February 01 [Sat], 2014, 0:38


August 28 [Wed], 2013, 22:36
fucking waste of my time spending it like that

not in the mood

August 11 [Sun], 2013, 15:00
not in the mood for charity

don't see why we have to pity someone who does not have anyone to eat dinner with.

oh shut up already

July 19 [Fri], 2013, 22:08
Some people just cant live a day without telling people what to do. There's this person who thinks she knows it all and gets all offended when people dont 'heed her advice' seriously, chill. Your idea is not the best, admit it.

And I know this other someone who lied...

I have found the best days of 2013 and they are over

this is not it

July 13 [Sat], 2013, 23:58



strange feelings!

July 13 [Sat], 2013, 5:15
It is 3am and I think I should write this down.

A few days ago an old friend of mine (junior) from secondary school days just got engaged. The feelings and thoughts that went through my mind at the point of knowing were indescribable!

You see, she was a close friend of mine during the period where we were experimenting with life, very eager to share our discoveries and findings about school, people and boys - or rather the one boy in our lives at that point of time. We chatted over msn, we met up for coffee, we discussed relationship troubles. We were quite close then because we had the same troubles haha.

Slowly, gradually, we got busy and lazy and MSN became old technology. So we carried on with living, made new friends along the way and stopped meeting up.

I remember the last time we met and had a conversation, it was when she just got together with her new boy. We discussed about uncertainties...Afterwards I never knew how her life went other than the pictures on facebook.

And wow who knew 3years (was it?) went by just like that and they are engaged! I think part of me feels betrayed! The sentimental me can't help recalling old times and thus my memories with the friend are frozen in the time where we were still drowning in relationship troubles and all of a sudden she's getting married! I'm like Hey when did that happen? When did you find happiness how come I didn't know? Now im alone swimming in pool of r/s troubles!

Do you know the feeling I'm trying to describe? There is a hole in our friendship timeline and silly me is expecting everything to have stayed the same.

But wow how it has changed, and I am really really happy that she has found someone for life and sad that I was not in touch all these while to know the full story.

Such a strange feeling... a good friend getting engaged. Cynical me never thought that I would be able to feel happy for someone else during times like this. But because I know the bad times she has been through with past shitty boy, it feels great to know it will be good times for the rest of her life with the new good boy.

Sigh, I feel like a parent.

Sigh, I would like something life changing (happy event please) to happen to me too.

Hoping she would read this! But paiseh to msg this to her directly hehe

I deserve better

July 12 [Fri], 2013, 23:53
Am I the only one thinking this way? I miss my friends who will stand up for me. Feeling lonely these days because I dont have anyone on my side. I only have ppl telling me what they think is right. Sorry but advice is not what I need.

Don't want to spend my youth just waiting...

missing europe

June 26 [Wed], 2013, 21:22
missing europe so much
not so much the country
but more of the feeling of being free
I dont have to wait for anyone
I do what I feel like
I go where I want to
it's been such a long time since ive been on a trip where I dont have to 看?色
now that Ive experienced it once again I think I want it like this forever

just left a group sort of dinner and heading home by myself while the rest are still at it. feeling so drained even if it is only 9pm. didn't feel much of what they were talking about. 20% of the jokes were funny. some made me cringe because they were trying hard to be funny. they liked each other but I thought the company was lukewarm.

while on the way home can't help thinking how much I was not enjoying myself. I dont want to mention how disappointed I was and for what reason but I was disappointed.

ah how I wish to be walking on the bridges between the bastei rocks. or maybe heaving at the top of the clock tower enjoying the cool strong breeze. I would like to be there again by myself. it is a magical place and I dont want others to steal the magical feeling away from me


May 15 [Wed], 2013, 23:22


如此的不信任,我疑神疑鬼,能?是我一个人的??? ?道讓我感到不安的?,不用?起任何?任??



May 07 [Tue], 2013, 21:01
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