夢のように見える 

January 25 [Thu], 2007, 0:14
破翼時の
亀裂の上に広がて

少しずつ
体温は消え出す
なにも言えなかった君は去った(おお)
あの日易しく
深く眠った
目覚めた心は床(の上に)

なぜ夢がつづけて
いるのように見えるかな

*誰の為に生きていたかな
答えは遠くように見える
なにもつかめない弱く
すべての大事なものは
割れ出しているかな
ただただ愛されたい

歩ういている
広大の荒れ地に
走たから出血している(おお)
見つける為に
空間のなかで
グラスの涙に走り (つづけて)

なぜ一つの行き場所ない
みんなはいつかさまよい出す

誰の為に歩いているか
思い出は見えないように見える
だれも抱き締めない弱く
すべての宝物は
消え出しているかな
またまた忘れたくない

苦しめた過去目に
見られること防ぐ為に




Spreading my torn wings over the rift in time

Little by little the warmth is leaving
You left without even saying a word
One day while I was sleeping peacefully deeply
I woke up and found my heart on the floor

Why does it feel like I'm still dreaming?

*Whose sake was I living for
The answer seems so distant
I can't grasp anything weakly
Every important thing
Is starting to break
I just I just want to be loved!

I'm walking
In this vast wasteland
I'm bleeding because I ran
In order to find something
Within a void
(Continuing) to run on glass tears

Without a place to go
Everyone will someday begin to wander

For whose sake am I walking
The memories seem invisible
I can't embrace anyone weakly
Is every treasure
Starting to fade
Again, again, I don't want to forget

In order to prevent the tortured past
From being seen by my eyes

*

Can't Breathe 

January 24 [Wed], 2007, 9:59
麻痺したした愛着は速く消える
君と僕の小さな絆を割れる
一人よがりは過去のひに挑戦する
きみの残りに感情を放出している

*残酷の愛着になった友情に
さようなら今
I don't hold my breath あの日は帰らない
敏感な自分にも
大嫌い

初めにその言葉を僕は言ったか
多分に君は真実が秘密すべきね
世界は止める夜にすべてが暈した
なぜぼくに嘘をついたか? なにも本当じゃなかった

自分を支援したのこと決めた人を
くもさせたい
Don't you hold your breath 軽蔑した女
許されない
後悔して

Nobody can help me
溺れてI can't breathe
空は満ちた
割れたグラスで

Paralyzed affection fading fast
Breaking the bond of you and i
Self righeousness challenging the days of past
I send these feelings to the remains of you

Goodbye now to the friendship that became a cruel attachment
I don't hold my breath for those days won't return
(I hate you) to my sensitive self too

Did I say those words first?
Probably you should keep the truth to yourself
The night the world ended everything was obscure
Why did you lie to me? Nothing was real

To the person who decided to side with himself
I want to tarnish you
Don't you hold your breath a scorned woman
Won't forgive you
So go on, repent

Nobody can help me
I'm drowning and I can't breathe
The sky was filled
With broken glass

聞いて 

January 24 [Wed], 2007, 9:54
Tear apart my ordinary
Days that pass without change
I want you I want you
I scream the words that often break
On the wind and in the air
My feelings will never reach your heart
With summer remaining, I'm not playing
I'll be waiting for you at the start

*Darling 聞いてもうだいじょうぶ生きているつづいていよう
心を生まれた日に
出会ったから
人生は始まったんだ

Hidden in a shroud of
Loneliness your heart beats for none
I love you I love you
Shine the words chosen by the sun
In the midst of a rainy day
By chance I take hold of your hand
Your mask is fading, I'm saying
I'll stay by your side always

愛する人の側にいたい調子でも状態でも
心を生まれた日に
出会ったから
胸に痛みを消えたんだ

*

Tear apart my ordinary
Days that pass without change
I want you I want you
I scream the words that often break
On the wind and in the air
My feelings will never reach your heart
With summer remaining, I'm not playing
I'll be waiting for you at the start

*Darling listen, I'm alright now, I'm living so continue
On the day my heart was born
Because I met you
My life started

Hidden in a shroud of
Loneliness your heart beats for none
I love you I love you
Shine the words chosen by the sun
In the midst of a rainy day
By chance I take hold of your hand
Your mask is fading, I'm saying
I'll stay by your side always

I want to be by my love's side despite health and conditions
On the day my heart was born
Because I met you
The pain in my chest faded

*

Like this 

January 24 [Wed], 2007, 9:52
町に景色は変わらないよ
散らかす空見えない星達に
多分に同じ空を見ている
天使の涙の雨が降る

*Like this and like that
宿命は人生を運営する
又又戦いたい
すべきのことに溺れる
Like this and like that
宿命は人生を運営する
又又戦いたい
すべきのことに溺れるの間に
星を捜したい

一番いい微笑みも消え出した
きみの利己的なことと取り替える
絶対に僕のこと忘れた
僕の心の欠けらを残した




In this city the scenary doesn't change
A sky filled with unseen stars
You're probably looking at the same sky
It's raining angel's tears

*Fate conducts our lives like this and like that
Again and again I want to fight back
You drown in things you should do
Fate conducts our lives like this and like that
Again and again I want to fight back
While you drown in things you should do
I want to search for the stars

The greatest smile started to fade
And will be replaced with your selfishness
You've completely forgotten about me
Leaving a piece of my heart behind

*
*

memento 

November 15 [Wed], 2006, 10:28
一人に震えて思い出を掴んでいる
意味がない日々に忘れてしませばいいか
動かない奇跡を祈り続いている
いつまであの言葉をしんじればいいか

ねえすべての景観は
すんでいるのように見えない

*欲しいものだけは永遠の愛だ
それは一種の罪ですかな
忘れてことは易しいじゃないか
暫く眠りに振りをする

一人に愛しい形見を整理している
時が過ぎったらなにがこのままで残るか
今眼を閉じれば親しい温もり
いつまでもあの人をしんじればいいか

ねえすべてはもういいだ
夢のように見える

**欲しいものだけは揺るぎない愛だ
それはそれほど駄目ですかな
忘れてことは易しいじゃないか
暫く眠りに振りをする


**

Shivering in loneliness I'm grasping the memories
In these days without meaning is it ok to forget?
Without moving I continue to pray for a miracle
Until when will believing in those words be alright?

Hey every scenary
Seems a bit unclear

*All I wanted was an eternal love
Is that some kind of sin
Forgetting won't be easy will it?
For awhile I'll pretend I'm sleeping

In my loneliness I put the beloved mementos in order
When time runs out what will remain as it is?
Now if I close my eyes, the familiar warmth...
Is it ok to believe in that person forever

Hey everything is much better
It seems like a dream

**All I wanted was an unwavering love
Is that so bad?
Forgetting won't be easy will it?
For awhile I'll pretend I'm sleeping

*
**

sunrise 

November 15 [Wed], 2006, 2:42
絶望だけを感じた日々に
自分の存在を強く縋た
望みと言うことまだ見つけない
だけど眼を閉じれば光がある

きらきらものに方に延ばすべき
光と影は同じんだろう

*きっと辛い思い出はいつか消え出す
あの光にすべてのことも消える
きっと辛い思い出はいつか消え出す
あの望みですべては再生する
今忘れたい

幸せだけを感じた日々に
なんの意味がないから見つけない

今日にちょっとだけ笑いすべき
僕と君は同じんだろう

**きっと易しい思い出は現れる
あの光にすべてのこともいる
きっと易しい思い出は現れる
あの望みですべては生まれる
思い出したい


**


On those days I felt only despair
I firmly clung to my own existence
I haven't yet found that thing called hope
But if I close my eyes there's a light

I should reach towards that shimmering thing
I wonder if light and darkness are the same

Surely the excruciating memories will start to fade
Into that light everything will fade
Surely the excruciating memories will start to fade
Through that hope everything will be reborn
I want to forget now

On the days I felt nothing but happiness
I couldn't find any reason because there was none

Today I should smile just a bit
I wonder if you and I are the same

Surely kind memories will appear
In that light everything will be
Surely kind memories will appear
Through that hope everything will be born
I want to recall

*
**

笑顔 

October 08 [Sun], 2006, 5:26
「自分だけの為に生きている」
この心のなかで書いた
なんとか一人に感じている
私のそばにいない今

悲しい感じは儚く
私の願は永遠です
今すぐに貴方と会いたい
けど泣きつかれているよ

*It's like the sky you see at the end of a dream
It takes my breath away everything fades away
And everything I feel just doesn't seem real right now
When I see you again

この膝を抱えている
動くのこと出来ないから
なにもだからストレスしている
けれど全てのように見える

絶対に道に迷っている
貴方は同じ感じているか?
涙はかんそうし出す
けど今も I'm missing you

**全ての思いは思い出させている
傷つけている慰めている
誰も分からないYou're so far away今
貴方と会いたい


**


"I live my life just for me"
I wrote that down in my heart
Somehow I still feel lonely
When no one's by my side

Sad feelings are just fleeting
But my wishes are eternal
I want to meet you right now
But, I'm tired of crying

*It's like the sky you see at the end of a dream
It takes my breath away and everything fades away
And everything I feel just doesn't seem real right now
When I see you again

I hug my knees
I can't move forward
I'm stressing over nothing
But it seems like everything

It seems like I'm completely lost
Are you feeling the same?
My tears are starting to dry
But I'm still missing you

**Every thought I have reminds me of you
It's hurting but it's comforting
No one understands You're so far away now
I want to meet with you

*
**

I don't need you anymore 

October 08 [Sun], 2006, 4:00
捜してた夢は
君の手に割れた
Listen嫌い君がいらない

全ての嘘捨てた
踊い続けない
Before I break into pieces
ただ去るか Get away from me
I don't need you anymore
君をもうきにしないから

*Your words 届かない今
時にso desperate in itself
I look away 君の影から
So find a way on your own

**遠い思い出は frozen 氷に
溶かし出させて憎しみに

******Don't turn to me
助けない
君はいない
もういいだよ
Don't close your eyes
終はくる
君はいない
もういいだよ

この割れた心は
君の手に消えた
Listen 嫌い君がいらない

全ての嘘響いて
Hauntingのように
Before I break into pieces
ただ去るか? Just leave me alone
I don't want you anymore
君をもうきにしないから


**
***

The dream I was searching for
Was broken in your hands
Listen I don't need the hated you

I threw out every lie
I won't continue to dance around
Before I break into pieces
Will you just leave? Get away from me
I don't need you anymore
Because I don't care about you anymore

*Your words don't reach now
At times so desperate in itself
I look away from your shadow
So find a way on your own

**Distant memories are frozen in ice
And caused to start melting by hate

***Don't turn to me
I won't save you
Without you
I'm much better
Don't close your eyes
The end is coming
Without you
I'm much better

This broken heart
Faded in your hands
Listen I don't need the hated you

Every lie resounds
Like a haunting
Before I break into pieces
Will you leave? Step away from me
I don't want you anymore
Because I don't care about you anymore

*
**
***

blue eyes 

October 08 [Sun], 2006, 3:51
空は貫いていた
色とりどりの夢に
その延ばした手を
こいもとめる心は

この世界は変わっている
もう速くnow baby走り出よ
君の側にいたいよ

*愛して愛して君を
孤独剥がす
君は大切だよね
僕には
君の瞳で
夢は叶うから

なにをしんじているか
心のとまどわせる
諦めれば今いいですか
答えを知ているだろう

この世界は変わっている
雨上がりnow baby走りたいよ
このままでいたいよ

愛して愛して君を
言葉流す
君は大切だよね
僕には
君の瞳で
夢を見つけた



The sky was being pierced
By multi-colored dreams
The hand that extended
My heart longs for

This world is changing
Faster now baby we will start to run
I want to be by your side

*Loving, loving you
Strips away loneliness
You're important
To me
Because in your eyes
Dreams come true

What do you believe in
My heart is confused
If we give up now is it ok
I wonder if I know the answers

This world is changing
After the rain now now baby I want to run
I want to remain like this

*Loving, loving you
Words flow
You're important
To me
In your eyes
I found a dream

*

Happy Ending 

October 08 [Sun], 2006, 2:06
最近に溺れかかている町に
出来る限りで戦いている
今も呼吸が出来ない良心は
落ちている道に迷っている

この暗闇で自分から逃げて
ぜったいにしんじた私はいない
その眼に踊たドルのよう
全てでも事由をinvoke出来ないよ

*眼を開けて衝動砕けた
逃げれない隠れない
Inside I'm dying
心は腐るている
神様おねがい

**藻掻けば藻掻くほど痛んでいる
誰も助けない
Enter Darkness今

罪は帰てCOREを貫く
身震いしている集中を破戒する
悲しみはちらべている溢れている
この頭から足まで濡れた

***眼を開けて衝動砕けた
逃げれない隠れない
体is hurting
魂は消えている
神様おねがい

**藻掻けば藻掻くほど痛んでいる
誰も助けない
Happy ending じゃない


**
***
****

Recently I've been drowning in the city street
I struggle as best I can but I still can't breathe
My conscience is failing me I'm lost
In the darkness I'm running from myself

There isn't a me I believed in completely
The mirror was a mirage in my mind
I was dancing like a doll in your eyes
I couldn't invoke the distant freedom

*I open my eyes an urge shatters
I can't run, I can't hide
Inside, I'm dying
My heart is rotting
God please

**The more I struggle it hurts
No one can save me
Enter Darkness now

All my sins return and pierce my core
Shivering my assertions are wiped away
Sorrow is scattering and overflowing
From head to toe I'm drenched

***I open my eyes an urge shatters
I can't run, I can't hide
My body is hurting
My soul is fading
God please

****The more I struggle it hurts
No one can save me
Happy Ending there isn't any

*
**
***
****
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