I'm mad and writing it everywhere...
December 26 [Fri], 2008, 22:31
I'm fucking mad.
I knew she was coming early... but I was assured that wouldn't happen.
I knew someone could have lied... but oh no, he had to be BLOODY honest with it.
I also knew that it would be a fucking Minnie Mouse in it which was won from an arcade. My prediction came true... It WAS a fucking Minnie Mouse plushie in that wrapping. PRESENT? Present my fucking ass.... DID ANYONE SEE THE FUCKING LABEL? Made for distribution in Watsons Malaysia. To inform my dear Aussie pals.... Watsons is like a pharmacy you guyzs have here.... IT IS FUCKING ALSO DISTRIBUTED IN MALAYSIA. which means it ain't
1) a fucking original copy
2) obviously won from the arcade judging at the poor quality of the nose and the ears...
3) I CAN GET IT FOR FREE OR EVEN LESS THAN RM20 which is like less than $10 Aus here
... Now what does that tell me???? CHEAP ASS WITH NO FEELINGS OR ANYTHING PLACEDIN IT. IN OTHER WORDS, IT WAS NEVER GAVEN TO ME WITH PURE HONEST INTENTIONS. IT'S A CHEAP ASS GIFT WITH A HALF HEARTED FEELING IN IT. SHE FUCKING DIDN'T PUT ANY EFFORT SO DON'T FUCKING LIE TO ME OR COMFORT ME THAT SHE DID!!!!!!
I AM NOT A FUCKING ATTENTION WHORE OR A FRIEND STEALER. I REFUSE TO GET INVOLVED WITH THIS ANYMORE... THIS IS FUCKING PISSING ME OFF MORE AND MORE... WOULD THIS PLEASE BE SOLVED NOW.... WHY CAN'T PEOPLE BE MORE CONSIDERATE AND UNDERSTANDING??? HUH!!!!???? I'M FUCKING GOING TO SELL THAT PLUSHIE BECAUSE IT DOESN'T HAVE A FUCKING PURE MEANING BEHIND IT.
I AM GETTING SICK OF LYING TO MYSELF THAT I CAN BE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE THAT IKNOW I CAN'T GET ALONG BECAUSE I HATE THOSE KINDA ATTITUDE. IT IRRITATES ME....
I HATE PEOPLE TRYING TO DOMINATE THEIR LIVES IN A FUCKING CONVERSATION... DON'T BE FUCKING SELF-CENTERED, YOU ARSEHOLE.
I HATE PEOPLE WHO TRY TO DICTATE HOW A PERSON'S LIFE HAS TO BE LEAD OR WHY A PERSON MUST ACT IN A CERTAIN MANNER, IT'S MY FUCKING LIFE AND MY FUCKING RELATIONSHIP, NOT YOURS AND I'M NOT ASKING FOR YOUR FUCKING ADVICE!!!!
I HATE AND LOATH PEOPLE WHO DETERMINE WHAT MY ACTIONS MEAN BECAUSE YOU SERIOUSLY HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE WHAT I WENT THROUGH AND WHY I FUCKING THINK IN A PARTICULAR MANNER... AND I'M NOT SO FOOLISH TO GET OTHER PEOPLE INVOLVE IN MY ARGUMENTS EXCEPT THE PARTY INVOLVED WITH IT.
AND I FUCKING FUCKING HATE IT WHEN SOMEONE PINS THE BLAME ON OTHERS BECAUSE IT SHOWS THEY'RE SELFISH AND ONLY CARE FOR THEIR OWN FUCKING SELF. YOU'RE NOT AN HONEST FRIEND AND I CAN'T FUCKING TRUST YOU.
I'm very very tired... I wish to disappear from everything right now. I really wish I would be allowed that privileged to. i want to be able to do it without any guilty feelings included in it. I'm quite sure though that I'm not going to be allowed to....
I need a holiday far from here. I need to have alone time for myself... T_____________T
God, even my friend said I looked like I was prepared to bitchslap that girl at any one time. I was truthfully clenching my teeth so hard into my gums that it bled badly... which I only realized after I calmed down. That's really how pissed off I am to the max.
I knew she was coming early... but I was assured that wouldn't happen.
I knew someone could have lied... but oh no, he had to be BLOODY honest with it.
I also knew that it would be a fucking Minnie Mouse in it which was won from an arcade. My prediction came true... It WAS a fucking Minnie Mouse plushie in that wrapping. PRESENT? Present my fucking ass.... DID ANYONE SEE THE FUCKING LABEL? Made for distribution in Watsons Malaysia. To inform my dear Aussie pals.... Watsons is like a pharmacy you guyzs have here.... IT IS FUCKING ALSO DISTRIBUTED IN MALAYSIA. which means it ain't
1) a fucking original copy
2) obviously won from the arcade judging at the poor quality of the nose and the ears...
3) I CAN GET IT FOR FREE OR EVEN LESS THAN RM20 which is like less than $10 Aus here
... Now what does that tell me???? CHEAP ASS WITH NO FEELINGS OR ANYTHING PLACEDIN IT. IN OTHER WORDS, IT WAS NEVER GAVEN TO ME WITH PURE HONEST INTENTIONS. IT'S A CHEAP ASS GIFT WITH A HALF HEARTED FEELING IN IT. SHE FUCKING DIDN'T PUT ANY EFFORT SO DON'T FUCKING LIE TO ME OR COMFORT ME THAT SHE DID!!!!!!
I AM NOT A FUCKING ATTENTION WHORE OR A FRIEND STEALER. I REFUSE TO GET INVOLVED WITH THIS ANYMORE... THIS IS FUCKING PISSING ME OFF MORE AND MORE... WOULD THIS PLEASE BE SOLVED NOW.... WHY CAN'T PEOPLE BE MORE CONSIDERATE AND UNDERSTANDING??? HUH!!!!???? I'M FUCKING GOING TO SELL THAT PLUSHIE BECAUSE IT DOESN'T HAVE A FUCKING PURE MEANING BEHIND IT.
I AM GETTING SICK OF LYING TO MYSELF THAT I CAN BE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE THAT IKNOW I CAN'T GET ALONG BECAUSE I HATE THOSE KINDA ATTITUDE. IT IRRITATES ME....
I HATE PEOPLE TRYING TO DOMINATE THEIR LIVES IN A FUCKING CONVERSATION... DON'T BE FUCKING SELF-CENTERED, YOU ARSEHOLE.
I HATE PEOPLE WHO TRY TO DICTATE HOW A PERSON'S LIFE HAS TO BE LEAD OR WHY A PERSON MUST ACT IN A CERTAIN MANNER, IT'S MY FUCKING LIFE AND MY FUCKING RELATIONSHIP, NOT YOURS AND I'M NOT ASKING FOR YOUR FUCKING ADVICE!!!!
I HATE AND LOATH PEOPLE WHO DETERMINE WHAT MY ACTIONS MEAN BECAUSE YOU SERIOUSLY HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE WHAT I WENT THROUGH AND WHY I FUCKING THINK IN A PARTICULAR MANNER... AND I'M NOT SO FOOLISH TO GET OTHER PEOPLE INVOLVE IN MY ARGUMENTS EXCEPT THE PARTY INVOLVED WITH IT.
AND I FUCKING FUCKING HATE IT WHEN SOMEONE PINS THE BLAME ON OTHERS BECAUSE IT SHOWS THEY'RE SELFISH AND ONLY CARE FOR THEIR OWN FUCKING SELF. YOU'RE NOT AN HONEST FRIEND AND I CAN'T FUCKING TRUST YOU.
I'm very very tired... I wish to disappear from everything right now. I really wish I would be allowed that privileged to. i want to be able to do it without any guilty feelings included in it. I'm quite sure though that I'm not going to be allowed to....
I need a holiday far from here. I need to have alone time for myself... T_____________T
God, even my friend said I looked like I was prepared to bitchslap that girl at any one time. I was truthfully clenching my teeth so hard into my gums that it bled badly... which I only realized after I calmed down. That's really how pissed off I am to the max.





