tres tres chic;

sorry for not updating for uber long.
prcp (attachment) had started.
posted over to the emergency department.
so far still going on good for the 1st week.
got to experience alot compared to the general wards.
did resuscitation; wow. hmmm...
well emergency department, that's why. hahs.

recently had a rather sad news.
baby boy's training trip to taiwan supposingly to be on next september.
black and write stated it.
but, one sudden call had decided to bring forward his trip to next february. )):
no choice, it's for his good, i know that.
but tears are running tap, keep flowing out whenever i think about it.
have to spend the remaining 4 months to the fullest with him before he heads there!

went over the night safari last saturday with baby boy.
they're having the halloween's month.
and let you guys know,
it's certainly very very fun!
we took the ghost tram rather than the normal tram.
and it was exciting enough and i got freaked out by this stupid skeletal ghost.
hahs! should head there to try before if you guys can before this halloween's event end. (:
pictures to be uploaded! it's still lying over at baby boy's sis camera.

well well,
had been relying too much on baby boy.
should start to be strong and standing tall,
if not i think i will not be able to be well when he's at taiwan for 1 year.

alright! kinda tired,
shall post again.

lot's so misses and loves for my friends.
i miss you all.
meet up soon my clique!
and good luck to geeta, ni and nicole for prcp starting tomorrow! (:

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because he uses his actions to touch my heart.

because he is willing to wait for me.

because he uses his heart to listen to every single word i've said.

because he proves himself to me.

because he cares for me.

because he brought me to east coast park and see the shining stars.

because he brought me to kent ridge park and tell me the story of the road.

because he brought me to jurong hill top to watch the scenery.

because he is able to carry me up. (:

because he is able to knows how i'm feeling.

because he is able to guess correctly most of my thoughts.

because he did things for me without complaining.

because he is not fierce.

because the hands of his are warm.

because he always care for my gastric.

because he is naggy enough like an uncle.

because he promises me movie treats forever.

because he is special enough to buy a bouquet of flowers for me,
and specially picked 2 with a heart in between.

because he had given me the assurance.

because he uses his heart to care for me.

because he is he.

and that's why...

we're together. ((:

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selamat hari raya to all islam friends!!!
public holiday - today.
initially was thinking the visiting of aunty makes me feel sick.
but someone pulled me out. hah.


headed to the goat farm.
seriously it's soooooooo cute laaa the goats.
see! the small white baby goat is damnnn cute laaa!

next headed a fish farm and koi farm.
it's amazing to get into the koi farm.
all the koi-s are seriously damn huge.
well grown.
i was saying, all are too expensive to buy,
that's why all are being well fed by the farmers there. HAH!

and then, we headed to the wetland reserve.
saw quite a few of the komodo dragon.
damnit!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sudden appearance of one of them got both of us freaking out.
hahh!!
it's a relaxing place, once again to the nature.
nature loves! ((:

then, to poison ivy!
seriously the food there is awesome!
it's like natural organic food.
veggies are crispy and fresh.
it's leaving us with satisfied stomachs.
totally no more space for desserts there.
desserts; next time round, for sure! (:
over there is the bollywood veggie farm.
get to see different types of fruit trees and flowers.


dragon fruit plant.
which i don't get to see any dragon fruit there.
lol! not the ripping time yet. hah!


white hibiscus.
seriously it's damnn lovely, isn't it?


this seems like lavender to me.
it's preeeeetty!!

then, we went off the haw par villa.
hahh! went to the 18 levels of hell.
and inside, got to understand better we should not do bad things.
if not you'll get punishments like,
being throw into the oil wok,
thrown into the mountain of knifes,
being slash and chop into pieces,
and many more.
supposingly to be a scary place....
but freak no more. ((:

someone, was thick skin enough!
made use of the time when i was over at the washroom,
took a picture of himself using my mobile. (>_<)


certainly thick skin enough right?
and eventually call himself handsome after seeing this picture.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

today,
was certainly a fulfilling holiday.
outdoor.nature.farm.park.
i'm yearning for more like this kind of away city activities.
total loveessss! ((:*

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sometimes, people did things deliberately.
they just don't have some senses in them.
being immatured.
intentionally sent short messages and made calls.
trying to trigger people's heart, mind and soul.
couldn't give people a peaceful mind.
hesitant and unclear about each self feelings.
b-i-t-c-h.
fuck.
blame me for being
crude,
narrow-minded,
i don't care.
because it's just what i wanna say, if allows,
i wanna screammmmmmmmmmmmm all these out.

voices of words from others are killing me.
how i wish there is a "mute" button for these piercing sounds.

efforts are certainly appreciated. loads. (:
it certainly deeply tattoo-ed down inside my heart.


painted skin.
not that scary, after-all.
quite worth watching.
a touched movie that watered my eyes...

the sea-breeze,
the sea-waves,
and the heartbeat,
forming a beautiful melody over the dawning sky.
the shining stars,
and neon lights,
starts to disappear as the sun rises to its first rays of light down the ground.
such real life painting certainly given us clarity, peace and serenity...
which i yearns it.

at the same time,
i just feel inadequately protected.
sometimes i know, it's beyond one's control.
but i feel deeply precarious..............................................................

music therapy,
it do helps.

more things to come to worry.
PRCP.
down the road for 3 months over at the emergency department.
*cross-fingers*

"how i hate to spend the evening on my own,
it makes me so depressed to see the gloom..."
"there's not a soul out there, no one to hear my prayer."
"gimme, gimme, gimme, a man after midnight,
won't somebody help me chase the shadows away..."
"gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight,
take me through the darkness to the break of the day....."

pardon me for all the nuisance,
i just want to complain and complain.

and "thunder",
thank you......... for all the efforts... ........(:

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seriously i have no idea what title should i give to this entry.
so just simply put some "charp-ba-lum" logos.

well first week over at ward 41 @ NUH is certainly sort of sucky.
people tends to make a big fuss over stuffs by complaining you.
seriously that pissed me off.
well. 2 more weeks to go.
endurance; perseverance; and motivation...
is certainly what i needed now.

consecutively friday and saturday nights,
back and forth over at expressway AYE,
touring around singapore,
watching the scenery over at jurong hilltop,
seeing the not flying off planes,
had indian food,
had some childhood memories over at west coast park,
last but not least,
reaching home at 5 and 6am. HAH!

but at least,
it's a fulfilling weekends touring here and there.

is that simple pantomime. ((:

missing my girls.

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3 weeks down over at medical ward. should i say it's pretty fast?
well, certainly i've enjoyed and quite love this ward,
met nice senior hazel and karen.
but of them helped me loads over at attachment.
grateful for their guidance.
patients are funny too; naturally. (:

i knew now will have a "regular" customer over at my blog.
past 2 weeks it's quite fast huh? haha.
well certainly thank you so much.
and including the milk too. (:

recently had been in dilemma.
in heavy mood swing recently.
that's sucks.

clubbing is one way of de-stress.
i just simply love the night life.
in simple words, i'm addicted to it.
and frankly speaking, not able to change,
or wanting to change,
the clubbing life of mine.

work, rest, work, rest for weekdays.
enjoy, club, fun, meet-ups for weekends.
such simple life, can be beautiful...

surgical ward next.
new challenge, new people, new environment comes.
not in total preparation for it.
but i shall face it.

and lastly, girl..................
we are all worry for you, no matter what,
we will be a listening ear just for you,
and will be there for you too.
one week didn't get to see you,
moon cake festival not able to gather. ):
miss you hell loads.
miss all of us spending time together hell loads...

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friday.
went to nicole's chalet after work.
took 2 hours bus ride to the chalet.
hahaha! clarice was fuming mad.
and i have a thing to threaten her, better not step on my tail babe.
hahaha you know why. LOLS! just joking with u la. hahaha
i don't have the big oh oh guts to step on your tail too. (:
celebrated her 19th birthday.
finally 19 huh girl!
okayy okayy lahhhs,
don't say i'm not good,
wish you getting more and more pretty.
boobs getting more and more bigger.
HAHAHHAAHHAHAAHA!
felt rather bad towards her.
bought 2 packets of flour and opps! hahaha. SORRY! (:

saturday.
planned to rest at whole,
dragged out by clarice's 1 sentence:
"wanna dine out together?" (-.-''')
and then, stupid enough,
i followed her to pasir ris together with wencheng.
seriously till now, i have a big big question mark on my head;
why did i follow her!? haha.
seriously i don't know why. already have orange man to escort her,
why did i follow along? lols.
after which, reached home,

mum nagged:
"didn't even help me to do some house chores!"
"didn't even fold the clothings!"

me:
"i did! i helped you to sweep the floor!!!"

mum:
"that's what already you should be doing! it doesn't consider doing house chores!"
"nevermind, go and cook noodles for me to eat."

me:
"..............................................................."

should i be mad at her? i don't know. haha. but it's certainly funny though. (:

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current mood:


YeSSssssSsssssSSsssss..........................................


well today was simply a quite a good day.
took 2 cases today in attachment.
thanks for the staff nurse and my clinical facilitator, tina,
for their kindness help, allowed me to learn loads of things today,
and able to perform well.
simply appreciated loads and thankful for their guidance and patience.

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO EVERY TEACHERS TODAY!
bought 2 cutie yellow roses for ms tina and ms hui.
hope they like it ! (:

brought my nephew for a haircut today.
he was yelling, screaming, crying as loud as the thunder.
had a hard time handling him.
all thanks to my mum, sis and bro-in-law.
throw these sai-gang (shytty job) for me to do. hah.

alright back to the topic,
i was feeling emo now.
not feeling ecstasy neither do i feel good like the past few days.
maybe all thanks to "aunty".
she visited me today,
and will be with me for the next 5 to 7 days.
think i'll have a hard time in attachment for the next few days having her present. (-__-)

friday going to nic's birthday celebration.
i'm hoping it'll be a success and fun-ness all night long~
but can't get to club this week. )): duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

alright;
maybe i should admit,
im addicted; hook on clubbings.
shawty yah know? dancing is a good exercise and can relieve stress.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAAHH~

bye lah! (:

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friday
was certainly hardcore enough to go clubbing after afternoon shift. hah!
ended attachment at 20:30PP,
went home to have a shower and after slacking for awhile,
met yuko(my dearie club mate) and headed to MOS.
while waiting for bus, suddenly;
a whitish, skinny, drug-abuser and gangster looking guy suddenly approached me.
he walked to my front, and asked me some questions.
his sudden approach certainly sure to freak me outta that lil'.

HE: do you know how to "go" (should be "get") to balestier from here?

ME: (looking at the list of buses), sorry no...

HE: are you singaporean or not huhhh?

ME: urmmmm yes...............

HE: can i get to know you?

ME: (sudden blanked-out) sorrry...... noooooooo.........

HE: *looking pissed and walked off*

before i replied him that very last sentence, i was so afraid he might bash me up!
hah lucky enough nothing happened. (>.<)

enjoyed myself totally over at MOS.
shyt enough, didn't i seriously addicted to club?
i'm not a clubber-looking people, neither do i looks like a girl who is naughty.
i'm still the old me, like a durian, fiesty and loud yet sweet and tender. HAH!
oh my god, i think whoever reading this will have a (-_-) face. LOLS.
(esp. clarice)

saturday
catch-up with miao and headed to chinatown.
supposingly i was there to check a bus service,
but in the end, hah, didn't get to know anything about it!
but went with miao to get some dried roses, lavender, etc. for aroma tea,
and headed for century egg porridge, soybean milk, fritters. LOLS!
saw secondary school classmate daryl. hah had a short chat with him.
it's great to have laughter too. (:

and night met-up with clarice, wencheng, esmond and geeta.
glad to catch up with them.
headed to cineleisure's hong kong cafe.
same as usual, kept pick-pointing on wencheng. hah.
nice man will not be so petty right?
and he was certainly funny in that not matching pair of leather shoes.

seriously both he and she looks like couple already la...
felt happy for my dearie la. pretty her always popular easy to get bf,
tell u huh! better treat her good if not that's it! you're dead!
though he don't know my blog url, maybe i should tell him and let him see that.
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAH!

today
plan: rest.

dearie clarice,
asked me on going down my house to meet her to take the eyelashes.
stubborn me,
reluctantly and insisted i'll not down in my pyjamas.
kind-hearted clarice,
came all the way from her house to mine.
passed me the fake eyelashes and on the other hand................................


hah a bottle of honey water made by her. ((:
wait a minute, why must it be ngee ann logo bottle?
i know it's the place we get to know each other,
do you have the need to place the great memorable moments in your heart in me too?
HAHAHHAHHAHAHAH!

after which, i messaged her thanking the effort.

ME: wahh piang, love you to death la. haha. deliver honey till door step xia. LOLS.

SHE: yeah la, mine only downstairs hor!

ME: haha yours different lei, yours male now you female lei. LOLS.

SHE: KAO. mine is honey not drink! yours can drink already! stop comparing!
(she is the one who compared first, "mine till downstairs hor!" haha!)

ME: haha! thank you lah, love you to death la, haha, next time he want to deliver i'll help you tell him make into water first. yesterday went dating till what time uhrs?

SHE: not dating la! i reach home around 2 plus.

ME: LOLS! not dating meh!? go hill top? sentosa? beach..? park? haha, "i wanna kiss you underneath the stars, we just don't care, we just don't care....~" LOLS!

SHE: no. please, sent you home, geeta then me home.. what you thinking! hahaha..

SEE!
i know she'd laugh over john legend's song lyrics.
and i knew she went somewhere else with him. (:

love the simple gesture la. hearts you till death. hah.
but in exchange, you got to see my cool looking ehhs!
fair enough. haha.

shall rest and prepare for the worse to come.

till then, i love you guys.
all the misses and hugs to all of you out there!
do miss and hug me too.. (:

loves!

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attachment started.
life with attachment is just attachment, home, sleep.
big booohooo!
seems no life.
i need some colours to paint my life.
this routine had been repeating for the past few days.
and it gonna last for the next 6 months;
or maybe for the next 10 years!?
in serious need for some therapies.

time is pushing me to craze too.
with the "no late" policy.
1 minute late have to pay back for half an hour.
what a life...! (sucks!)

and buses had been playing with me,
causing me to get "red card" today. hah.

i'm so feeling drop dead now.
so much to complain;
yet there's no one for me to confide to......................................

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