somewhere in between ,
March 03 [Sat], 2007, 1:52
today the jthrees got back the alevel results and needless to say, the stress just started settling in again. looking at the different reactions i started asking myself how do i want to see myself this time next year, which is a rather 'duh' question since who doesnt picture themselves as jumping for joy OHMYGOD I GOT 3AS! but everytime these thoughts creep into my head, the horrible reality, that im just not NOT ready to sit for the Alevels, will just sink in. the biting of nails, pulling of hair, welling up of tears and stoning thinking what have i done to my life will just start. all these are happening more often than not these days. annoying, tsk. but yeah, its the time of the year to really start prioritizing and deciding whats important and whats not. maybe what you can do without first and what you cant. or maybe is which is more vital (?) to ur future. and where do i really want to go? i do have an end in mind, which is a good thing according to msmabelchia, but the lack of faith is making it pointless.
but on a happier note, i saw MONDAY today. probably the last time already and thank god, he looks really good with that dyed hair and eyes. gosh i could melt. but fangirling should stop now and move on. bye to useless fantasies and daydreams. hmmm i wonder how did he do?
anyway congratulations to the jthrees who have done well and those who have not, good job anyway ! whatever it is, there will be a way out alrightes. :D
and i wonder why do i lose friends so easily.
band at 0730 tmr. this is almost murderous.
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