so now we all know ;

sometimes i try not to think
so as to not make it worse

OFF TO A DELAYED TRIP TO GYM.

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amazing how when everything is going wrong
we can still say 'its gonna be alright'.

and its stupid how
everytime i see some things
i see you.

/shoutout

charms. hello ! i miss you too ):
mavis. what?
naima. OHMYGOD. I WANT LAH. LEND ME PLEASE !!
ansley. hello sister. haha. LA BI XIAO XIN. i nearly died. (:
cheryl. yes i know where her butt is alr ! lol. she bites though. haha.
ttt. you are? lol.

/shoutout

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i was just thinking what will happen if a loved one died of a disease.
will it feel sad because he/she is my loved one?
will it be relief because he/she wont suffer anymore?
will it be confusion and lost because he/she wont be there anymore?
or will i feel injust because he/she isnt given the chance to experience life anymore than he/she could ?

i remember i lost a distant relative to some virus once.
he was only three years old !
i haven even met him and tada, he's dead.
its not even fair, he haven even learn how to write his name yet.

is life just fragile or isit cruel?

anyway justice isnt done to ONE LITRE OF TEARS.
cant find it in any shop.
and i BADLY wanna buy it.
VERY VERY SAD ):
its a very nice show, though im only on to episode four.

haha ohwel.
my dog's name is SUSHI now.
same as eeeeemei's dog.
but hers is much much much beeger.

dinner at longjohns today.

mavis : dun take my tomato ketchup
mych : duh.
mavis : why duh?
mych : i dun eat chocolate.

my lack of focus is amazing.

this explains why i blog in just incoherent manner.
haha must change, for gp's sake !

alrightes.
TATA.

hollerbacks)

cheryl okay! will link you correctly soon. HAHA.
shijie i think they are tortoise. but turtle easier to spell. hahaha.
zak haha my tagboard like for you to talk to people. anyway NEED TO TELL YOU ABT SLEEPOVER.
hongxiang how on earth did you find my blog. SO LONG NEVER SEE YOU LAH !

(hollerbacked

and YOU.
take good care of your mom and yourself.

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today WE ADDED A NEW MEMBER TO OUR FAMILY.

TUTU.

hello tutu ! i cant wait for you to grow up. i hope my aunt and maid doesnt illtreat you. im so glad that you are part of us and im sorry that i dunno how to take care of you. I LOVE YOU.

tutu is a three month old shihtzu. BLACK AND WHITE. :DD

woke up bright and early to visit KUSU ISLAND.



my mom and my bro wore the same shirt.
BIASNESS. ): lol.

and thanks mum for the windmill.
really really loveeeee it. :D


something that im really thankful for. :D

ohwel.
gotta go pack up my life.
ie my tables and room.
before restarting on a new chapter (:

and not forgetting the hated op.

I CANT WAIT FOR EVERYTHING TO BE OVER.
cos i need a life.

the feeling and the intuition
tells me its all meant to be.

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my moments of delusion have to come to an end.

ohwel.
depression increases as the hours decreases.

i think i will die tmr.
someone build a grave for me?

or isit a tomb?

whatever.

you are my piece of mind in this crazy world

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i should keep my expressions and words to myself from today onwards.
i will stop talking.
i will stop commenting.
i will stop rolling eyes.

i will just keep a straight face.

this is crap.
band used to be fun.

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' i wanna learn how to crack eggs '

my little brother is growing up, finally.

i love times like this.
despite the perils of EOM,
i managed to witnessed the unique way of bonding my sister and brother has.
[no link lah, mych]

' its the little things that bond me and brandon together '

emo talk we had ytd.

maybe take this as a growing step
start to look at things from many perspectives
instead of sticking to one
and things might start to look up.

:DD

times like this, i miss.

i wish i could talk abt the eventfulness of the uneventful weeks
and in the chase to pass promos
im really glad i have the SISTERHOOOD and AHTOMEES to go through together.

[ if i retain, please dun let us drift apart ]

anyway JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE is really good.



and its so scary how apt it is.

the amount of mondays i have left is complainable LITTLE
fate, pls dun play diry tricks on me again.
JUST THE MONDAYS, not really asking too much aye?

:D

back to eom.

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i was looking at my old phone just now
and saw things that i dun wanna see.

haha but i dun wanna delete them.


OHWEL.

im excited for tomorrow!
and im happy for the past few days.

so did we clear things up?



PROMOS ONLY WAD.

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A WONDERFUL PERFORMANCE
puts people in a great mood.


[ sorry ah, abit blur. ]

need i say more?

because it happened
no matter how i try
it cant be erased from my memory
so dun think it doesnt matter
ur intimate actions with her
[ though i dunno for sure ]
it does and it hurt alot.
thankyou, would you mind?

JBF HELL ROCKED.
:D

-

colin! takkaire of that cut caused by the daupok.
[ psst: it looks really nice lah. =X ]

jtwos! GOOD LUCK FOR PRELIMS! :D

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EUPHO TRIO ! haha i have a hollow stomach. wth -.-
oh btw its the first time i look so proper. HAHA.


albino trumpet section. lmao.


the new eupho section. WEIQIN COLIN JUNJIE


MINDY EUNICE ME fooling around while the others help us order drinks. haha. lazy pigs we are


xiaowei says jarryl is damn good at tuba. HAHA.

anyway that pretty sums up today.
a nice and funny day.
ending with 'when the saints go marching' at SAS with the cordially invited people.
[ we just happened to pop by and eat the very nice food! ]

the sad things. aye forgedit.
the happy things win :D

been so long since i last blog i dun really know wad to say anymore.
ANYHOW,

#1 i really saw MONDAY on MONDAY. haha. super happy :D super sensitive to brown bags now. haha.
#2 chems test. MAJOR SCREWED UP SHIT.
#3 pe is nice this week too. haha.
#4 danny is kewt. :D
#5 JAP, oh jap. bye jap.
#6 SOCCER WITH SC. not bad lah. though quite irritated. heh.
#7 pw and wr are over. but here comes EOM. [sigh, it never stops aye?]
#8 the old feeling are recurring. DOUBLE THE SHITNESS NOW.
#9 its getting harder and harder to smile.
#10 guava and peanut m&ms are really yummay.

haha mych's life is really super boring.
cant think of much to say. nothing special happen.
the usual mundanity is setting in.

haha i think i should be thankful for that though.

feelings are overwhelming this week.
like, WHOA.
it never stops running through my head sometimes,
but i have a feeling its stopping soon.

going crazy
but i have an EOM and a performance to live through first.

EVERYONE HAVE A PLEASANT DAY TMR.
i noe i will
we will i mean.
JBF GONNA ROCK ((((:

sometimes i really wish it is true
and what i see is what is real

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