lonely heart 

October 24 [Fri], 2008, 16:47
what can I do?
I believe if I am true heart with others
they will be my friends
however, in fact
I am still lonely
I don't know why
how can be friends with others?
I can't find the answer
I have so many bad memory in the past
I am week
I had get bullied
my leg was broken by my classmates
I had my first operation at 16
and I need go to hosipital to check my leg each year
I am baka....
I never have memory that with my friends
when I was at school, I always try to talk more with others and play with them
I had try to tell them what am I thinking of my heart
but they never listen to me
until the end of time .....
they seems forget me when I was graduste from school
why everyone always ignore me.....
life is a dream....
everything is nothing
I had trying to meet new friends on msn
it is difficult to me
because they always can't be my real friends....
they only can be my friends on internet
from now, I am happy that the one who willing to talk with me on msn
hope can really be a real friend with him.....
meet him and play with him^^
there are no need to know many friends, if the friends who will know my heart
and willing to be a real friends, that's enough
it's near my birthday
17 november
I neverrecieve birthday gift from my friends..
I really hope can hear they say "happy birthday, haruki"
....however I know that no one will see my blog...
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