Jennifer Time

I promise I wouldn't cry ...
I am trying not too....Today is Tina's birthday but I want her here with me...

Tina I miss you soo badly , I want to hold you and say its okay...

I am afriad that I will forget the sound of your voice...

I still can't believe your gone.. its hard for me to take this in

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So anyway I drove to compton..... the gettho area in L.A. where all the rappers come from... Soo many black people!!!!! the most I ever seen in one area.

Stupid jany, her car has a gps system but she said my car won't be stolen up their....we got lost for an hour!!!! I was freaken scared

Well I got my eyelash extension...its $300 in the O.C.
but it was only $15 there fucking great deal longer eyelashes

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Guilt is an overwhelming feeling that can consume your very soul. Oh, how I wish for the innocents of childhood to once again engulf me into the world of oblivion

Maturity is a sense that I lack. I yelled at grandma …Something that I should never have done. I have shamed her .Now I am nothing more but a disappointment.

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I have internet


It almost seems quite surreal since I have been without it for so long.Yet, I do not find it giving me the enjoyment that I thought it would.

I find my self reading a lot more this pass week, my grades have been improving greatly too...

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Soo how many days has it been since I have gone without internet?? O hell almost a week...

My good for nothing cousin can't pay a damn bill on time...Give me back my effin money then you bastard.I pay for my internet!!!!!!

WTF!!!!! You know who your "real " friends are in times of need.
What happen to that saying " a friend in need is a friend in deed"

That chinese girl who lives in Japan.._ fuck her, wtf I asked for help and she pretended she didn't know...Whats with the fake pretend crap? SHe told me japanese people put on a face because they like for people to think well of them --- well thats fake shit you bitch

FUCK THIS !

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So I fought with grandma ---- when I want korean food its a hell no but when she wants el polocl whatever its called its okay

Wtf ? thats just unfair...you don't bring up the past in arguments its petty, she can be soo childish at times.

So what did I do ? gym.... well I study for whatever classes I had too and I dyed my hair purple


but it didn't really come out purple,I don't know if I need to cut my bangs or just let it grow out.

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Okay so i find out the guy I was some what intrested in has a gf...thank god I don't put my self out for men! that would of been embrassing...Well It's just watever really


Just smile and be nice if they are nice to you.

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Stupid hung, he was suppose to walk me to my car after music class- he left early AGAIN...after hearing about the rape I don't want to walk to the car alone at night....


Well I remember telling Luan once that there is this guy in music class I would consider dating( consider) not meaning that I will date him....But yea he kept talking to me ... then after hung left he sat right next to me* the seats are in order by last name* and he was kind enough to walk me to my car....


Maybe he has a gf or something but points to him for being nice.... I don't like him but I can see him as a freind now.



I took this waiting in the car today

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Grandma "suggest" I pay Elizabeth more for math tutoring so she will treat it more like a business and not brush me off. First off, friends don't charge friends...Its bad enough I have to pay her but pay her more

I was talking to this guy who went on my pitas site a while ago. He usually im me to tell me crap about WW2 and Japanese battle ships...Well he saw what I looked like from my picture and went on and on about how he can't talk to me anymore because I am prettier then him .... Then he starts to tell me he lives a depress life and he hates how he looks...


I don't like excesses... I told him to exercise because he is fat. He tells me that he can't because of school --- okay that’s bull shit.-Just a lazy basterd...

He also tells me he tried to drink poison became he was depress I mean how do you respond to that

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hahha shit I forgot my password for while

stupid shit I downloaded some comics and the next thing I know I get soo many pop ups...piss off

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