どうすればいい? 

2005年09月22日(木) 19時53分
what should I do?
She's so sad, so down these days.
I want to help, I dont know how to.
I dont want to seem as if i dont care
But i dont know how to put it
Its so hard to say
I... really care, but what should I do?
I dont know.
I hope she understands
But what if she doesnt?
She seems to be further and further away.
What should I do?

I dont want to loose a friend.

是我的錯覺? 

2005年09月17日(土) 22時45分
為什麼我總覺得大家都在嘲笑著我。
大家都想把我最珍貴的東西和人都搶走。
沒人理會, 沒人想式著了解。
我... 在獨自生存...嗎?

請不要把他們都搶走...算我求你...

請您...幫幫我

ね、教えて 

2005年09月14日(水) 16時50分
大發現!!!!
現在我才察覺到﹐我每次讀漫畫時﹐哭得最悽慘的不是愛情故事﹐而是有關友情﹐親情之類的東西。 每次有男女朋友分手的部份時﹐我都是勉強擠出眼淚來的。 而如果說道朋友被背叛﹐哥哥和妹妹不合﹐被家人欺負或拋棄什麼之類的﹐心裡就勇氣一股不知何來的悲傷。我是怎麼了呀?
我也不清楚。
唯一讓我大哭一場的愛情篇是由貴老師的少年殘像。 第一句 "我愛你﹐我深愛著你" 我就哭起來了。 真丟臉。 可是羅爾真的很可憐。 愛瑞恩也是。 唉... 有愛總比沒愛好。
可是這不算。 因為是同人志漫畫!!!! 哈哈。

看戲也是一樣。我喜歡玻璃鞋勝過天國的階梯。

其實我也不清楚啦。 因為讓我很悲的盡是戀影﹐絕愛﹐那些愛得死去活來的故事。 尤其是絕愛。 唉! 不瞭啦!!

可是領我很開心的還是那些曖昧的畫面。 那些不知是喜歡還是不喜歡的畫面。 我最愛! 更不用說還有GAY的畫面我也愛!!

講這麼多我的問題還沒解... 為甚麼愛情畫面我哭不出來呢? 是因為沒愛過 嗎?

SAMPLE 

2005年09月05日(月) 21時55分
I AM SO SO SO DISappointed. my dear Smap, WHAT HAPPENED>??A?!
theres really no one song that made me 'attatch' to it once i hear it.
i thought MIJ was disappointing ENOUGH. its like i only liked 4songs from MIJ.
NOW WHAT HAPPEN TO SAMPLE BANG?! NONE!!!!! really none.

atleast for MIJ, when i heard Summer Gate's opening 'i wanna step, step in the sun yeah! i wanna dance, summer gate right now!' i went wwwwoo0000TTTT!! you feel like dancing with them.

sigh.. i havent listened to the 2 other disc yet. i hope they are fantastically good. crosses fingers.

我是大花痴 

2005年09月03日(土) 20時24分
yes, i've found the Sean guy's friendster account. He's got a pretty girlfriend, not suprising ofcourse. he's 29!!!

i dont find that age old at all actually. To me, as long as you look young, its fine.
He look daaammnn charming can!? that natural blush! w0oott

sigghh. why am i so hua chi? i go crazy everytime i see a guy.

I hope he's a dragon.

HIS FRIENDSTER

Ive got a friend 

2005年08月23日(火) 23時04分
SHES:
-insensitive
-stubborn
-unreasonable
-childish
-naive
-NOT SMART AT ALL
-irritating at times
-not understanding
-selfish
-and i hate all of the above

actually i shouldnt call her a friend. but just an acquiantance. just an alternative when theres no one else.

oh well.

long time no post 

2005年08月08日(月) 20時57分
my birthday's over. Seriously, last year's birthday was the best. With the suprise party and all my Tk friends. i love them all. this year wasnt bad, with the consort peeps and ber.

well, another year has passed. although last year i was complaining like mad during sec4, now looking back, sec4 was a wonderful year. at least i had friends.

looks like i have to hang on to pass 3years more in SHITHOLE. ALONE, WITHOUT FRIENDS. sigh. I'm pathetic aint i?

but at least i've got Ikoma friends. must say nice things about chinho. cuz he got this blog's address. hahaha.

So what do i wish for this brand new 17year old me?

APPLE IBOOK
TO BE RICH
TO MEET UP WITH TK FRIENDS
TO STAY IN IKOMA FOREVER
RICH AGAIN
NEVER TO GROW OLD
ABLE TO FINISH ASSIGNMENTS
ABLE TO SCORE MORE As
WISH THAT CONSORT WILL WIN GOLDS
DID I MENTION RICH?
TO GO JAPAN
TO KNOW MORE FRIENDS

thats all for now

anyway. new pix with my new digicam!!
ofcourse, photoshop edited.

im so sorry but im 自恋

All i want for christmas 

2005年08月05日(金) 22時26分
I dont mind having no friends in shithole TP
I dont mind being alone in shithole TP
I just want my TK friends back.

when me and ber met Weijie and Jeremy at parkway just now, i felt so relieved.
relieved that TK peeps are still hanging out together.
relieved that they are still the same.
i miss the days in TK. i really do.

after i reached home, i cried in the toilet. really cried. i miss having friends. i miss just hanging around talking. even when i was typing out the entry for my the other blog, i couldnt finish the post without going back to the room and cry.

i feel hopeless. now i really know the importance of friends.

i've never felt so 'at home' for a very long time.

next time when i'm about to break down, about to cry just missing TK, i know where to go. The pathetic PARKWAY or ECP bench. just sit down, and i'll feel im not alone.

Seriously. 

2005年07月18日(月) 21時30分
Now tell me, how scheming can someone get?
My birthday is coming. And i know perfectly well that Ninja class peeps are so gonna buy me presents and celebrate for me. I dont want them to get useless shit stuff for me, so i purposefully posted that LIST of NANA stuff that i REAALLY want, but have no money to get.
You can predict right? They're gonna check my blog, and decide to buy those stuff for my birthday!
And im gonna act suprise and go.. ' AAAHHH!! NANA!!!! how did you know?! '

HOHO. how fake can i get?

P.S. i hope they actually do check my blog.
P.P.S. THIS BLOG HAS SERIOUSLY turned into my DEEPEST DARKEST CONFESSIONS SITE.

stress 

2005年07月16日(土) 21時08分
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