無奈 

March 04 [Fri], 2005, 17:45
just back to my desk =.=
i have took a client to another firm
gum arm that firm is where i have my last summer job
long time haven't been there
又 gum arm PO E~ here
場面so.........=.= as there are sth happened
she 表面就係探人, 其實........she helps herself to find a summer job
大家d 對話有d怪
Mr Ma asked me when will i have my summer this year
I said around July
he said he heard from my boss I did well in Lily's firm
he said Ma Tang & Co. now 請緊人,叫我過番黎做

on the other side
Po e~ asked Mr Ma , are there any 空缺 in this summer
Mr Ma said : 睇下做 summer student 定 full time la, you know full time 就未必有空缺

should I be happy? ...........well , little bit happy but ........我感到有壓力
i don't have any knowledge of legal
my boss also encourage me 5 d go to study some legal courses
should i 5 d go to study ?

pressure , not only that 因為自己無 legal 底所以有 pressure
...........而係.......year 1 之後我就再 feel 唔到 now 係 shccc 讀ga野有攝i過

seem like so waste time on shccc and also waste money

ar >.< what should i do?
以前我就成日都想我 family let myself to take decision
but now I want them to make decision for me but they said you;自己鍾意 la
I say what they 都話好 >.<
好煩 ar >.<

100 days left 

March 03 [Thu], 2005, 1:07
there are 100 days left , then i will leave SHCCC
sound great to me? half la ~
I love this sch, I love this uniform I love some of the teacher
but i hate the style of this sch and the style of my classmate

(someone may ask me ,...
you don't afraid they saw your diary and fight with you?)
well..............
long long time ago , i am very afraid as i don't want any big things happened during these 2 years school life in SHCCC
but now..............not really care as only 100 days left then i can leave them

or may be i am very enjoying on my work so i don't want to study anymore
i don't care will i study anymore
i just want to do what i want

I feel proud of I have a BF who take care me so much and love me so much
I feel proud of myself.......I have changed my parents mind
they are so appreciate on my attitude and my behavior
I feel proud of myself i have found the way that i would like to take action

我滿足現狀
我滿足我自己 ga 表現
我喜歡我 ga 工作
我愛我 BF
我開始喜歡投入我 family
我愛我隻 dog ( BB )

one of my friends said 我已經擁有好多
終於明白 what is 知足常樂
but i won't forget to keeping improve myself
want to do a good air of my life !

i am not proud of myself 

March 02 [Wed], 2005, 23:39
not happy
yeah ~ you are right
i am saying not happy again
i always not happy becos of SHCCC

tonight i have received a call from my classmate
i am not happy becos .........
once i pick up the phone
the first question that she has asked is about my job roles

it is really kind of not polite ( I think )
i don't mind tell out my personal things but.......
she makes me feel that.......
the main reason that she call me is about my job

actually i really don't want to tell as ...............
how can i say ? i don't know how to say
just the style of mind never match with my classmate
and they are so rude, low level, childish, bother............etc

but finally , i have told her why i have become a pupil ?
無疑, becos of the relationship between my boss and Karen
i can't tell lie that Karen help me so much in my job
she has taught me so much and push me so much

i also know that i am not powerful, i just a small potato in front of many ppl
in front of my relative , in front of my colleagues
i know that i still have many things need to learn
but i am strongly , seriously told all of you
i can be a pupil , not only becos of the 人際關係
i have worked hard in my workplace
i have heart to my work
my boss also appreciate on my work
she said , it has a very very good chance for me now
she said, it is not easy for me to be a pupil
as you know Dionne , your education level is not good enough

a little bit sad when i heard this
but it just across a few minutes
as i know that
i should be happy that my boss give me this chance
it is very important to me
it proved that what i have did
就算之前做得有幾辛苦,有幾累 on my work is not useless
i am very agreed with this chinese sentence
世上無難事,只怕有心人

P.S thx for my BF support me ! 無左 Chun Kit i can do nthing

also need to thx Karen , helen, Josiphin, Jude all my friends in my workplace
thx a lot to all these guys
I love you so much ^^

我相信我自己我可以 

December 11 [Sat], 2004, 0:04
我相信我自己‧我可以

我相信我所選的路 是對的

我相信哥哥 的話

我相信 karen 的 planning

我相信 professor 的話

我相信我自己那顆心

但我知道......................

我不可相信我自己雙眼睛和耳

我深信, 可看見彩虹 的日子不遠

這日記美~ 

December 08 [Wed], 2004, 19:49
這日記美O~

從 Selma ga 日記發現左 lee 個日記本,真的要謝謝 Selma ~

不過 >.< 使我更加想快d去學日文O!! 因為睇唔明 ~

我想要向 Selma 請教請教怎樣用了~

7:55pm 剛 請教完 Selma 怎樣使用這日記本

電了一會,媽回家吃飯

其實我還未決定好選用那個日記 O~

everytime 開一個 account 都只因貪新鮮,這個也不例外

這日記美美 O ~

很想花時間去裝飾一番 卻欠時間
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