went to the beach. it was too sunny. we had FREE Umbella and beds which cost 5TL. I said I have not brought any money. then the staff said it's no problem. You can use. He kept saying this to me. So I thanked him and finally they were free ^___^

Unlucky things:
- in the morning, I brough a pair of sunglasses which i need not to buy it. but my fd wanted them so much and the shopkeeper said he gave us discounts if we brought 2. after going to beach, I broke it. so I paid for $15TL for an-hour sunglasses. also we thought the shopkeeper offer 14TL each so we came back to him. but what he said is 40TL for two. he said they sold 30TL originally. Crazy! these are fake sunglasses. How come! i brought it just because I was going to the beach. otherwise i would never buy. - I came back to them and ask whether they can fix it. the shop owner asked me how much did I pay. He is so rude! (What did he mean, what is the matter!) but I just told him we paid $35TL. Then he said 'what can I do'. Omg, he is the worst Turkish man I met!
I really did not like TR sellers in tourist area!!! they always said "One minute,....." "We don't force you, you are welcome to visit."

in that morning we went to the beach, after a while, 2 Korean boys come, we saw them, my fd is Korean girl, she talked with them for a while. then we were disturbed by turkish men, they saved us. they acted like we are in a group. so the turkish men just went away. they are also exchg students, but study in Istanbul. we chatted for a while, and after beach we should eat sth, so i said lets eat.

- we ate lunch with 2 Korean boys we just met in the beach in the morning. We were cheated by the resturant, we just ordered 2 sets of meal for 4 people which is printed on the 1st page of the menu. The waiter said I made a large one for 4 people. Then we said no. One set for 2 people. Then the waiter said ok. Then the food came. It was good but we did not realise that they were not what we ordered. They are mixed meats which are more expensive. finally it became $123TL (100TL for 2 sets+ 12TL drinks +10% service).

-@_@ we have to pay 30TL pp. but I misunderstood my fd paid 10TL, actually she paid 30TL. Then I paid $50 because I thought I paid for her, After we said bye to these guys, I asked my fd for 20TL back. At that time I just knew I misunderstood. While we paid, it was in a messy, we asked for the waiter for the bills serval times, then we found that we are being cheated. then the boys said we did not have to pay too much. we said this was not their faults so we would pay ours. as the boys were in a hurry to the bus stop. so we just paid quickly.
At last I lost $20TL. that means i paid $50TL for that lunch which was not really worth. I just wanna cry. T_T

about my name 

March 03 [Wed], 2010, 5:11
‰nA‰o : [intelligent] 1. ãà•q 2. –””@:‰nU絕—Ï(ãà•q‰ßl,Q•so‘æ“ñŒÂl);‰nG(ãàŒdo眾);‰n“N(ãàŒd)
’å: [chastity] 1. ƒŒ‰, 2. ’åß, 3. ŠÈŒ‰

MEGU Œb(‚ß‚®)‚݁B Œbg ‚ß‚® Megu
English meanings:: blessing; favor; grace; kindness;

œ¨: CHINESE –{‹`:mˆ¤, –””@:œ¨‰¹(˜aæ~“IžÙ‰¹;›”‘¼l‘M“I‘¸âi);œ¨Ÿ†(˜a‡”VŸ†);œ¨˜Ò(µ•Žg”VŸd‡); ’ʁgŒdhBãàŒd [clever] –””@:œ¨Œå(ãà•q);œ¨”ü(ãà–¾”ü—í);œ¨—í(ãà–¾”ü—í);œ¨ê{(ãàŒd); ”üD [fine]B”@:œ¨F(G”ü“IèøF,FÊ);œ¨–â(”üD“Iâiæ£);œ¨ãß(”üæ£)

again and again 

January 06 [Wed], 2010, 23:11
I feel frustrated. although my FM result has not yet released, my cgpa will be highly lower than my expected. I am afraid of my future. and wanna cry for a moment.

every time i spend lots of effort, I cannot do well...

I am sad.
I am sad. heartborken.

I am a stupid person!