Im in the US for more than three years.
but, I still feel inferiority in my English skill to other people in my class.
My bestfriend from the marching band is helping my English a lot. I think Im lucky to be friends with her.
She has ears to listen to people, and also she does respect to other people.
I dont think it is an easy thing.
Even I have a weired accent, different culture background, and strange personality and even I speak slow or understand slow, she still listent to me. By the grace of her, my speaking is getting better little by little. actually, my speaking skill might not be improved much, but Im getting have more confident to speak English. I dont afraid to making mistake like I did before.
I think it is hard to get a respect from others, especially when we communicate with foreign language.
『Cant speak --> cant be understood --> cant get respects --> unconfortable to speak --> cant speak --> ... 』
so, non-native speakers are sometimes easy to be frustrated, because they cant express themselves as they want. Probably, Im not an exception.
I feel my inferiority when I have to do some groupwork in class. Since Im feeling that im inferior to other, I get afraid to speak up. then, just the vicious circle starts.
So, Dont be negative! Its not like me. I can be more positive!!
I gonna show what im thinking, and what im doing in this blog.