i swear, its so sad,
a friendship breaking over a guy.
but its not just him i guess. its how you're treating me.
like, i told you first, yet you're totally betraying me
you said you're "trying" to get over him, but you havent showed me, or taken
any actions to show that you're "supposively "trying"
when you try to get over someone, you dont talk to them,
im so fucking dissapointed in you.
and to think i was trying for a friend like YOU.
and you say you feel left out.
you have to understand why. you know?
like you cant expect me to be all happy, and wanting to hangout with you
when you're fucking betraying me, and not being a good friend.
you have to understand that not everything goes your way, and things change.
friendships either last, end, or get rekindled.
and i cant handle having a friend like you kim.
i thought we got closer, but this is just pissing me off, there are other things
that were making me feel kinda annoyed and irritated, but there's so much that i can take. theres just soo much that i can handle.
and this just pushed it.
i thought we can talk this out, and stuff,
no matter what i say, you just DONT understand.
and there's only SOO much i can do.
i told you first,
i think the best thing you can do as a friend is back off.
and i already tried, i stopped txting him, and talking to him
because i thought i can try.
even though that wasnt MY duty, i tried for YOU just for YOU
cuz you're my friend and i want you to be happy.
but now that you're showing me nothing to try, and not showing me anything.
but more talking, and more flirting, and when i confront it,
you say you have your "own way" of doing things.
BULL FUCKING SHIT.
im soooo tired of lies, and bullshit,
i would think i deserve better.
no offence to you or anything,
but this all happened,
when you still had a thing with huy.
you cant just do this to me, its impossibly rude, and im just SICK of it.
i expected you to understand cuz one of your so called "bestfriends" has done this to you like a few times,
but i guess all its done, is made you feel like you can do it to me cuz she's done it to you.
why the fuck are you still friends with her?
jamie? was that her name? she has NO fucking right to do that you.
and you keep forgiving her, thats why she keeps doing it to you
she knows that you will always forgive her.
she's taking advantage of you,
im not as tolerant about these situations as you are with her,
dont be friends with someone that keeps letting you down,
get mad at her, dont just sit on your fatass and not do shit about it.
TAKE ACTION BITCH.
thats all i can say to you.
im not gonna accept anything like this,
i dont deserve your bullshit, when i thought ive been a good friend to you,
ive tried helping you, and giving advice and even talking out, and confronting our problems with you,
and all i get is this.
all i can say is that
you obviously dont have any respect for me,
and you're one selfish cuntface.
you dont care about my feelings and my happiness.
cuz you're so busy trying to be happy for yourself.
im SO done with you.
i can never be the same with you as i was before.
i cant help but feel betrayed, and feel negative towards you.
you dont understand anything, you're naive, and immature.
i cant deal with it anymore.