MOSAIC 

2005年04月25日(月) 22時19分

Where is my Mr. Right?
why don't you come to me?


I seem to step the same way again and again
and Friend-K always says
"you consume ideal days "

oh, my friend, what is your main point?
Please take a look for MY POINT

I pause to see different sky
to feel my mosaic days in a mess

Listen, my Friend-K

I stand on my own Earth, and The life I chose
If you see it from your closed earth
You can't find my great art

but from your open earth,
You can make it obvious!


I hope that my life is like a MOSAIC Art
'cuz we can find vivid color a lot inside

we can't find something new from the closed view
but if we look at the MOSAIC art from the sky


There are always vivid new ARTs


a Normal day makes small pieces
and I keep making it everyday


in the future, LOOK AT THIS


There are 1 big picture
called MY LIFE

There is no same way
and impossible to step it again

We stand on the Earth has a day life
It can be lustrous day for a day

Then, Friens-K, you'll be an important Right

Only you can make my life a Big picture
and also sure


'cuz I cant see the finished-picture by myself
My picture called life completes after my death

then only you can see the completion

So
I don't want you to look at my life as A DAY
but as A PIECE OF MY PICTURE

Please Be a Witness of my LIFE PICTURE
not a BYSTANDER.

in your mess



For my OSAKA friends! 

2005年04月22日(金) 12時51分
At first, let me say "Congratulations!" to you guys! Im so sorry that I can't be at some graduation ceremony with you. If I had wings, I would fly to you and enjoy the ceremony. Im not sure how much you made efforts for your hard study during spring term but it is obvious to realize that all of you have always done what you have to do. This summer, you will go to study abroad and need to study more, and sometimes you face big obstacles. Then, please remember that you live what you choose, turn you head with the days of HIUC-time, and be yourself.

all of you gave me a lot of courage, smile and will-power to face somethings.
I say again Congratulations! and Thank you for you!

sometimes please tell me how your life is. I'll be here for you.
Let's keep in touch each other!

ME 

2005年04月21日(木) 20時37分

I spend a same day I can't find any new things
As if I were a robot not allowed to do anythings as he likes
I do same things everyday, and I try to refuse it
'cuz I don't wanna lie to myself
I do that I wanna do

If my God tolerates me,
I wanna eat different meal from the one yesterday
If my God tolerates me,
I wanna breathe in different ways

At that time I can really do that I hope,
it will be the first time I can feel my life is changing

I always think of myself I've never found
and always it makes me so sad 'cuz whenever I try to do that
always Im at a loss in the sea there are lot of me

some of me are real, so I can accept them with opening my arms
but other of them are not real
I cant accept...no, maybe they are real
just I don't wanna accept, recognize

the "me" always try to be storong
the "me" always try to be smart
the "me" always try to put dawn her pride

they sometimes come out and make me humiliated

Don't come out
Don't press me

I tell myself to forget these "me" but my head turns for them
yeah, my head..my mind really know I have to accept them
It is obvious to know them

If i can do that, I can be born again
I know, I know it

so Be brave to see another me!
so Be proud of yourself to see another me!
then, I can smile from a bottom of my heart

Always try to do it
then, I can find my way I am







痛いっての〜やめてよそこは危険地帯〜 

2005年04月18日(月) 23時56分
一番嫌いな時間

それは午前10時と午後4時に訪れる
10分ごとの恐怖の時間
だいぶ傷が治ったからといって、手荒い扱いはしないで non non!

そこの看護婦さん、新入りだね?おろしたてのピンクのナース服が輝いてるよ
だけどちょっと落ち着いて考えてみよう

新入りナースに傷の手当をさせるのかい?

寝言は寝てから言おうよDOCTOR
それ絶対おかしいからさ

この傷はただの傷じゃないじゃないか
縫ってまだ1週間だよ
You must know it

よくごらんよ、まだきれいにくっついてないじゃないか
触れるとすっごく痛いんだよ泣きそうなんだよ

叫びそうなんだよ

なのに今回に限って新米ナースが手当てをすると言うのか

ah〜〜ah〜〜

ほーら言わんこっちゃ無い!
ガーゼはがす時にやっちゃいけないことやっちゃったよ!

ピンセット傷に当たってる!!
そしてこすってる!!


DOCTOR事実に目を向けろ!カルテなんていいからさ!
頼むよやめさせてよいつも通り担当の小谷さん呼んできてよ!

La〜〜Lalalala〜〜mmmm…

死闘の末に私の気力は燃え尽きた
普段使わない筋肉使って我慢した

その後新米看護婦はこう言い放ったのさ

「なんだか傷が少し化膿してますね」

ah〜ahah〜〜〜ah〜



あんたの所為だよ!


お願いコレだけは覚えておいて
私の腹部は危険地帯

新米が触れていい場所じゃない
できれば誰にも触れられたくない

ここは私の危険地帯

触ると痛い目見るよ

私が。


詩=HAMAKO 




La la la〜〜 

2005年04月14日(木) 19時47分
I have seen a vapor trail in the blue sky.
I didn't know where the plane was going to, but I thought I wanted to go together. ( I am like a poemer! haha.)

Today, I was with mom for several hours. We talked about somethings we had experienced and our memories.
I think that there is a good relationship between mom and me...yeah, it's really good.
My mom always says, "You can treat me as your sister." since at least I was an elementary school student. I am an only child, so thet is why. Im so glad that she always thinks of me and is kind to me.

But I cant think her as my sister cuz there is long time between her and me!! but Im proud of mom from a bottom of my heart.

Also, I tried to study for TOEIC. It's really hard over my ecpectation!! How difficult vocabulary! idioms! and phrases! In addition! how fast the announcement of TOEIC!! aaaaaaaaaa it made me be in trouble! I must overcome these obstacles...absolutely!!

I found a BIG wall which I have to go over. yeah..yeah...it's really great to kill my time...

haha!


First day 

2005年04月13日(水) 18時34分
Today is first day to keep a diary.

I dicided to do it to make my great days stay in my mind forever. I realize the days I step...spend don't come back however I really want to spend again. All I can do is just remembering and losing myself in my memories. I strongly believe that keeping a diary or journal in the BLOG system will be a help to remember and make my days stay in my mind.

With fun and pride for my self, I'll keep writing as long as I'm living here.

.................Oh...I declared!


Anyway, this photo is Cherry blossoms. It's so beautiful and I wanna see
again.


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