August 05 [Tue], 2008, 2:06
he doesnt know how it feels to the one felt alone.
it sux. to protect myself
and to not have anything complicated
i have to leave you first
and i have to make u mad
so u can move on
i dont wanna anything serious honey
everything has an end
im too scared to face the end
so let's just end it now
so we dont get cripped out so much

why cant u see that we dont belong together?

i miss u..

i dont wanna anything real
but i wanna something that doesnt leave me
its a test for u
plz stick with me..
so i can finally trust u


July 11 [Fri], 2008, 9:44

every kiss
every hug
you make me fall in love
and now i know that i can't be the only one


July 10 [Thu], 2008, 22:08

love is pain

A late night,rain falling down

I take liquor which i don't even know how to handle.

without you
happiness can not be found in me

i can't even shed any tears
i don't wanna live anymore

it's bullshit,it's pissing me off
i'm going crazy thoughts of you

i want to c you,but i've been told that i can't

this feeling
going nowhere

tring to find myself a place
where i can settle in


July 10 [Thu], 2008, 21:16
who did he think of
when he

call my name
smiling at me
holding me
and the kiss

i bring all my memories back
i smoke it up so i can remember the smell of you
but it stings my brain

i thougt i'll be so fine without you
but i just can't help it
dries my empty heart again,

day without you
i don't feel like living,just too long

i pray for oneday,

oneday i can get rid of you from my heart