been away for too long
August 29 [Sat], 2009, 1:27
so as the title states.
I forgot my password to this blog... bad news, but just hopefully the password history remains hehe
been so busy recently it doesn't really feel like I ever once had a slacker's life.
work just takes up too much unnecessary time, leaving us too little to live with.
and our pay?
a lifetime worth of bits of experience and having aged mentally all thanks to the pair of really boring aunties sitting beside you.
i'm so sleepy now but i'll just type random stuff to revive my blog for a bit.
Smiles
I once thought talking to you was a relief,
you sound so sarcastic when you mentioned my passion,
but i believed it to be a mistake.
Yet once again your sarcasm struck,
leaving me confused by that lightning of kindness,
those random points of contact, I totally detest.
I've decided your front was too fake to last a lifetime,
let alone two days.
No one cares, just because
everyone does the same.
so I shut those faces out from my heart,
they knock at the door with no intention of entering,
acting out those forced muscle pulls at the corners of their lips.
who knows better than you,
what method to use when acting.
your time spent with direct and constant rehearsals,
who could beat you?
Your mind is in a whirl,
I see it, I try to grasp your thoughts only to be blown away by the fury from your lacking communication.
how much do you know?
how willing are you to hear, or how obvious are your shortcomings to yourself?
I yell, not out of anger,
out of endearment, but you hear not.
deaf to initiative's call and dense to the tones in one's voice.
could time overcome your understanding of me?
not at all, it seems.
for my image remained the same in your heart the day you decided that it was all there was to me.
I grow not in your heart,
not in your mind,
neither does she.
oh great hypocrites,
how do you make it thus far?
by acting all high and mighty so we can't see the shadows of your past?
by pretending to be nice so that complications don't fall upon your path?
I understand not,
yet i know that just as much as you, i may be.
Forget my smiles for they were all forced,
forget that light heart for you have no true platform for this heart to settle upon.
I forgot my password to this blog... bad news, but just hopefully the password history remains hehe
been so busy recently it doesn't really feel like I ever once had a slacker's life.
work just takes up too much unnecessary time, leaving us too little to live with.
and our pay?
a lifetime worth of bits of experience and having aged mentally all thanks to the pair of really boring aunties sitting beside you.
i'm so sleepy now but i'll just type random stuff to revive my blog for a bit.
Smiles
I once thought talking to you was a relief,
you sound so sarcastic when you mentioned my passion,
but i believed it to be a mistake.
Yet once again your sarcasm struck,
leaving me confused by that lightning of kindness,
those random points of contact, I totally detest.
I've decided your front was too fake to last a lifetime,
let alone two days.
No one cares, just because
everyone does the same.
so I shut those faces out from my heart,
they knock at the door with no intention of entering,
acting out those forced muscle pulls at the corners of their lips.
who knows better than you,
what method to use when acting.
your time spent with direct and constant rehearsals,
who could beat you?
Your mind is in a whirl,
I see it, I try to grasp your thoughts only to be blown away by the fury from your lacking communication.
how much do you know?
how willing are you to hear, or how obvious are your shortcomings to yourself?
I yell, not out of anger,
out of endearment, but you hear not.
deaf to initiative's call and dense to the tones in one's voice.
could time overcome your understanding of me?
not at all, it seems.
for my image remained the same in your heart the day you decided that it was all there was to me.
I grow not in your heart,
not in your mind,
neither does she.
oh great hypocrites,
how do you make it thus far?
by acting all high and mighty so we can't see the shadows of your past?
by pretending to be nice so that complications don't fall upon your path?
I understand not,
yet i know that just as much as you, i may be.
Forget my smiles for they were all forced,
forget that light heart for you have no true platform for this heart to settle upon.
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