L'histoire.

February 13 [Sat], 2010, 19:16
Today I watched a NHK documentary about

the Shinsengumi, the police force in Kyoto before

Meiji's reign. According to the NHK documentary,

the group played an important role in Japan's history

because they were effective in fighting rebel forces to the

Tokugawa regime at that time. In the beginning they had a bad reputation

in Kyoto, but after successfully helping the Tokugawa

government remove the Choshu clan out of Kyoto,

they became a prominent part of the Tokugawa regime.

When the Meiji government took over however,

the Shinsengumi was deemed as part of the old government

and they lost their power. They fought against the Meiji regime

and lost quickly because they did not have modern war technology

like the Meiji government. Ironically, they became the rebel

forces that they had fought so hard against.

Soon after Hijikata Toshizo, its deputy leader, was killed in action,

the Shinsengumi perished.


The tragedy of the Shisengumi lies in how its members remained

loyal to their masters and their beliefs until they met their ends.

They do not deserve such a terrible end,

but unfortunately, they lost the battle to changes. Japan

was facing changes as it opened its doors to the world

and the Shinsengumi rebeled against these changes.

The changes overpowered the Shinsengumi and wiped it out with no sympathy.


Before I learned about the Shinsengumi,

change had never seemed so frightening a power.

I wonder in history, how many noble individuals

and groups had met their end like the Shinsengumi did

because they did not comply to change. It is as if loyalty

and bravery, two things that humans value greatly, cannot change

the course of events.


I watched the ending of the documentary with a heavy heart.





If a body catch a body comin' through the rye-

January 30 [Sat], 2010, 20:12




So he is dead.

Saying that I feel sad is wrong because he died in a situation

that he chose to be in, his home where he lived in seclusion for the last fifty years,

so perhaps he died a satisfactory death.

I've only read two of his works and so it is not as if a loved one has died.

Saying that I feel nothing is wrong also, because he wrote The Catcher in the Rye.

The Catcher in the Rye was a confusing book for me,

before I read the first page I thought that the book was about baseball.

(Why? I forgot)

And as I read it I thought Holden's English is worst than mine

and that he rambles about nothing.

After reading the book, I like to add "old" before the names of

all the people I know when I am thinking.

It is not as if Salinger's death will make The Catcher in the Rye

disappear in the face of human history.

He just deserves honor that won't ever die.






Quoi?

January 25 [Mon], 2010, 22:12
(I can't believe that this entry

is based on a SAT reading....)

There are writers who write for those

lovely green bills, and there are writers who write

for the sake of writing. Some writers in the

second case might write in incomprehensible

verses that make some readers think

and most readers want to burn the book

after reading the first page.

While trying out some music today,

many of the "amazing" songs I've heard

sound familiar yet distant. Their styles

can be heard in other works, but there is something

in these songs that is unconventional

and strange to me. I am attracted and indifferent

at the same time. I want to listen to the song

until the end because I am anticipating, but

at the same time I can feel no love for this piece of music,

as if it is only muzak. Perhaps I am really over-anticipating,

or maybe I can't understand the worthiness of the song

because it is so new to me. Some songs really take

more than one listening to grow a bond to. This may be

similar to understanding those incomprehensible verses,

all we need is love and peace

because often even the most frustrated reader knows

that there is something more there. Time and patience

is needed to dig it out. The reader doesn't need to

reread it over and over, but maybe put it away for

a while, forget about it, take it out again, and

maybe by then the meaning is less obscure.






Songs That Went Through This Process

"Gentlemen Take Polaroids"-Japan

"Maps"-Yeah Yeah Yeahs


嘘じゃない...でしょう?

January 22 [Fri], 2010, 21:23
今天本僵尸又在校巴要走的時候醒來。

衝出門外時發現天氣變冷了,

太陽還沒完全升起來,

過馬路時,

世界好像都是藍色的,

很不可思議。

在那一刻,所有煩惱都被忘記了。


Comme Les Tortues

January 13 [Wed], 2010, 21:45


本人越老,

廢話越多。







C'est Tout.



アイイイイ

December 21 [Mon], 2009, 0:31

剛才發現Plastic Tree 今晚在上海開了演唱會。



















!


!
!

如果這發生在兩年前的話我一定要進精神病院了。

最近我又開始喜歡他們了,

不過只限於舊歌哦。

現在我想要一部時光機,

帶我回去90年代未或者2002年的日本,

去Plastic Tree的live,

因為那時的Plastic Tree歌是我最喜歡的。

へたれ

December 20 [Sun], 2009, 19:11

本人最近真是非常無聊,


除了吃和睡和看銀魂就是學唱


「太陽のKOMACHI ANGEL」。


I have no life, seriously.

ケッコン

November 22 [Sun], 2009, 21:05


ケッコン

is more dangerous than

gambling, doing drugs, smoking,

and Kim Jong-il,

altogether.


どこ?

November 22 [Sun], 2009, 20:57


Où-est ce que j'irai?









Il n'est pas France pour certain haha







最近。

November 20 [Fri], 2009, 20:02

11月9號~11曰12號:

學校旅遊,

去了上海。

那裡見到的一隻胖貓:



11月13號:

那一天去了卡拉OK

來慶祝我的

那家卡拉OK有很多我會唱的日語歌,

真是太難得了!

最後是吃了





被切后的摸樣


11月14號~今天:

天氣突然變得好冷。。。

我現在的腳:






完畢。




P R
プロフィール
  • ニックネーム:ドモ
  • 性別:女性
  • 誕生日:11月16日
  • 現住所:国外
読者になる
最新コメント
The REAL Jenny
» Tralalalalalalala ♪ (2010年10月02日)
ZERO
» late late 歸來 (2010年08月19日)
ZERO
» アイスクリームです (2010年07月10日)
Zero
» アイスクリームです (2010年07月09日)
Zero
» アイスクリームです (2010年07月08日)
Zero
» FIFA! (2010年07月07日)
Zero
» FIFA! (2010年07月06日)
Zero
» FIFA! (2010年07月05日)
Zero
» FIFA! (2010年07月04日)
Zero
» 夏休み♪ (2010年06月20日)
2010年02月
1 2 3 4 5 6
7 8 9 10 11 12 13
14 15 16 17 18 19 20
21 22 23 24 25 26 27
28
Yapme!一覧
読者になる
QRコード