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要怎樣才能緊緊擁抱住現在的幸福感呢？

或許是自己的心態轉變得比較輕鬆的關係，最近意外的發生好多讓人開心的事。感覺幸福的事一下全擁進自己內心一般，笑容不絕。

除了平常一直很照顧我的一些人給我不變的安心感外，這陣子跟好多人在短時間內變得好熟悉。
能跟他人有更進一步的交流果然還是身為人類的我非常需要的活力來源，能跟他人接觸真的很開心〜〜

今天被見面才兩次的可愛大叔們說我是オジサンキラー（大叔殺手）。
還說從今天過後，我的粉絲們一定又�揄ﾁ更多了。哎呀〜〜〜好害羞喔！>/////<

當我跟他們說其實自己的本性是很害羞的人，大叔們都不敢置性。直說，怎麼可能，因為跟我初相識的那時候起就就覺得我的笑顏好有魅力，而且給人很開朗又親切的感覺，很快就可以亂聊一通。感覺像是已經認識很久的朋友一樣.....
哈哈〜(搔頭)，說真的我是膽小鬼啦！
平常工作的場合多少要裝一下，總是要到私下一起喝酒的場合，稱著酒性才能臉皮超厚的亂說。

好開心！！能有機會跟大叔們一起小酌，真的是很棒的事情。
以後可能沒有什麼機會也說不一定，畢竟大家所屬的事務所都不一樣......(有點寂寞)

謝謝帥氣的大叔們帶給我無比歡樂。
讓我在小酌過後，一人的夜間散步途中一直處於偷笑的狀態，啊啊！！我可以一直這麼幸福下去嗎？

ＰＳ：聽說今天別的現場的某大叔特地唱了有關於我的編曲。（驚訝！）有機會一定要叫那位大叔親自唱給我聽！！（說大叔有點誇張說不一定，畢竟對方才大我幾歲....汗'''）

當我寂寞或感到意志消沈時，我要想起這些讓給我開心的人事物，才不辜負他們對我的照顧。我一定要快快樂樂地幸福過每一天！！！！Fight!!!每天都是心情高漲的太陽日〜〜〜〜


Music video by Ginger Ninja performing Sunshine. (C) 2010 Sony Music Entertainment Denmark A/S.

用我的青春俏皮丹麥Denmark小愛團表達今天的愉�ｽ。

"Sunshine"
Performed by Ginger Ninja

We were lost in the dark but we've opened the door
We're afraid cause this thing's never happened before
There's a fear making noise in the back of your head
But there's no need to be afraid crawl back in my bed

Get in line for the sunshine
Get in line for the sunshine

Calm down and get in cause we're ready to go

There's no point in holding back cause it's out of control
Is it brown? is it blue? is it black? is it dead?
Don't you worry 'bout a thing crawl back in my bed

Get in line for the sunshine
Get in line for the sunshine

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如果每個星期天清晨都由Wilco的小調揭開序幕，會是多麼悠�闕K福的光景。

你在我耳邊輕聲吟唱，用著不溫不火的歌聲喚醒我
早晨的陽光映和著曲調懶洋洋地灑在淡藍色的棉被上
你的笑顏如此燦爛，輕易地將我攫獲
澄�K的眼瞳映照著我臉上的那抹緋紅不散
今天會是個神清氣爽的好日子



"One Sunday Morning (Song For Jane Smiley's Boyfriend)"
Performed by Wilco

This is how I tell it
Oh, but it's long
One Sunday morning
Oh, one son is gone

I can see where they're dawning
Over the sea
My father said what I had become
No-one should be

Outside I look lived in
Like the bones in a shrine
How am I forgiven?
Oh, I'll give it time

This, I learned without warning
Holding my brow
In time he thought I would kill him
Oh, but I didn't know how

I said it's your god I don't believe in
No, your Bible can't be true
Knocked down by the long life
He cried, 'I fear what waits for you'

I can hear those bells
Spoken and gone
I feel relief, I feel well
Now he knows he was wrong

I am cold for my father
Frozen underground
Jesus, I wouldn't bother
He belongs to me now

Something sad keeps moving
So I wandered around
I fell in love with the burden
Holding me down

Bless my mind, I miss
Being told how to live
What I learned without knowing
How much more that I owe that I can give

This is how I tell it
Oh, but it's long
One Sunday morning
One son is gone

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因為一些小事而感到消沈的自己，與因為一些小事而開心的自己
捉摸不定的情緒讓自己度過每個看似相同卻又不盡相同的日子

生命可以如此精彩
只要我們懂得拉開自己看待世界的距離，一定會發現自己的格局可以無限大

某些人的無心也許會打擊你的存在感
不要忘記，同時你也會為因為另外某些人的非刻意而覺得自己是當下最幸福的人

你的沮喪與歡樂沒有人可以體會
然而只要你自己感受到了就再也沒有人可以將它奪走，哪怕那感動存在一秒

謝謝某些人的小動作，讓我更加明瞭人類的心機可以有多深
感謝某些人的無心，讓我深切獲得無與倫比的幸福感

我想這就是為什麼總是冷眼看世界的自己依舊喜歡接觸人群
藉由觀察每個人，才能不斷檢視自己並將自己修正的更圓融

每一個今天我都會比每一個昨天過得更快樂
當下的喜怒哀樂節皆會隨著昨日逝去
每一天都是新的開始與體驗

「數學家巴斯卡Blaise Pascal把這叫做“上帝形塑的洞”。每個人內心都有一個這樣的洞，只是有些人比較深、比較�ｪ。那種感覺就像是被遺棄了，放任自己在空間與時間裡漂流。

我不認為這輩子能夠把這個洞給補滿。你是可以用歌曲、家庭、信仰去填補它，去好好認真過你的生活，但是當一切歸於寧靜時，你還是會悄然感覺到那個空洞在作祟。

〜〜〜〜From BONO (U2)」



“Sometimes It Happens”
Ｐerformed by Wilco

Sometimes it happens that you are friends
And then you are not friends,
And friendship has passed.
And whole days are lost and among them
A fountain empties itself.

And sometimes it happens that you are loved
And then you are not loved,
And love is past.
And whole days are lost and among them
A fountain empties itself into the grass.

And sometimes you want to speak to him
And then you do not want to speak,
Then the opportunity has passed.
Your dreams flare up, they suddenly vanish.

And also it happens that there is nowhere to go
And then there is somewhere to go,
Then you have bypassed.
And the years flare up and are gone,
Quicker than a minute.

So you have nothing.
You wonder if these things matter and then
They cease to matter,
And caring is past.
And a fountain empties itself into the grass.

And sometimes it happens that you are loved
And then you are not loved...

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生活因為各式各樣奇妙的事情而樂趣不斷

情緒如浪潮起起伏伏，永遠無法預測下一秒是高漲還是消退
然而正是無法預期性才讓我們不感到無聊吧？！
雖然有時也會因為心情變化太快跟不上腳步而一愁莫展

如果我們能站的更高，看得更遠
或許就不會在此刻汲汲營營地為了無聊的小事而沮喪煩惱吧？！

有時候覺得好笑，關於“自己”這個存在。
儘管對於人類的紛爭比較嗤之以鼻
終究擺脫不了對周遭不在意，隨性過活地外表下那個身而為人的宿命
我們無法抹煞自我，一如我們無法撲滅情感
儘管我們如此疏離與人群，依舊渴望接觸

兩面性的矛盾可能是這個世界的最大特徵
在任何人事物上都看得見的標誌

人到底要穿上多少層外皮才會顯得自己的與眾不同呢？
相較於周遭沒有高尚多少的自己該怎麼消除那根深蒂固的失望呢？
對於這個充滿荒謬的感情的失望

怎樣才能毫不偽裝/掩飾地生活下去呢？
怎樣才能不帶批判/比較的心態去愛著所有人呢？

Just remembers that it's not so simple about human relations & emotions.
For the chance that maybe we'll find better days!



"Better Days"
Performed by Goo Goo Dolls

And you ask me what I want this year
And I try to make this kind and clear
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
Cause I don't need boxes wrapped in strings
And designer love and empty things
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cause everyone is forgiven now
Cause tonight's the night the world begins again

I need someplace simple where we could live
And something only you can give
And thats faith and trust and peace while we're alive
And the one poor child who saved this world
And there's 10 million more who probably could
If we all just stopped and said a prayer for them

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cause everyone is forgiven now
Cause tonight's the night the world begins again

I wish everyone was loved tonight
And somehow stop this endless fight
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cause everyone is forgiven now
Cause tonight's the night the world begins again
Cause tonight's the night the world begins again

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這裡的天氣依舊不變地陰雨綿綿，有別於家鄉的陽光普照
停留久了，持續不斷的厚重濕氣阻擋日照的閃耀溫暖
原本充滿朝氣的明亮心情日益失陷於熱帶雨林的沼澤之中，一片陰鬱沈沈
離開熟悉的地方越久，心中的依戀益深

家族間的羈絆是一種無法言明的強烈認同感
在外闖蕩久了最終仍是渴望回到最初的起點
自己就在野心與平凡中反覆掙扎擺盪，虛虛實實地晃過一生

如果連自己都無法決定本身的價值
就別妄想尋得一個能認同自我價值的另一人攜手共度

I used to be a little girl
So old in my shoes
And what i choose is my choice
What's a girl supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

我應該堅強，一如以往



"Rocket"
Performed by The Smashing Pumpkins

Bleed in your own light
Dream of your own life
I miss me
I miss everything I'll never be
And on, and on

I torch my soul to show
The world that I am pure
Deep inside my heart
No more lies

A crown of horns
An image formed deformed
The mark I've borne
A mark of scorn to you

Consume my love, devour my hate
Only powers my escape
The moon is out the, stars invite
I think i'll leave tonight

So soon I'll find myself alone
To relax and fade away
Do you know what's coming down
Do you know I couldn't stay free?

I shall be free
I shall be free
I shall be free
I shall be free
I shall be free free
Free of those voices inside me
I shall be free
I shall be free

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The Black Keys，一聽耳朵就黏上的雙人團體，掉入醺醺然音樂氛圍的速度幾乎可以媲美我的另一愛團Broken Bells。說起來兩團的確是有那麼一點淵源，The Black Keys從2008年起連續三張專輯皆由Broken Bells的成員之一Danger Mouse擔任製作人。

The Black Keys結合藍調的復古情懷與搖滾的熱情，兩位性格大叔(?!)在粗�_的外表下藏著感性敏銳的心。

歌曲不只多次被選用為影集插曲，讓他們獲得更多矚目的則是榮獲2011年葛來美Best Alternative Music Album等三獎項。


"Lies" performed by The Black Keys from "Attack & Release".

有看影集Lie To Me的人應該耳熟能詳:)


"Tighten Up" performed by The Black Keys from "Brothers".

最後演變成搞笑大叔二人組的ＭＶ。
此曲榮獲2011葛來美Best Rock Performance by a Duo or Group with Vocal。

"Tighten Up"

I wanted love, I needed love,
Most of all, most of all
Someone said true love was dead
And I'm bound to fall, bound to fall
For you
But what can I do?


"Howlin' For You" performed by The Black Keys from "Brothers".

這首歌的ＭＶ很妙，特地滑稽地摹仿B級電影的預告片形式，算是下了重本。The Black Keys兩位成員化名為"Las Teclas de Negro"現身在ＭＶ中是另一個讓人啞然失笑的趣點。對了，眼尖的人應該會發現Sean Patrick Flanery也有來助陣耶〜

這部MV曾獲得提名為2011年MTV Video Music Award最佳搖滾影片。

BTY,說這首歌是很熱門的插曲也不為過。除了出現在電影Moneyball(2011),Limitless(2011),The Dilemma(2011)之外，CSI:Miami, Entourage等多部影集也能聽到。



"The Only One" performed by The Black Keys from "Brothers".

2010專輯「Brothers」中我個人最喜愛歌曲，不是蓋地有味道！（讚）

"The Only One"

Can't explain
Nor can I contain
Control
You have on my soul

It's all I do is
Baby dream of you
I'm falling down
When you're around

You're the only one
You're the only one
I'm so wrapped up in a daze
Hoping this is just a phase
But when all is said and done
I know you are still the one


"Little Black Submarines" performed by The Black Keys from "El Camino".

要從2011年專輯「El Camino」中選出最喜歡一首歌讓我猶豫了好久，考慮過好幾首歌，都會引起我注意而暫時停下手邊工作，卻也因為好聽度（有感度）程度太平均而陷入抉擇戰中，雖然一度在旋律與歌詞上相對明快的Nova Baby中搖擺，最後還是決定順從自己第一直覺選擇了在漆�K深海中緩慢前行的淡憂鬱Little Blcak Submarines。

"Little Black Submarines"

Pick you up, let you down
When I wanna go
To a place I can hide
You know me, I had plans
But they just disappeared
To the back of my mind

Oh can it be
The voices calling me
They get lost
And out of time
I should've seen a glow
But everybody knows
That a broken heart is blind
That a broken heart is blind


The Black Keys performed "Gold On The Ceiling" at David Letterman's show on 12-7-11.

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Hi~ Mr. someone

接到你的電話我是開心的，尤其是在我沒意識到自己已經有一段時間沒接到你的來電之前，你早就提醒自己要趕緊給我通電話怕我擔心。

我想自己的記憶又出現了斷層。
想不起來最後與你通話是在何時，印象中最近的自己並未忙到焦頭爛額的地步。
似乎不久前才與你有了愉快的聊天，那愉快的成份還留在腦海中未散。

只是不知怎麼地，是電話回線的原因吧？！我和你通話過程中總覺得很不同調，漸漸地我無法搭上你的話題節拍，你說的每一字句只讓我不知該如何反應。
持續好幾天的亢奮情緒，因為你的一通電話暫時劃上休止符，我有點累了。
乾脆明白告訴你：“我覺得你應該停止想著要回來的事情比較好。”
不知道你是否有察覺我話語中的另一層意義？

即使我們曾有約定，但是周遭環境變化太快，我們來不及應對，最後只能放手（眼睜睜）讓這段關係消逝不是嗎？
強求不來的事是稍來再多通電話也無法換取的，我希望你能理解。
但願我未曾思念過你.......




"Head Underwater"
Performed by Beat Radio

the freeway divided our hearts and the neighborhood changed
the radio speaks of a love that can take away pain
I'm faraway falling asleep to the sounds of the sea
I'm thinking of you, wondering if you think about me
and love isn't something to hold in the crux of your arms
I'd turn all my days on their head just to keep you from harm
remember that time when we danced in your mother's backyard?
I wanna go back to that place but you make it so hard

It wasn't our dream but we played along
we followed the rules, but then things went wrong

meanwhile, back in the city it feels good to be lost
there's freedom in being alone, but it comes with a cost
the subway is keeping me safe from original sin
the sunlight is opening doors and I'm stumbling in
the freeway divided our hearts and the neighborhood changed
the radio speaks of a love that can take away pain
I'm faraway falling asleep to the sounds of the sea
I'm thinking of you, wondering if you think about me

head underwater and heavy heart
we keep it together to fall apart

it wasn't our dream but we played along
we followed the rules, but then things went wrong
and I can remember why we should stay
so head underwater and heavy heart
we keep it together to fall apart
our senses unravel and fly away

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選擇沈默不表示沒有意見，只是減少倘渾水的機率而已。

人人都會思考，差別只在於有沒有說出口，或是說得是否有理。
文筆好的人可以用精準兼具優美的文字表達自己的看法，相對地獲得矚目引起共鳴的機率也比文筆不好的人多上許多，因為人類是追求美感的動物。然而，有誰能夠說文筆不好的人的看法就不好呢？

表達最重要在於貼切。
該如何將自己所想的適切地表達出來，或許大部人都並不擅長。
但是人類終究不是本性壓抑的動物，如果不表達點什麼就會鬱鬱寡歡，焦急難耐。因此有了語言/文字/繪畫/音樂/舞蹈等不同的表達方式。情感的宣洩重於過程而非結果，只是有些人總會過了頭，而不單純只是表達自己，反倒要將自己的觀念給強拼接在別人身上，尤其是扭曲的那一塊。

當你用手指別人背後說三道四的時候，可曾想過你是在殘害自己（的尊嚴）？
口出惡言就像噴灑農藥，那話裡的毒性不只殘留在作物上，還會浸染你腳下的土壤，最後融入你手中那杯水中。

說人壞話的那些人的自信是從何而來？
他們從哪裡得知他們自己比別人優秀到可以批判他人？
可笑的人們，快點敲醒自己的腦袋吧！
有�阨]斷他人時何不乾脆把時間花在充實腦袋上，別再讓自己越來越可笑。

Above, something stuffed inside my head lately.



"Hard Times, Go!"
Performed by Beat Redio

Are you headed for somewhere?
Are you running away?
Do you call it religion?
Or a game that you play?
Now the summer is over
See the leaves turning brown
Do you feel like a failure?
Did your dreams let you down?
Hard times come and hard times go
Its hard to change when its all you know
I don't say the things I need to say to let you in
I haven't been as brave in how I've loved you
As I know I should have been
I thought if I kept quiet
You might think I was strong
And now that its over
I can see I was wrong

When the parachute opens
Is it fun anymore?
Are you more scared of falling?
Or just being bored?
Our love was a promise
That we made in good faith
And it all seemed so perfect
But the circumstance changed
So I spend my days in a fever dream
In a lakeside town with the kings and queens
I don't say the things I need to say to let you in
I haven't been courageous in my love
the way I know I should have been
I thought if I kept quiet
You might think I was strong
And now that its over
I can see I was wrong

這是一首相當有味道的歌曲，本不應該配上上面那些亂七八糟莫名其妙的文字,應該放上更感性而柔軟的文字的才符合歌曲本身清淡卻悠長的味道，只是真得想抒發點什麼，在最近非常強烈地意識到某些人總是話不擇口還自覺高尚，我只能在心中對他們不斷地冷笑。

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陶醉推薦，首首必聽！

因為遇見Save You這首歌而開始挖掘聆聽起Matthew Perryman Jones這位獨立創作歌手的音樂。最初只是單純著迷於歌聲中細密綿長的感性，後來才發現原來多部影集都有選用過他的歌曲當作插曲配樂。

或許是創作歌手的同質性，乍聽會以為自己正在聽Landon Pigg的音樂。
Singer-songwriter似乎都擁有深情民謠與細膩的共通點，除了歌聲質感不同，編曲旋律也因融入個人特色而有微妙的魅力差異。MPJ的歌聲相對比較內斂穩重，更是優質揪心歌曲製造機，別說是每張專輯了，每首歌都讓人幾近微醺地著迷，喜歡到首首都想力推。



"Out Of Shadows" from Matthew Perryman Jones's album Swallow the Sea 2008.
Featured in Kyle XY Season 3.

"Out Of The Shadows"
Performed by Matthew Perryman Jones

I can't sleep in this room
Still so far from finding you
I can't see, I dig beneath
The piles of dirt they cover me

Don't let go
Don't let go
We can crawl out out of the shadows
Don't let go
Don't let go
We can find our way back home

Silence keeps our story straight
Fighting for a perfect stake
Wave your flag or I believe
Hope is comfort if not relief

Don't let go
Don't let go
We can crawl out out of the shadows
Don't let go
Don't let go
We can find our way back...

And there's a heart that still can beat
Of every breath that's inside me
And find the spark that's buried deep
And won't go out, so please...

Don't let go
Don't let go
We can crawl out out of the shadows
Don't let go
Don't let go
We can find our way back home


Mattthew Perryman Jones performs "Save You" live at Paste Studios.
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"Save You"

Watched it all go by
Was it really true
Is that what it was?
Was that really you?

I'm looking back again
Tracing back the threads
You said i was a mess
Or was it just in my head




"Feels Like Letting Go"

Oh my love
Help me open my heart again
Tear it open let the rain fall in
Wash this hardness underneath my skin
Oh my love
Let me hear your voice come through
I wanna know the love inside of you
Make this dark heart believe in what is true

I know that in the dark there's a fear of letting go
I know that in my heart that I fear what I don't know

And this feels like I'm letting go


Matthew Perryman Jones performs "Motherless Child" live at Paste Studios.

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TO 曾在我人生中占有重要地位的某人

Hi~聽到這首歌腦海馬上浮現你的身影，很適合送給你，我想它幾乎可以代表我對你的心情。

緣份是很奇妙的東西。
正因為我知道你很重視我，才希望你可以從容地不帶任何遺憾離去。
你已經給了我一段甜美的回憶，在我的生命畫板中揮灑創作出一幅精彩的圖畫，對我來說這樣就足夠了。
我不能有再多的要求，對於你我應該心滿意足。

被你思念著的我很幸福。



"On And On"
Performed by Smith & Burrows

All the songs that I've sung you
More often than you know
You're the love that I've clung to
More often than I've let it show

And I wish you would leave me
And I wish you would go
And I wish you didn't need me
And I wish I didn't love you so

Cause I just can't go on
So please don't do me wrong
No I won't do you harm
My love for you goes on and on

There's no one else I want beside you
Give me your coldest shoulder to cry upon
You're never anywhere I find you
You're never anything I rely upon

And I wish you would leave me
And I wish you would go
And I wish you didn't need me
And I wish I didn't know

That I just can't go on
So please don't do me wrong
No I won't do you harm
My love for you goes on and on and on and on...

And I wish you would leave me
And I wish you would go
And I wish you didn't need me
And I wish I didn't love you so

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