gakkou 

May 08 [Fri], 2009, 3:20
ima gakkou ni run dayonee.
tsukamata long time no write nandakedo sa.
nank tsumannaa kata kara yaplog suu kot ni shita
uchi no senkou kekkou yasashikute sa, nanka tomodachi mitai de tanoshiiii
kamoku wa spanish. te ittmo nanimo yatte nai shi
hahahah
maaa saikin wa mata nonchan to pchan to issho ni asobihajimete
natsukashii shi, choo tanoshiii!
maa, class no minnna america jin dakara nani yatten no te kikareteru kara mou iku wa
tsuka sensei ga omeru furi shite choo--> ukeru!
HAHA
jaaa mata kaku ne!
kondo wa wasurenai you ni suru karaaa

*sigh* 

April 12 [Sun], 2009, 16:23
again,
i cant keep up wit writting in this everyday
cuz i forget. or i dont have time
i have a lifee
haha.
idk, lately for some reason i have these moments where
i get like REEAALLLY depressed..
its kinda sad.
but anyway, finally, pictures!




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うれしす〜 

February 17 [Tue], 2009, 16:00
heyheyy(:
sooo yesterdayyy
2/15/09,
miho and her parents came over for dinnerrr!
ohhh myyyy effing goodness
i was SOOOOOOOOOOOO fucking happy to see miho!
もう ずーっと ずーっと ずーっと ずーっと 合ってなかったから、
もう まじで 嬉しかった!
六ヶ月も 合ってなかったべーー
dude how akward to write it in japanese.
but anyway, yes so we had to catch up 6months worth of shit into like 6 hours!!!
mouuu arienai desho??
hahah.
but yeahh, my main point was, i was like HELLLAA HAPPY
yappa osananajimi wa, donna tomodachi yorimo chigau yo ne?
like you feel so comfortable and related to them
:D
but anyway, im supposed to be writing my rough draft essay right now, so yeahhh
i gotta get goingg.

nextt hangoutt
me, miho and kiyoko are gonna have a trio sleepovahhh!
i miss them<3

welll gotta goo!
OH BTW, daiki's visitng from michigan this week.
wierd..
lol

effff! 

February 15 [Sun], 2009, 20:07
ehhh,
kono mae chotto kaitan dakedo,
hozon sarete nakattaaaa--
(-_______-)
hahah
but yeahhh
anywayyy,
soo yeahh,
i went to disneyland last weekend!
on 2/7/09, it was AMAZINGG! i havent been there in foreverssss!
and went to california adventures on friday 2/13/09
with our group(:
which was moree fun cuz more people came!
we spent the night at daniel's house the night before, and it was pretty funn.
but i was pretty tired the night after.
lawl.
me, mari and kristi literally got raped by like the 8 other guys that were there.,
hahahahaha
jk jk,
we love our boys<3

there has been alot of shit going down lately,
and people have been out of it this whole week,
but i think we're doing better.

there's soooo much to write about that i dont know what to write anymore
ahahaha
tsuka, kore nihongo no blog nanoni,
eigo shika kaite nee shiiii.
hhahaha
ma, ikka, douse jibun you dakara, hito ga yomenakutemo zenzen daijoBUUU!---
oh toka ittemo のんちゃん ga yometara soredake de iiii(:
oh yeah speaking of のんちゃん, we FINALLY got to hangout last weekendd!!!
it was SOOOO much fun talkingggg.
we havent hungout seriously since probably summer?
DAAYUMMMMMM~~
lol.
but yeahh,
i guesss ill just write sooonn.

oh and another wierd thing,
i was starting to "kini naru" about josh,
and stuff, and i guess on thursday, he had his hair down, ((which i told him i like))
and his mom likes it down too, but he was like hankou shiteta,
and he always put it up, but that day, he kept it down, and so mari and johnny were like making fun of him and was like oh you finally decided to listen to your mom?? and he was like "noooo" and so they were kidding but was like, oh is it cuz kazuyo likes it?? and he just smiled,
how cutee.
but its soooo sad, cuz i corrupted him sooo muchh!
ahhh, they all say i corrupted all the boys in our group!
nandee kazuchin no sei nanoooo--->
but i guess i can understand, cuz im so "sexually open"
and i feel up everyone's dick
HAHAHA
jk jk,..
mmm,... but they all think he likes me, or he has a thing for me.
he told me to call him "oppah"
which means "older brother" in korean, but i guess in korean, girlfriends also call their boyfriends that too, its like, a hunny, or sweetie, or baby or something,
and so i thought that was wierd.
i also find weird is, when i randomly look at him, i like catch him looking at me
and in my head, im just like "AAAKKWARDDDDD"
hahahah
but yeah.,
im over it though, cuz i honestly think him and yeonjae are cuter and better together(:
but whatevsss.



~*friend updates!*~

mari's at church retreat this weekend,
gary is still 'confused' with his girl life,
kristi and cole are on the lovely road of love
will and samie are going on a date tomorrow,
josh and yeonjae are back together (for now)
johnny is going through an obstacle, with josh, and girl stuff,
huy is content ((i heard he's jelous of will though??)),
kim and her beaner boytoy vincenttt(;
gina finally got to see her cousins this weekend,
daniel is thinking of too many girls,
nonchan is going to a an cafe live in april, ((she got free tickets cuz connections))

andd as for me,
im being "doctor k" again, and managing everyone's life.
helping, advicing, and giving guidance.
hahaha.
but im sure they'll all be there for me to back me up when i need them.
so im happy as long as my friends are happy(:
and imma be a homie.

*****~current favorite songs~*****

love story; by taylor swift
my life would suck without you; by kelly clarkson

ohh maii gahhh 

February 05 [Thu], 2009, 14:38
ohh maiii gahh!
zuuutttooo kaiteneee--->
hahaha
ma ma, hajime ni, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
toka itte mou 2月 だし。
hahahahahah
but yeahhh, dudee okay soooo
ive got sooo much again to write about
first of allll this new years was probably THEEE BEESSTTT new years
ive ever had in my entire fucking house.
william threw a party at his second house in mission, and so that went down pretty welll.
bomb ass partyyyy! best bartender right here! holla at mehh
lolll
second of all winter formal 09, "around the world in 80 days"
was pretttyy amazing too it was on january 10th 2009 at south mesa club at camp pendleton.
andd, we had our afterparty at erics house after thatt.
and i bartended, im always bartendingg.(;
haahah
but yeahh andd sooo that was funfun

kickback 

November 29 [Sat], 2008, 15:41
todayyy
i went to southcoast plaza with samie and will
and then we went to mitsuwa
and then we went to lollicupp
and went to pick up kristi from work

then we went to wills house
and brain came
and we all went to the beach.
it was funnn.

its gonna be even better tonight(;

people are fragile 

November 28 [Fri], 2008, 18:57
i just realized how fragile humans are.
i mean one minute you can be soo happy
and that happiness can be shattered in an instant.

people change,
and you gotta get over things
and adjust to your enviroment because if you try to make
the enviroment adjust to you,
you'll just get left behind.

i agree everyone has their flaws and bad sides
and its okay to make mistakes, we are only human
there is just soo much we can do.
but whats important is trying to become a better person everyday.
"you can be more tomorrow than what you are today"
thats my motto, and my quote.
i try to be a good person, and a good friend
but it never works out that way.
i try to do nice things for people, and end up getting betrayed.
that pisses me off the most.

i hate selfish people
i hate two faced people
i hate liars, and haters
but what i hate the most are backstabbers.
someone you considered a good friend betraying you,
is the worst feeling of all time.
someone you trusted your secrets, and life with
betraying you.

its the worst feeling ever.
so with that said,
im done trying.
im done putting my heart into things that will never change
im done trying to change something cannot be changed
im done trying for something worthless
i just have to get the fuck over it, and move the fuck on.

thanksgiving 

November 28 [Fri], 2008, 12:03
today is thanksgiving here in americaa.
our family friends came over, and we all had dinner together and stuff
and me, kenchan, and ryuuta played the wii(:
we bowled
hahah
it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be.

tomorrow
im samie is gonna come over,
and will's gonna come pick us up and we're gonna go to black friday
to south coast,
then mitsuwa, and then go pick up kristi(:
and then sleepovah at wills house!
im soo excitedd cuz its probably the last fun thing that ill for this break
besidesss momo's party on saturday nightt(;

kay well im talking to gina on aimm.
ill write soon
bye<3

lovers<3 

November 27 [Thu], 2008, 9:42
im so happy to have great friends(:
to help me get through hard shit.

samie G- bestfuckingfriends forevah<3
mari- big sister,/ cousin<3
kristi- internal twin<3
gary- homie G<3
huy- big brah<3
&& willl
thank you guys for being there for me
unconditionally.
i appreciate you guys soooooo much!(:
im so lucky, to have friends like you!
かずちんは 幸せもの だよ!
いつも ほんとうに ありがとうね!
これからも よろしく!

backstabbers 

November 27 [Thu], 2008, 9:28
ugh,
i swear, its so sad,
a friendship breaking over a guy.
but its not just him i guess. its how you're treating me.
like, i told you first, yet you're totally betraying me
you said you're "trying" to get over him, but you havent showed me, or taken
any actions to show that you're "supposively "trying"
when you try to get over someone, you dont talk to them,
you stop.
im so fucking dissapointed in you.
and to think i was trying for a friend like YOU.
and you say you feel left out.
you have to understand why. you know?
like you cant expect me to be all happy, and wanting to hangout with you
when you're fucking betraying me, and not being a good friend.
you have to understand that not everything goes your way, and things change.
friendships either last, end, or get rekindled.
and i cant handle having a friend like you kim.
i thought we got closer, but this is just pissing me off, there are other things
that were making me feel kinda annoyed and irritated, but there's so much that i can take. theres just soo much that i can handle.
and this just pushed it.
i thought we can talk this out, and stuff,
no matter what i say, you just DONT understand.
and there's only SOO much i can do.

i told you first,
i think the best thing you can do as a friend is back off.
and i already tried, i stopped txting him, and talking to him
because i thought i can try.
even though that wasnt MY duty, i tried for YOU just for YOU
cuz you're my friend and i want you to be happy.
but now that you're showing me nothing to try, and not showing me anything.
but more talking, and more flirting, and when i confront it,
you say you have your "own way" of doing things.
BULL FUCKING SHIT.
im soooo tired of lies, and bullshit,
i would think i deserve better.
no offence to you or anything,
but this all happened,
when you still had a thing with huy.
you cant just do this to me, its impossibly rude, and im just SICK of it.
i expected you to understand cuz one of your so called "bestfriends" has done this to you like a few times,
but i guess all its done, is made you feel like you can do it to me cuz she's done it to you.
why the fuck are you still friends with her?
jamie? was that her name? she has NO fucking right to do that you.
and you keep forgiving her, thats why she keeps doing it to you
she knows that you will always forgive her.
she's taking advantage of you,
im not as tolerant about these situations as you are with her,
dont be friends with someone that keeps letting you down,
get mad at her, dont just sit on your fatass and not do shit about it.
TAKE ACTION BITCH.
thats all i can say to you.
im not gonna accept anything like this,
i dont deserve your bullshit, when i thought ive been a good friend to you,
ive tried helping you, and giving advice and even talking out, and confronting our problems with you,
and all i get is this.

all i can say is that
you obviously dont have any respect for me,
and you're one selfish cuntface.
you dont care about my feelings and my happiness.
cuz you're so busy trying to be happy for yourself.
im SO done with you.
i can never be the same with you as i was before.
i cant help but feel betrayed, and feel negative towards you.
you dont understand anything, you're naive, and immature.
i cant deal with it anymore.
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